i hope he sighed and said, “god, you’re beautiful” and then grabbed you by the hair
i hope you died in his bed there’s no better place, is there?
girl, you gave me such reason to finally escape we’d been trying but the truth is, it’d been dead for days
now, i’ll fall asleep with no one next to me just the memory of a time
and it will hold my hand through these heavy dreams that i’ve had since july
i hope that it was so damn worth it i hope it made you feel alive because now i’m left with all i did wrong and what he did in reply
girl, you’re beautiful more than i ever was and i guess you’re crazy enough to make him blind to the cost
i hope you both find true love because it’s what we all deserve
and was one night, just one night i hope it had worth
do you wish me any sort of luck? don’t dismiss me even though we’re fucked take what’s in me; the fear and lack of trust and if you have a heart, shake off the dust
do you?
do you?















