growing up i hated myself the most. i really did. i don’t expect the whole world to like me but i always expect that one person to like me the most and i’m the happiest kid. every phase of my life there was always that one person that i need cause i don’t need a lot i really don’t. sometimes a little it’s just right. i grew up with a very religious family which means being a little boyish is a big no. at the age of nine i realise i liked girls the same way i liked boys and i don’t understand why, i don’t understand why i loved admiring girls so much. well, to me, girls are a piece of art. they have a lot of story to tell behind the art work and i’ll listen if they are willing to open up. there are times when i admire a girl where i said to myself “just shut and kiss me already” and i don’t know why ? i really don’t. when i was 13, i kissed a girl for the first time and it was good maybe cause the girl i kissed has really soft lips but honestly i liked it but at that time the people around me told me that it was wrong and i was like why? i did cam e out as “lesbian” but they all told me i wasn’t cause “it was a phase” but deep down inside i know it wasn’t. so i shut the whole “lesbian phase” and just date boys but i know i like girls the same but i listen to the world so much that i believe them. as i grew older, i know i liked girls and that’s when i knew the word Bisexual. i didn’t came out to my parents or anyone i was close with cause i didn’t think they care enough ???? then i was 19 that’s where i was like fuck it, “ i like girls and i like boys so what ? “ but nobody actually think i was cause i am dating a boy. but whatever. i know what i am and the world doesn’t matter. it’s me. Hi, i’m Ika and i’m Bisexual and i happen to date a boy. point. blank. period.
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