The Stars Behind Their Eyes

❗BEWARE-> Eätıng Dısørder Content❗ [ACTIVE - but sporadic] more active on pancakecafe

[icy-eyed]

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*I DO NOT ENCOURAGE DİSØRDERED EATİNG BEHAVIORS OR FURTHERMORE ANY HABITS THAT COULD BRING HARM TO ONESELF!*

*I AM AWARE MY COPING METHODS AREN'T IDEAL, AND AM FIGHTING EVERY DAY TO DO BETTER FOR MYSELF*

This is a space for processing difficult emotions!!!

please block if you believe you'd be trıggered by such content!!!

Sometimes I'm here, sometimes I'm not.

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@ever.evanescent

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[death-cowned]

[memorycycle]

beautiful sandwich recipe

1 beautiful lettuce

1 beautiful cheese

put together and eat it beautifully.

[jovialtorchlight-deactivated202]

[ginaisverysicklol]

[draculaforce]

Remember to smoke a lot of weed and blast music incredibly loud directly in your ears and not drink any water or eat any food today, okay?

[v1strrv]

I hate the fact that people think that having an ed is just starving or vomiting

The bodychecking, the urge to be the skinniest one, the fear of standing on a scale, binge uncontrollably after a fast and that annoying little voice in your head everytime you eat smth are also ed behavior

It's soooo annoying that even people that struggle with and ed can call someone a wannarexic bc they have eaten a slice of pizza 💀

[icy-eyed]

To add to this, society needs to realize that people who have an ed aren't 100% disordered 100% of the time forever. The mortality rate would be much higher if that was the case.

In the past decade, at one point or another, mine has ventured into just about every behavior zone except PICA.

Sometimes I feel okay eating food

Sometimes it's the worst part of my day

Sometimes it makes me sick

Sometimes I make myself sick

Sometimes all I want to do is fill the void with anything I can shove into my gullet

Sometimes I want nothing to do with food

Despite centering around control, eating disorders are anything but consistent.

[tullipsink]

i don’t know how to not be the problem. //A.M

[mirainikkidiedlol-deactivated20]

[holy-carcass]

Oh to be a concerningly skinny man with long, black, wavy hair and a shit ton of tattoos, drinking coffee in a long, black coat while drawing strangers that walk by in my sketchbook.

[l-luva-deactivated20230814]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ *✩‧₊˚

do it, because seeing the number on the scale going up hurts more than starving yourself.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ *✩‧₊˚

[saintraii]

exercise self control. prove to yourself that you are better than what others think of you.

become perfect, have complete control, and have your dream body.

[moon-lvrr-deactivated20240112]

i want to be so tiny so that the floorboards don’t creak.

i want to be dainty and small and delicate.

i don’t want to feel like i take up space.

[emanuelee]

xx

[anamaniq2-deactivated20231211]

just cause you started eating something doesn't mean you have to finish it.

[icy-eyed]

>drops phone

>phone bounces off my leg

>awkward fumbling in attempt to firmly grasp my telecommunication device

>phone, slides through my thigh gap

>"you wanted this remember, you wanted this. You earned your thigh gap, you face the consequences of your own actions :') "

>reaches to retrieve phone from the ground and cracks back so hard i die right then an there

[hungryboyv]

ed awareness month on tiktok lasts all year and its just "i was sicker than you" and nothing else and they start recovery 583920483920 times a year just to show off their sick pics to a new sound that is trending rn

you cant change my mind

[hungryboyv]

i dont mind people on Tumblr showing their pics, they are almost always under the cut and you can easily scroll past it, i feel like nobody here is showing off, nobody is shoving this bullshit into thousands of people who dont want to see that. on tiktok it find you, anywhere else you have to dig for it

[icy-eyed]

Tumblr is best for this community cause like can we talk abt edtwt for a second wtf is that shit