Devil's Food Chocolate / Fudge Behaving Badly / Purple Daze / Vanilla Fudge Ripple / White Raspberry Truffle ( hope this is okay? )
as long as you don’t mind a long response!
headcanon meme: ice cream edition
DEVIL’S FOOD CHOCOLATE: a vice headcanon : though his brother’s hang-ups are quite obvious to the observing eye, sam’s are more difficult to find. analytical as he is, he often gets intensely focused on resolving a problem—— focus which, for him, nearly borders on obsession. he uses the age-old family excuse to justify it. that, or it’s the end of the world, and nobody questions. sam has spent several nights staring at computer screens until his eyes are twitching, looking for answers that never come in the dead of night.
he’d never admit that the thing that helps him to cope with psychological pain is often physical pain. this shows up in different forms throughout. while dean is in hell, he takes to pressing the amulet, which he wears, into the skin of his chest, often leaving a bruise or an imprint. when he had lucifer in his head, he broke stitch after stitch in his palm to try to save himself. when he was dealing with the aftermath of gadreel, he took scalding hot showers to try to wash possession away.
FUDGE BEHAVING BADLY: a misbehaving/getting into trouble headcanon : he had a phase somewhere between the ages of ten and thirteen where he would attempt to run away, and usually fail. he was trying to prove something to their dad. all he really managed to do was scare the hell out of his brother. once, some guy on a bus picked his pocket and stole all his money, and he was a state and a half over when he had to call dean to pick him up.
PURPLE DAZE: a stoner/drugs headcanon : sam doesn’t really care for any of that ( even in college, he couldn’t stand the smell of it ). he did it a few times, with friends and at concerts, but never picked up the habit himself. he hasn’t done any of that shit in a long time.
on a semi-related note, because of his size, it takes a lot of anything to get to him. painkillers, when he needs them, are always a guessing game. the suggested dose does little to nothing.
VANILLA FUDGE RIPPLE: a strength headcanon : sam’s strength is often understated, often subtle enough to take anyone by surprise. though certainly he is more than capable physically, some of that declined as he began to age, and as he lost the muscle mass that he had when he was soulless.
if you asked him, he would say that his biggest strength is his intelligence. sam does not flaunt it, but he knows that he’s smart. he was always brighter than average: hence his full scholarship to a school that accepts only 5% of applicants per year, and his exceptional LSAT score. sam’s ability to problem-solve, and his attention to detail have been honed by growing up a hunter. he has a remarkable memory, too, which has also gotten the two of them out of several bad situations.
truly, though, the biggest strength he has is his ability to forgive.
WHITE RASPBERRY TRUFFLE: a weakness headcanon : nothing makes one feel weaker than possession, and sam is a veteran. the experience he had with meg was the first, and it rocked him. the ordeal with crowley and gadreel scared him more thoroughly than he ever dared to let on. to lose control of your own body, to lose consciousness of what your body is doing without your knowledge, is about the most terrifying thing that sam can think of ( and he deals in nightmares ).
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