Sugar

[affrodeity]

wee woo wee woo, wee

[cosmicgxys]

I’m the fan tbh

[kimsowon]

♡

[ikmiyoung]

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SUMI *

‘’mean by wh.. oh’’, she turns her head to the older girl, realizing that those words did really slip out of her mouth and in an audible sound. she was fucked now, how was she gonna explain this? ‘’i'm not sure.. if i should.. talk about this’’, miyoung replied. if they did talk, it could go two ways and the girl was not sure if she was ready for it.

[omyseulgi]

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SUMI *

miyoung wishes to stop sumi from smiling like that because that way she'll feel less regretful of their decision - but seeing sumi smiling back at her again makes her want to return her words and live a happy life again. ‘’it is..’’, she replies, her eyes going to her shoes for a moment - not really wanting to tell the older that she spent nights without sleeping and days crying in a corner. ‘’sometimes i wish i didn't go to star’’, she mumbles, covering her mouth as soon as the worlds escape her mouth - that wasn't supposed to slip or was it?

[ckmisu-blog]

Awaken

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — MEI ZHEN *

miyoung tried hard not to laugh. her conversation was probably too boring for meizhen and it made the girl shake her head with a smile, not wanting to repeat everything over again. ‘’no worries, it was nothing much’’, she replies, her hand going to the girl's shoulder and patting it. ‘’are you tired? sleepy? maybe i should get you some coffee, hm.. if someone finds you almost sleeping in the middle of practice they'll probably kick your ass’’

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SCARLETT *

[ TEXT to SOO ♡ ]: i’m 18, i don’t really consider myself an adult

[ TEXT to SOO ♡ ]: and a little bit.. i mean i just forgot that i can't really mix some colors,,  i’m soooory i promise i’ll try and do my best next time sis

[ TEXT to SOO ♡ ]: how has your week been tho? i didn't see you that much!!

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SUMI *

being by her side again, seeing her face up close, hearing her voice - it was all so good but so bad at the same time. the teen didn't want to ruin her life nor sumi's, the trainee that hasn't even debuted. knowing that the girl has been well made her happy ( but also sad ). maybe trainee life would be easier for sumi if miyoung was still there, holding her hand and taking care of the oldest in the hard times. ‘’it's.. alright. somehow it's even more stressful than the trainee life’’, she chuckles, somehow hoping to go back in time and become a mere trainee in love again.

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SUMI *

couldn't it be more evident that both still feel something? miyoung can't deny it, if it wasn't for stupid rules and the fact that she went on star and debuted, she'd keep on dating the girl in front of her but for precaution both of them had to say good bye ( without really wanting to ). when the other agreed miyoung almost thought she was imagining, her smile grew but she soon realized there were people around so she tried to calm her emotions a little bit. ‘’i do’’ i really do, she wants to add. the teen started walking, her steps were slow so sumi could catch up - oh the need for holding her hand was so big but she can't do it. you can't, you can't she repeats to herself. ‘’how have you been.. sumi? has training been hard?’’

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — for @ikhyori *

this weeks had been a hell for the teen and the other members. seeing two of her friends and ( now past ) members leave the group was just too painful for the poor girl. the dorm was more empty, there was a feeling of sadness everywhere. miyoung decided to search for someone, there are so many things she wants to talk about and at the moment hyori is the person she always goes to when needed ( if her sister isn't near by ). ‘’unnie’’, she mumbles, while sitting on the sofa, next to the older girl. ‘’the dorm feels empty without them, doesn't it?’’

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SUMI *

the girl couldn't help but to feel even worse when sumi couldn't even look in her eyes - this whole situation was too much for miyoung's heart. she still loved her so much. having this small conversation was already a good thing though, because they weren't really ignoring each other's presence for once. ‘’right..’’, she mumbles - deep down happy that sumi was at least feeding herself proprely ( because she still worries about this things ). ‘’i.. i was just walking around really. thinking about things’’, she quickly adds, a small smile on her face, her eyes going to her feet before adding - ‘’maybe i could.. hm, go with you?’’. the idea of going with sumi could go good or bad - but miyoung was happy to, at least, share a few minutes with the girl since it had been a while since she did so.

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SCARLETT *

[ TEXT to SOO ♡ ]: ... i tried, i swear

[ TEXT to SOO ♡ ]: but i ended up messing everything up.. i,, probably, just PROBABLY mixed colors i shouldn't?

[ TEXT to SOO ♡ ]: that's why i sent it home... i tRIED. trying to do things on my own can be quite hard sometimes, i'm still not used to this!!

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — JIAO *

miyoung nodded her head with a smile. for her it was more nice to have dance lessons with jiao rather than bongki - bongki was all about perfection mixed with screams while jiao was more nice to be with, someone more relaxed. at least in miyoung's eyes. ‘’yes sir!’’, the girl replied playfully, the english coming out of her mouth as if it was something natural. her body tried to make the movement, hoping it was good enough for jiao's criteria ( miyoung wasn't that good at dancing even if she tried anyways ). ‘’how was it now?’’

[ikmiyoung]

@ikxminjae : DON’T YOU DARE

K I’M SORRY LMAJEWSKNZXM

[ikmiyoung]

* 「 — SUMI *

miyoung wasn't in a great mood, byeol and eunah weren't in the group anymore and the girl couldn't really help but to feel quite lost without the other two members. walking around the bulding - it was something she'd do quite often but it wasn't every day the would dump against her ( once ) girlfriend. it had been a while since both had seen each other, miyoung was too busy with her debut. hearing the word sunbae was so painful but seeing sumi's face made it even worse. it was just too painful to handle at times. ‘’oh, it's okay.. hoobae’’, she murmurs, a weird taste on her tounge because of the word hoobae. ‘’wh-... where were you heading?’’ - miyoung gains courage to ask the older female. this was rare because all they could do was ignore each other and pretend nothing happened at all.