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can my weight please stop with the 📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📈
Im gonna try to fast this first week of school ill see how it goes.
After the first week ill start the diet i saw on edtwt
Here it is if any of you are interested
Food Diary 29//07//21
Breakfast ~ (66cal)
Lunch ~ (3cal)
Dinner ~ (101cal)
Exercise ~ (139 cal)
Overall Total ~ (35cal)
tw/ed
having an ed is drinking coffee all fucking day long, fantasizing about your next shit, craving the hollow feeling of starvation, but loving food more than anyone else ever.
Really struggling with my thoughts just now...
I just want to loose this fat and get back on track...
Any advice?
SKINNY VERSION ICE COFFEE
28 calories per glass
Ingredients
1/2 – 1 cup ice
½ cup coffee, cold
½ cup any milk (I used unsweetened almond)
1 tsp pure vanilla extract
Instructions
In a tall glass, add ice, coffee, milk and vanilla extract.
Stir with a long spoon, adjust to taste and enjoy immediately.
Store: Do not throw away “old” coffee. Refrigerate for up to 2 days and when ready combine all ingredients and make a healthy iced coffee.
13/04/21 New Beginnings
So...
It’s been a while since I’ve posted...
But I still stand by my goal and reaching it this year... All I want is to feel small and dainty
My family and friends are all watching me closely since I lost 27lbs so quickly, so I’m gonna try and be a bit sneakier
My goal is to get too 145 again and below, I’m not sure what my current weight is as my scales were taken away but I’m gonna buy more by the end of the week 💜
reblog if you need to lose 40 pounds (18kg) or more
Unfortunately so
IMAGINE✨
Just fucking IMAGINE!✨
You are finally in control of your eating.
You are finally losing the weight.
You are finally feeling great about yourself.
And even though you’ve made just a small amount of progress, it still feels so, SO GOOD.
But now,
You’re arriving to the hard part.
Something has happened in your life and you want to binge on your favorite snack.
You want to binge on your favorite ice cream.
And you’re contemplating what to do.
It’s your voice VS anas voice.
LISTEN TO ANA.
LISTEN TO ME.
Your collarbones are finally visible.
Your thighs don’t hurt as bad when you walk because they don’t rub together so bad, like they used too.
You move your hand to grab something, and you can actually see your finger bones move around.
The fat is literally melting off of you and it feels so good.
It’s EXHILARATING.
Now is NOT the time to give in to temptations.
Go for a walk.
Paint your nails.
Call up a friend.
Go jogging.
DISTRACT.
IAM not going to let you fuck up this progress.
Keep imagining what it will continue to feel like when you
lose an extra 5 pounds.
An extra 10 pounds.
An extra 20 pounds.
Everything feels light and dainty.
It feels like your floating in your clothes.
Floating on the clouds ☁️
It feels AMAZING.
KEEP PUSHING✨
KEEP RESTRICTING✨
KEEP SEEING RESULTS✨
-Ana
An idea: transform emotional eating to emotionally drinking tea 🍵
lets get it
My Reality every day...
👩🏻🦰 Mum - “I don’t want you becoming anorexic...”
🧠 My brain - “oooh if only she knew you starve yourself 24 hours of the day and count the calories in your toothpaste”
❤️ My heart - “ I should tell her I’m struggling, I really need help”
🍪 My ED - “You’re not sick enough too recover yet”
👩🏻 Me - “ Don’t worry I’ve got it under control”
the “skinny-high”
it’s probably one of the best feelings.
some mornings we wake up to unusually flat stomachs, despite loading up on carbs the day before. we take photos, saving them to hidden folders or posting them on secret accounts. before the “skinny-high” goes away we try on all kinds of outfits, to see how skinny we look in them.
it feels great. it motivates us to keep going, fast longer, exercise harder. this is the reason we do all these things, so that we can feel that high every time we look in the mirror, not just those occasional mornings.
this is the ed-addiction.
You wanna know what happens when you're starving?
Your hair gets thin and limp. Noticeably. You don’t have enough nutrients to help it stay healthy.
You get so. Fucking. Cold. All the time. People don’t want to touch you, because you’re so cold. You’ll be shivering under a blanket, in a hot tub, by a fire, wherever you are.
You’ve heard that seeing food will be upsetting? You have no idea. Even if it’s nowhere near you, or on a screen, or in the hands of a stranger, you’ll resent it because you want it. Some nights you’ll start crying because you miss it so much.
Everything will become numbers. You aren’t just walking your dog anymore, you’re counting the minutes and calories you’re burning. You aren’t enjoying a warm day, you’re trying to figure out if the higher temperatures are making your heart rate go up so you burn faster.
Your social life will die. You’ll be skittish and avoid people when they have food in case they offer some. You’ll say no to parties and dates and meet-ups because you think there might be food. You’ll grow paranoid, terrified of people finding out. You’ll start to despise people who love you solely because they want to help.
You’ll hurt. That pang in your chest? It’s probably because you’re not eating. Your stomach? Say goodbye to its silence. Your butt? It’ll hurt whenever you sit down. You’ll get headaches, heart pains, even breathing will eventually become exhausting.
And eventually, you’ll die. Maybe you ate more than usual and couldn’t handle the thought of gaining, and exercised so much that your heart overexerted itself. Maybe you actually did gain, and that enough was enough to make you swallow a handful of pills. Maybe your blood pressure lowered to fatal levels, or maybe you passed out and hit your head on a table.
It all ends the same.
Don’t let the “pro ana’s” fool you, this isn’t a glamorous lifestyle. This is a deadly and painful illness.
I feel like a lot of people need to remember that before they skip their meals.
Don’t do this to yourselves, you gorgeous humans. You deserve to live. You deserve friends. You deserve love.
You deserve to eat.
Me: I feel like I lost weight!
My ED: you look like this:
