Regression Fantasy

Adult Little Girls Diapered, Spanked, and/or Regressed

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Learning Empathy At Grandma's, Part 3

Ahh, and now we get right to the heart of a little family secret.

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Learning Empathy at Grandma's Part 2

Last post, I told you about my cousin who got put back in Huggies for bedwetting, and how I happened to see her in them. Several years later, when we were both teenagers, I returned the favor by telling her I wore diapers and tugging down my pajamas to show her. She just had a shocked reaction to it, her mouth dropping open as she stared. She said something about being glad she didn't have to wear them (I had on heavy plastic panties) and that was about it. I also showed her older sister, who was more interested, patting the bottom and the back to see what they felt like. She said, "Just like a real diaper," to which I replied, "Well, it IS a real diaper...."

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Learning Empathy at Grandma's

Ever have a relative - a cousin perhaps - that was a bedwetter? I remember that when we were kids, my cousin was a bedwetter. Her Mom solved it by putting her back in Huggies. She had to wear them to bed at our house, and one night after her bath her Mom made her walk from the bathroom to the bedroom she was sharing with her parents in just her diaper. She was of course opposed to this quite strongly. She screamed all the way down the hall. That only served to catch my attention and I looked up just in time to see her streak down the hallway in the thick, gleaming white diaper, her long hair streaming behind her. Had she just been quiet I never would have noticed. lol And before you even ask - yes, that fueled my fantasies for years!!

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Like Babysitter, Like Babysat, Part 3.

And so we reach the conclusion. I love happy endings, don't you? Soon, Lindsay will be the babysitter, taking care of Baby Emily!

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Like Babysitter, Like Babysat, Part 2 Well, Emily is learning, and so is Mrs. Williams. Every relationship must reach this point. As long as Emily is honest, it will work out the best for her. Don't worry we won't leave you hanging here. There is more to this story.

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Like Babysitter, Like Babysat

Looks like Emily finally got herself caught. She knew there was a possibility of getting caught, but she tried to be so careful about it. Lindsay of course wouldn't say anything, and they were just playing together. Maybe they were playing in a crib, and maybe Emily slipped into a pull-up first, and maybe once in awhile she had a bottle, but she still did everything she was supposed to do and took good care of Lindsay. Mrs. Williams knew that was true. She had suppressed her first urge to fire Emily immediately and maybe have a talk with her mother. As she watched it became apparent this was something Emily actually NEEDED. And she did do such a good job, nobody connected with Lindsay like Emily did. So instead, she decided to push Emily back a bit - after all, a baby needs a Mommy, right? And Mommy knows best, and she decided it was best if Emily wore diapers for right now. There were other ideas about what Mommy would think best for Emily, but for right now, she just smiled as she taped Emily into her diaper, nice and snug.

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Babysitting Duties

Oh Roger ... if you would just quit wetting the bed, these things wouldn't happen! But until then, at least you have Rachel to help keep your bottom dry, right? Oh, and maybe a couple others, now!

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A Little Housekeeping

So let me just drop a few pieces of news here. I want to address these things because the other day someone reblogged a 2015 post I made and it really took off, and if that can happen, then there may be old news on some of those posts that is not true any longer. I once was the owner (along with a couple others over the years) of abdlstories.net. At the time *I* owned it, it was the most visited abdl story forum on the internet. We literally had millions of visits and tens of thousands of posts. Unfortunately my host started getting involved in drugs and other not so good things, and when I threatened to expose his fraud, he pretended to die and have a "widow" take over. That widow was just him in disguise. The widow, handle "Penguin", did a hostile takeover and locked me out of my own forum, that I had owned for 20 years! From there it was a series of extremely bad decisions while she ran the forum into the ground and it became a dumpster fire. This person actually faked his own death twice more (Penguin, and Danielle) before actually dying for real from a form of cancer. Before dying he kindly replied to my repeated emails with, "F*** you, see you in Hell!" No, you won't. That forum is now, of course, dead and gone - which is a shame because we had a lot of stuff on there that will never be replaced. Stories from those who in some cases have passed away, and some who have left the AB lifestyle as such and stopped writing. For awhile my LG Sister (Sharlene) and I tried jumpstarting a new forum (Littles Life) to replace that old forum, as well as replace Petticoat Discipline which died with Helga. For awhile it looked like Petticoated.com would die with Tessy, but it looks like they saved it (I think ... I haven't actually checked lately), AND Betty Pearl also died and it looked like her sissy story forum would go with her, but that was also saved. We came in with our forum to try and replace all these - BUT it seems the days of forums are dead. Now everyone uses social media. We never got a lot of interaction from people. That, coupled with new regulations that we could not possibly fulfill, caused us to close down last year around the same time that A-disc went. So if you see posts in my past archives about a new story forum - nope. It's gone. Also gone is my Patreon, which I know I mentioned in a few posts. Patreon did not appreciate the AB culture. At all. Same thing with Kofi, or Coffee or whatever it is named now. They deleted my content as well, so I now just have this as my main gateway and outlet. What's still alive is my books through AB Discovery. There are.... I think 16 now? Something like that. Sure to be something there to tickle your fancy! Meet Our Authors – Kita Sparkles – AB Discovery And I am not a retired author ... there will be more. Watch this space for announcements. Another things still alive is my Etsy shop. I have a few different Diaper Punishment Packs you can choose from. It was apparent that some like guided humiliation in diapers, so I fulfill that need to an extent. Let me warn you here as it is there - these are not physical items - it is a digital download and is a guide. Too many people on there apparently can't read and several knocked my score down to a 4.4 because they got mad about it being a digital download - even though the ad clearly says so all over it! But yeah, if you like that, I'm pretty good at it: SparklesABDLShop - Etsy

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Odd Bug

How strange. My last post - Neighbor Trap - didn't want to post when I added the story to the art. I thought, "Okay, there's something the system thinks is against the rules here..." and with what we deal with, that DOES happen from time to time. I read it through and it seemed okay. Confused I thought I would pinpoint the exact thing it didn't like. Took away the last 3 paragraphs of the story. "Draft Saved!" Okay, problem is in these paragraphs. I was happy I didn't have to test and reword as much. Reposted them one by one. "Draft Saved!" ..... No idea! Maybe it was too big a block of text to be pasted all at once or something? Anyway, glad it posted, because I spent a long time getting that AI art just right.

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Neighbor Trap

I sat at the table in my neighbor Cassie’s kitchen, wondering why she had called me over here saying she needed to talk to me. We had become something of friends in the past few months, and I had confided a few things to her even though she was older than me. I had never confided my biggest secret to anyone though. It was about to change. “So,” said Cassie from behind me, “It seems someone ordered something in the mail and it came to me instead. I thought you might be ordering naughty magazines, so imagine my surprise when I saw it was this!” She placed a booklet in front of me. It was one I just couldn’t help myself from ordering, a big magazine just full of adult baby stories, stories of men who were AB, specifically sissies in dresses. My eyes grew wide, my pulse and breath quickened, and I felt my entire face and the back of my neck turn hot and prickly as I stared at the evidence. I knew I had to say something! “I was just… um….” I was unprepared for an excuse for anything like this. Cassie laughed lightly. “Just what?” she asked. “I mean… I can see what these are. I didn’t read them all. I can if you want me to. I could tell you have wanted to tell me something for the last couple weeks and just couldn’t bring yourself to … is this it? Are you one of these people who wants to be a sissy?” My throat was dry and my voice raspy as I admitted it. The most embarrassing secret of my life was out. “Yeah…” I said quietly. Cassie smirked. “Well, obviously the thing to do is tell your Mom. I mean, I shouldn’t let you hide a secret like THIS. Do you want me to do that?” My worst nightmare was coming true. I shook my head, eyes wide with fear. “No! Please…!” She shook her head. “She has to know. If I don’t tell her I am in the wrong. But here’s the idea, we can make it fun for you. OH so embarrassing, but that’s really what you want deep down inside, isn’t it?” She looked deep in my eyes, and I found myself shamefully agreeing with her that I really wanted to be humiliated. “Good,” she soothed. “So here’s what we do.” She reached into a closet and pulled out a large package of diapers – my size. “YOU are going to wet your pants and go home with wet pants carrying this package of diapers. I don’t care what excuse you give you Mom … it will be pretty obvious anyway. Tomorrow I will tell your Mom I saw you walking down the street with wet pants and diapers, and then we’ll see what happens.” I looked at the package – it must have been the most embarrassing she could find. In big block letters across the front top of the package it said, “White Cloud Diapers”. Then under that, a drawing of a boy in a pink shirt and a thick diaper, obviously happy. She took hold of my wrist. “So. Go ahead and wet your pants. Right now.” There was no way I could do that! My mouth dropped open and I shook my head. Her grip tightened. “You better do it, or I’ll show her your little purchase here,” she said, holding up the booklet of diaper stories by the corner.

I wasn’t sure which was worse! I hesitated, until she said, “Okay, fine, we’ll just go to your house right now and I will give this to your Mom. Come on, let’s go…” She started to stand up from the table. “No! Wait…!” I pleaded. She looked at me with her eyebrows raised. “I…. okay. I’ll do it,” I admitted, looking down. “Mm-hmm, that’s what I thought,” Cassie smirked, sitting down and looking pointedly at my pants. It’s so hard to do when you have spent so many years knowing NOT to just go in your pants, wait til you are on the potty. My body wanted to hold on to that. I had to force it to let go. At first it was just a quick spurt or two. They both made me gasp and catch my breath. “Oh my gosh..” I said as the warm tingle rushed into my crotch.

She giggled as a small wet spot appeared. I took a deep breath and let the rest out. A true pants soaking, and no way to disguise it as anything else. It also came along with a cry I had been holding back. Cassie’s face melted into a look of pity as she reached out to hold me as I cried, rubbing my back and telling me it was okay – that really this was definitely for the best. I thought she might even relent. Ten minutes later my tears were dry, though my pants were soaked, and I made my way to my house carrying the diapers.

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Home economics class

Billy better be careful, or he might end up being the class demonstration baby for the baby care section of Home Economics Class! Since we can't hear his reaction, who knows? Maybe he would enjoy that! I bet most of us would, no matter how much we deny it!

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From "Sakura: The Summer Of Becoming"

Sakura stretched out big on her chair, causing even her toes to stretch out and separate. “Sounds good to me!” she said. But after awhile, her chaotic nature arose again. “I’m going back in for a bit. Anybody going with me?” “Not me,” Megan said. Sakura gave a short laugh as she slid into the water. “I didn’t think so.” Megan frowned. “What’s that mean?” Sakura looked up in surprise. “Wellll … just, you don’t seem to like water all that much. You never jump in off the side even, you don’t really like splashing, you rarely go to the deep end… Kinda timid!” Megan knew Sakura meant no harm – she never did – but she was making her sound like a scared little baby, and she didn’t like that. She looked up for a minute, and noticed the high dive. “Anybody ever use that?” she asked Summer. “Once in a great while,” Summer said. “Mostly visitors. Some teenage boys tried to impress me by jumping from it when I had pool parties when I was a teen. They usually ended up splashing water everywhere and I was not impressed.” Summer grinned as Megan stood up and walked toward the ladder. “Where’s she going?” Sakura asked as Megan strolled by her. Summer walked to the edge of the pool – just in case. Megan took hold of the ladder, tugged it a few times like she was testing it, and then began to climb. Sakura’s smile faded and her mouth dropped open. “Oh no! No … Megan! I didn’t mean anything! You don’t have to prove anything!” she called. “Let her do it,” Summer said quietly. “She’s got that look in her eye!” “What look?” Sakura asked, confused. “The same look she got at the beach when that boy told her girls shouldn’t play pinball.” Megan climbed, the rungs making a metallic clink each time she moved up, her skirt fluttering in the breeze like it was nervous too. She didn’t mind heights but she also wasn’t very fond of ladders. But she finally reached the top, and stepped out onto the dive. Sakura was beside herself. “She’s dived before but never like THAT! Even I don’t do THAT!” She shielded her eyes and looked up again. “MEGAN, YOU’RE A DELICATE FLOWER! DON’T DO IT!” she yelled up. Megan had walked out to the edge and looked down. Wow. She wasn’t afraid of heights but that was a long way down! She considered climbing back down and just claiming just looking over the edge as a victory. That was when Sakura chose to shout. That did it. She squared her shoulders, sucked in a gulp of air, closed her eyes and stepped off. The feeling of weightlessness when one does that is disconcerting. If it is a short jump into water (rather than a long jump out of a plane or something), it doesn’t last as long. Megan didn’t have time for her legs to come apart and flail, or to move her arms from the crossed position over her chest. She just fell straight down into the water, causing a white plume to rise up in her wake. When she surfaced, her hair was slicked back, she gasped for air, and her eyes were wide with adrenaline. She looked like Sakura on 3 cups of coffee, and Summer had to laugh at that look. Sakura’s reaction was to scream like she’d just witnessed a miracle, making Summer laugh harder. Megan then flicked her wet hair back and said, “Timid my butt!” Sakura swam over and hugged her so hard she almost dragged her back under the water again. Get the entire novel length story here: Sakura: The Summer of Becoming – AB Discovery

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From "Sakura: The Summer Of Becoming"

Then Megan stepped out. She hesitated in the doorway of the sunroom, tugging at the hem of her swimsuit to make sure her swim diaper was covered. It was a butter‑yellow one‑piece swimsuit with white polka dots, and a little attached skirt that swished when she moved. One last detail that made her almost deny Summer’s coaxing that she wear it … a tiny ruffle across the bottom that she kept being very aware of. She smoothed the skirt again, cheeks pink. “This feels… extra,” she murmured. Summer turned and lit up. “You look adorable.” Megan blushed immediately. “You’re just saying that.” But her tone implied, “You can keep on saying it!” “Nope,” Sakura chimed in, hands on her hips. “You look like a sunshine cupcake.” “That’s not even a thing,” Megan muttered, but she smiled anyway. Summer walked over and took her hand. “Princess, you’re perfect. And you know you’re safe here.” Megan nodded, still self‑conscious. The skirt fluttered again as she stepped forward, and she made a tiny face - half embarrassed, half resigned. But the sun felt warm, and the air smelled like jasmine and chlorine, and something about being here with Summer and Sakura made the ruffle feel less like a spotlight and more like part of the moment. Sakura splashed her immediately. “Hey!” Megan squeaked, clutching her skirt instinctively. Sakura giggled. “You’re too cute not to splash.” Summer slipped gracefully into the water. “Come on in. It’s perfect.” Buy the full length novel here: Sakura: The Summer of Becoming – AB Discovery Buy the whole Sakura Series here: The Sakura Story – a girl who refused to give up diapers – AB Discovery

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From "Sakura: The Summer Of Becoming"

Sakura followed her, practically bouncing. She wore a cheerful little lavender bikini top and her swim diaper as the bottom, completely unbothered and completely adorable. Her swim diaper was a work of art itself – something she found online and ordered from Japan. They featured on front My Melody sitting in a little meadow in her signature pink hood with the bow, holding a tiny daisy, surrounded by floating pastel hearts and sparkles. On the bottom panel was My Melody with a picnic basket, a rainbow in the background, with a soft white cloud panel along the top edge. She paused at the edge of the pool, wiggling her toes in the water like she was greeting an old friend. “Only you could find Sanrio diapers, Half-Pint,” Summer smiled. Sakura shrugged. “She’s cute. I’m cute. It works!”

Purchase my full-size AB novels here: Meet Our Authors – Kita Sparkles – AB Discovery And THIS book specifically, here: Sakura: The Summer of Becoming – AB Discovery

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Happy Independence Day

I can do it myself! :: Giggle :: Here is a perfect representation of Kitty (me). Big eyes and big smile at fireworks!

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First, we play House!

Billy HAD played house before - but he thought when Sharon mentioned the idea as a condition for a date, she meant he would be her husband or something. It did seem odd at their age, but girls are odd sometimes, so he agreed. He even thought that perhaps it might mean they would fool around a bit like husbands and wives do! When he got to the house and Sharon told him to take off all his clothes, he got excited, thinking he must have been right. So he was very shocked as she then had him lay on his back, and then got out ... a DIAPER?? Then the girls sandals and the pink top, and fixing his hair like this. And she expected him to USE the diapers yet. It was all so embarrassing. But he stayed, thinking he had agreed and it was worth it to have her as his Homecoming date. She had taken pictures, fed him a bottle, played with him. Pretty embarrassing, but harmless. Then she wanted to go out! He did not want to, but she had those pictures, and then she actually threatened to spank him. Billy was in quite the pickle - he had to go potty, they were on the way to a mutual friend's house, and it looked like two of his friends were tossing a football back and forth just ahead. He stared at the ground, hoping they wouldn't notice him, but suddenly Sharon called out, "Hi David! Hi Brad!"

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Potty Training

For those in the early, first stages of potty training. Most of us will never progress any further than this. Mommy knows best after all.