caroline

side blog for @joes-deli

[taylorcometobrazil]

Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.

It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.

I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.

how did this happen?

So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it

it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.

So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.

I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.

I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me

I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.

I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.

Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊

Thank you once more, 

-Tri 🌳💜

[joes-deli]

virtually sending taylor the warmest hugs right now, she may not feel it but trust me, it’s there.

[taylorcometobrazil]

Tay, I might be so annoying but I’ll never stop telling you how much I love you and I just eant you to know that you make me so proud every day, your life choices, your character. You are honestly this amazing human being that is so strong and you make me fell strong and inspired by you.

Thank your for teaching me so many beautiful lessons every single day.

This world is better because you exist. Thank you, please also Thank your parents for raising you to be this awesome, strong woman.

I love you, Tri 🌳💜

[joes-deli]

you are what you love ♡

[joes-deli]

wishing that @taylorswift follows me! 🤞🏼🦋🎂💗

[ohclassicswift]

TAYLOR YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS MASTERPIECE💖💖💖💖

[hellotayswift]

THIS CAKE IS AMAZING OH MY GOSH

[talldrinkofhappy]

So on brand!

[taylorkeepdancing]

Taylor sweetie look

[flower-swift]

TAYLOR LOOK AT CAROLINE AND THIS AMAZINGN CAKE😍♥️

[taylorcometobrazil]

I LOVE THIS CAKE OMG! YOU LOOK GREAT CAROLINE!

[9tay8tay9]

CAROLINE STRIKES AGAIN❤️

[kc--claire]

Wow who ever did that is amazing, that is so beautiful! Good choice on your part!

Taylor you’ve gotta see this sweet masterpiece @taylorswift

[tayaf]

@taylorswift look at herrr

[lhyalovestay]

you already know this icon TAYYYYY!!!! just do ittt

[joes-deli]

Hey Taylor! I know you love reading updates on us so I thought I’d update you on my life! Over the summer, the same week that lover came out, I turned 17! With that I got my license and I of course had to incorporate you in my cake! Shortly after I started junior year of high school. This school year has been my most challenging however I am handling it well and getting great grades. Speaking of school, I just committed to play lacrosse in college! I’m super excited because the school is a great fit for me. I will admit I am nervous while I know this is a huge commitment and will be physically, mentally, and academically challenging. In addition to school friends, I’ve been getting to hang out with some friends that I’ve made online from you! Katie and Holly (pictured) mean so much to me and I love being with them. Thank you so much for our friendship!!!! Another fun thing to mention is how I got to see you at SNL a few months ago. I slept over on the sidewalk outside of the studio with my mom and it was honestly such a great experience and I made new friends! I’d definitely do it again especially for you!!! This summer I’ll being seeing you both nights of lover fest East and I am so excited to see you absolutely kill it! Anyway I wanted to also remind you how proud I am of you and how I will always stay on your side! Love you forever, Caroline

[taylorcometobrazil]

Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.

It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.

I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.

how did this happen?

So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it

it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.

So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.

I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.

I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me

I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.

I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.

Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊

Thank you once more, 

-Tri 🌳💜

[joes-deli]

meet me in the afterglow ✨

[joes-deli]

who could stay? I will stay💞

[hollyylovestaylor]

PAPER RINGS IS SO MUCH FUN TO DANCE TOO💃💃💃💕💕💕💕

[joes-deli]

My bestie Holly is the absolute cutest! Please appreciate her dance moves with me @taylorswift

[taylorcometobrazil]

Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.

It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.

I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.

how did this happen?

So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it

it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.

So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.

I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.

I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me

I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.

I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.

Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊

Thank you once more, 

-Tri 🌳💜

[joes-deli]

Welcome to New York has become the soundtrack to our friendship (thank you taylor for my best friend!) 🏙🗽🚕 @shapeofyouswift

[shapeofyouswift]

it’s you and me, that’s my whole world.

thank you for always being the most amazing role model and being a constant in my life. forever proud of you💓💓

[joes-deli]

my best friends!!!!

[taylorcometobrazil]

Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.

It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.

I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.

how did this happen?

So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it

it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.

So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.

I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.

I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me

I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.

I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.

Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊

Thank you once more, 

-Tri 🌳💜

[joes-deli]

even though christmas is over, my mom and I still take carpool karaoke: christmas tree farm edition to the next level! do you approve @taylorswift ? 🎄🚘

[joes-deli]

taylor, I have loved you for over a decade and I don’t plan on stopping anytime soon!

[taylorcometobrazil]

Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.

It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.

I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.

how did this happen?

So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it

it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.

So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.

I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.

I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me

I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.

I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.

Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊

Thank you once more, 

-Tri 🌳💜