noticed a lot of people thought this was my suicide note
sorry for the worry its caused, this is just a meme on twitter. I do not have a plan , and i have NOT harmed myself, nor attempted suicide since at least last month.
Me and some people were mucking around with jpegs as well since we could draw on the same page (tho this is infact my drawing). I just thought this guy would say it that way. Drew him as a people pleaser (which i do not identify as), crashing out on his last day, but still sort of calmly? Because that's just how he is.
For everyone curious/worried about how i am (under the cut bcz this is already getting long) /nf to read
I'm not going to lie and say i haven't been struggling with mental health and horrible thoughts, and being present. Because I guess it might be kind of clear??? At least from not being online much.
I do want to be around. I want to interact with my friends. I miss you guys so much. and i love my mutuals. I really do. and i know that may be funny because im the one not interacting, but i just. don't have the energy to do anything. I don't even interact with my family and they're RIGHT there lmfao.
I don't know what to do, but for now I'm focusing on keeping myself safe, because that takes SO much energy, especially in early days. It leaves me fatigued weirdly enough. I appreciate the concern and comfort. It means a lot to me. take care of yourselves.
I get worried that by thanking specific people because what if i forget. but i am coming across as impersonal so
Not in any specific order
Thank you so much to my one and only knight (tk max /lh), and misty and zerm and lafo and randomexistingthing
You guys cross my mind very often. I love you so much /p
You all inspire me in a multitude of different ways, and push me to stay here longer and become a better person. I appreciate you so much.