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Anxiety; [n] -- 1. The feeling where you stay up at night, stare at your ceiling, ask yourself an infinite number of questions, then sit there and debate whether or not you actually want to know the answer. 2. The feeling where you wonder who truly...

[ikjeesun]

ikvivian:

“oh.” she says this noncommittally, distracted by random messages on her phone. “that makes sense, i guess.” and she swears she’s not petty, she’s just truthful if a little bit tactless, but she never thought that made her a bad person. vivian looks up quickly, smiling at the other girl as she put her phone in her back pocket. “i just meant that you look like a graphic designer. not that i know what they look like but, you know.” she waves her hand in the air as if that would explain what she was trying to say. “i assume they’re artsy.”

Jeesun has no idea how to respond so she only nods “ I-I guess Graphic designers look artsy...I guess I just don’t show that type of me on the outside...my best friend is artsy though “ she replied and looked down feeling awkward about the whole thing

[ikjeesun]

@ikvivian

“ I-I what? “ she asked a little surprised “ O-Oh no I’m not a trainee..I’m just a graphic designer “ she replied blushing as she realized the girl had heard her rapping while she was editing

[ikjeesun]

iksehyeon:

          she does feel a little bad for springing this random topic on the other. people who don’t know sehyeon well probably do get a little confused at the kind of stupid crap she thinks of. ❛ exactly. WHO knows ?? ❜ please, han sehyeon, for the love of god. ❛ doesn’t it bother you that we won’t ever really KNOW ?? ❜

This was very hard for Jeesun, she normally didn’t end up in situations like this ever with other people “ w-well it does bother me now... I-I haven’t thought about this until you just mentioned this “

[ikjeesun]

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[ikjeesun]

ikjiaolong:

“do you have to be a dancer to dance?” jiaolong countered before giving the designer an encouraging grin, beckoning her to join in. “it must be tiring sitting at a desk all day. even dancing this much will help improve your mood. why don’t you try it?”

Jeesun shrugged her shoulders “ I guess not “ she replied feeling to shy to join in. If she would be alone or with her friends then sure she would dance but he was a choreographer and she felt to shy to dance in front of him “ It isn’t tiring..I sometimes sit upside down...I-I no I’ll just sit here “ 

[dulcetvitae]

“yah… no, look. you have to move your hips like this. swivel, swivel, hit! swivel, swivel hit!” the choreographer explained as he moved his own hips to demonstrate for the other. “doesn’t matter if it’s cute or sexy. you have to swivel, swivel, hit!”

[ikjeesun]

“ I don’t quite get why I’m doing this... I’m not a dancer... “ Jeesun replied as she watched the choreographer “ I’m only a graphic designer...do they have to know how to dance now? “ 

[ikjeesun]

[ikminhyuk]

He really didn’t need her to repay him back or anything for what he did. All he cared was the owner of the laptop being relieved that they had nothing to worry about now because their laptop was back in their hands. “Ah, you don’t need to do anything. I’m just glad you have your laptop back. Really, you don’t need to repay me back or anything.”

[ikjeesun]

“ No I really do, you have probably been looking for the owner for a very long time and my laptop is very precious to me so p-please allow me to show you how grateful I am for you finding it “ she quickly replied not going to take no for an answer.

[ikjetbh-blog]

Shit. She didn’t seem to be calming down and he for a fact wasn’t the right person someone with evident tendencies at having sudden panic attacks should be dealing with ( which was even more clear by how awkwardly he was looking around himself in the hopes of finding someone to drag with him ), he was someone definitely one or two steps too brash for all those small fragile flowers out there or whatever they’re called.

« Uh–okay. » He bit down his lower lip, trying to keep all the cursing in his brain.  He surely wasn’t going to touch her –didn’t want her to be startled or start screaming becaouse of a small pat. « Do you want some water? Do you feel your throat dry or something like that? »

[ikjeesun]

The girl wasn’t feeling any better, as much as she tried to breathe in and out she just couldn’t. The choking sensation was growing and she felt her legs starting to tremble. She knew that the boy didn’t know what he was supposed to do, who would know what to do? This was a situation that people never want to experience to or be a witness of.

What could she tell the boy? Her mind was racing and her legs kept shaking and shaking and she couldn’t breathe “ I-I -- b-breathing --- h-hard “

[arovnd-blog]

@ikjeesun

         ❛ do you believe in aliens ?? ❜ it’s the most RANDOM question, but something sehyeon has been thinking about very deeply for the last ten minutes. ❛ but what if aliens aren’t actually ugly && green. what if they look just like US — what if we have aliens AMONG us ?? ❜ just three pm thoughts with han sehyeon.

[ikjeesun]

Jeesun wasn’t going to lie, she was confused. Very confused. She was a little surprised that the dancer was talking to her and she was also confused on why she would ask her something like that. Blinking her eyes she looked from her laptop “ I-I don’t know...I-I guess I do, I mean we are aliens so I guess they exist like us...and that is a good thought...who knows “

[ikminhyuk]

He was just glad he was able to find the owner of the laptop. He was sure there were a lot of important things on the laptop and losing it would had been tragic because you’d be starting from scratch. All that hard work and effort was gone. “You’re welcome.” He smiled as he could see how relieved the female was getting the laptop back.

[ikjeesun]

“ I owe you like big time so if there is anything I can do for you just please let me know “ she replied wanting to thank the idol properly for finding her laptop specially since she was a big fan of the music that his group made

[tiffkyu]

[ikminhyuk]

It was a relief for him that he had found the owner of the laptop. He was beginning to worry if the laptop got left behind or something because no one had came to claim it. He was considering to turn it in to one of the staff people even if he couldn’t find the owner. But, it seemed like the female had been panicking when she had realized her laptop wasn’t in her hands and seeing her starting calming down when seeing the laptop in his hands was all a relief for him as well. She didn’t need to panic anymore over this. “You’re welcome. it was at the lounge earlier and no one seemed to pay attention to it so I figured someone must had forgotten it.” He handed her the laptop as now the female had nothing to worry about.

[ikjeesun]

Jeesun couldn’t explain how relieved she felt that her laptop was no longer lost. When he told her where he had found it, it all became clear to her. She had probably forgotten it there when her mother had called her and she had left the area to be more private. She took the laptop from his hand feeling completely calm as she now had it in her hands “ Oh god, I can’t believe I forgot it but thanks again “ she replied and then bowed a bit to show her gratitude 

[ofcedwards-deactivated20210228]

“Geez, I feel like I have so many.. You.. Kitae.” Really there were only two, but two was a big number to Sera considering she’s had less then that before.”Even if I haven’t there are people who still will, it’s all part of being in the spotlight I suppose. I’ve dealt with rude people since even before my first movie, I know how to deal with them well.”

[ikjeesun]

“ Well you just got very lucky and besides you deserve it “ she replied to her before smiling slightly “ That is why you are the stronger one of the two of us, I could never handle being in the spotlight like that “

[ikjaehyun]

ever since myungsoo had returned from gwangju to regretably attend his older brother’s wedding, he didn’t waste time and jumped right back into work from both uni and PRISM—- a mistake, no doubt about it, but anything to distract him from memories of ’home’. as he worked on a project he could help but flinch, ruining a layer that would need a re-do, at the sound of jeesun’s yelp echoing through their apartment. rushing out of his seat, he ran towards the source with haste. ❛ jeesun-ah, what’re you up to ? ❜ but she didn’t need to answer; the problem was right in front of him. as he went to go grab an ice pack from the freezer, usually meant for him, he couldn’t help but begin to chide her. ❛ you need to be more careful; you need that hand for editing !! —- are you okay, though? nothing serious, right? ❜

[ikjeesun]

Jeesun couldn’t help but to only pout as Myungsoo scolded her, she took the ice pack from him and placed it on her hand cursing in her head for being so careless “ I know I know “ she replied holding the ice pack close to her hand “ Yeah I’m fine, I don’t think it is anything serious. I only touched it for a second so “ she replied looking at him with a small smile “ Sorry if I interrupt you from your work.. “

[ikjetbh-blog]

@ikjeesun 

« Uhm… » And those were the moments in which he wished to be somewhere else entirely,one hand pinching the bridge of his nose and sighing loudly. Goddammt, he can’t even handle his own problems, how is he supposed to calm down someone who looked on the verge to give herself a damn stroke? « Okay, listen to me now –it’s calm down time and w start by doing deeep ass breaths. Like when you have to dive into a pool. Deep breaths, yeah. »

[ikjeesun]

Jeesun felt like she couldn’t breathe, she didn’t mean for this to happen. She didn’t mean to take an anxiety attack in front of anyone and specially in front of an idol. Things were just very stressful..well when were they not? Jeesun somewhat managed to listen to the boy and shakily she let out a deep breath but it was so hard when you felt like you were being choked 

[ikminhyuk]

@ikjeesun

The rapper had found this laptop that had been left on a table in one of the lounges and was looking for the owner. He actually had waited a few minutes to see if anyone would claim the laptop and there wasn’t anyone. He figured the owner might had left it behind by accident. Though, he feared of some stranger actually taking it and who knew what would happen if the original owner of the laptop was looking for it and couldn’t find it anywhere. Wonho decided to take it and start asking around if it had belonged to anyone. He came across a female and gently tapped her shoulder to grab her attention. “Sorry to bother you, but this laptop was left at the lounge earlier and I was wondering if this was yours maybe? I’ve been trying to find the owner of this laptop.”

[ikjeesun]

Jeesun was panicking, like really panicking. She couldn’t find her laptop and she had no idea where she had last left it. But how in the world was she able to lose her laptop? it was her everything, all of her stuff was there. It was pretty much her whole life so losing it was a nightmare. The girl had been frantically looking for it like a mad person, she was so panicky that she even yelled at some of her close friends which she felt really bad about but she couldn’t cope if her work was all lost. Letting out a shaky breath she turned her head as someone tapped her on the shoulder and her eyes widened when she saw her laptop in his hands “ Oh my god, I have been looking for it everywhere! “ she spoke feeling very much relieved “ But yes that is my laptop! Thank you so much! “