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Wala na talaga kong pupuntahan na ok ako no, as in. pati sa bahay toxic, sa school toxic, lahat na. ayoko na 😢

Ang hirap pagsingle, sobrang ingay mo sa social media.

Iniisip ko lang na super annoying ko sa iba kong social media accounts like twitter and instagram, so guess i'll be coming back to tumblr for my crazy thoughts.

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May aftershock palagi ang nasirang relasyon. Yung sa una wala kayong pake pero sa huli nararamdaman niyo na na mag-isa na lang pala talaga kayo. Madalas niyo itong maranasan kapag nag uumpisa na mawalan lahat ng oras ang taong dati niyong kasama nung maghiwalay kayo. Minsan kasi overwhelmed ka lang sa paligid mo kaya akala mo masaya ka pero kapag magpapahinga na ang araw at tanging simoy na lang ng gabi ang karamay mo doon mo nararamdaman ‘yong lungkot. Yung parang gusto mo siyang kausapin pero dahil kailangan mo lumayo ay pinipigilan mo na lang at tinitiis ang sakit.

Ang ginawa ko dati nung naranasan ko ito ay hinayaan ko lang maramdaman ang sakit at nagulat na lang isang araw ay nasanay na lang ako sa sakit na 'yon kaya parang nawalan na ng pake 'yong sistema ko. In short, namanhid at nalaman na niloloko ko na lang pala ang sarili ko. Nag-umpisa ako maghanap ng mga kaibigan na pwedeng makasama palagi at binabalik ko 'yong mga connection na nawala dati. Siguro pwede niyo ring subukan 'yon. Ibalik 'yong mga taong nawala. Mga kaibigan, mga taong pinagselosan at higit sa lahat 'yong pagmamahal sa pamilya na nawala dahil umikot ang mundo mo sa kanya.

Sana maging okay kayo at alam kong malalagpasan niyo ang lahat ng 'yan. Ikaw pa ba? :)

Sobrang sakit ng chest ko, mag3 weeks na, what if bigla nalang tumigil to.

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Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.

Josephine Hart (via psych-facts)

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tataba din ako, tangina. Tiwala lang ulit.

It's been two years since my last post.

Re-reading my drafts makes me cry, kaya siguro never ko pinost. ☹️

Here i am going back to tumblr because for the nth time i cant find myself again.

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Aww grabe to.

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My wife got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and problems with children. She had lost 30 pounds and weighed about 90 pounds in her 35 years.

She got very skinny and was constantly crying. She was not (a) happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the morning; got tired very quickly during the day.

Our relationship was on the verge of break up.

Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused films and rejected any roles. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get divorced soon… But then I decided to act. After all I’ve got the most beautiful woman on the earth.

She is the ideal of more than half of men and women on earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her shoulders. I began to pepper her with flowers, kisses and compliments. I surprised her and pleased her every minute. I gave her lots of gifts and lived just for her.

I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of our mutual friends and her own. You won’t believe, but she has blossomed. She became even better than before. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and she loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she CAN love that much.

And then I realized one thing: the woman is the reflection of her man.

If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it.

Brad Pitt (love letter to Angelina Jolie Pitt)

Yung ikaw lang yung kasama ko buong magdamag.

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