thin thin thin

SW:259lbs//CW:235.6lbs//GW1:200lbs UGW:135lbs

[ilegitdontcareboo]

hello

my names madz, not maddie or madison just madz and i use they/them

please don’t report, i used to be @skinniithoughts but i got deactivated

this is my safe place please just block i use it as a diary to track my progress

some key tags are

- my diary

- progress pics

my current goals + rewards for reaching them are

- 230lbs buy a new book

- 220lbs waist beads

- 210lbs new necklace

- 200lbs 1 takeaway

oh also! if i ever use one of ur photos by accident and you don’t want it used message me and i will remove it straight away!!

stay safe guys

-madz ^^

[str44wberry]

Some th1nsp bc i feel like i'm gonna binge, i'm scared

[ilegitdontcareboo]

i know most girls on here are within the 130-180 mark so you don’t really have to worry about loose skin or anything but for me and the other 200+ girls holy shit it’s a terrifying thought, what if i put all of this effort in just to still hate my body cause i have stretch marks and loose skin everywhere? what if it’s all a waste of time cause i’ve already fucked my body up beyond repair

[ilegitdontcareboo]

the worst thing i could have imagined happened…

i clicked on my boyfriends camera roll to show him a photo i took of him and his friend together and the first thing to pop up was a naked girl, a tiny, stick thin, dainty naked girl

he’d saved the photo off of twitter to wank over and when i looked up his twitter it was just full of similiar looking skinny women

i’m 243lbs and in no way small and he was the first man i’d ever believed truly loved my body and didn’t just tolerate it because he loved me and now that illusion has been shattered i’ve fallen back into all my old habits, i was finally making progress towards a healthier attitude towards food and now i have the worst relationship with it that i’ve ever had… i’m gonna lose a lot of weight in these coming weeks

my heart is broken over this i can’t stop seeing the image in my head

[ilegitdontcareboo]

so this was just a little over a week ago and i’m now 235lbs, im currently doing a 48 hour fast and there’s no way to hide it from him, i know he’s worried, he goes to sleep a lot earlier than me and so i usually just sit scrolling while he sleeps until i get tired but last night he randomly woke up and without opening his eyes the first words out of his mouth was “you need to eat” i was like huh??? and he repeated himself then fell back to sleep, i didn’t think it would weigh on him so much but i can’t help but be a little proud that he’s worried about me

[ilegitdontcareboo]

43 hours into a 48 hour fast

this is the longest i have ever fasted i’ve never gone past 30 hours but i’m honestly not even hungry i might even keep it going past 48, i’ve lost 3lbs just since i started this fast and the thought of eating makes me feel sick

[xnotnuggetx]

Desire and touch my skin

[bleau-67]

Pinterest thinspo ✨🦋

[xnotnuggetx]

I think it’s been a while since I’ve felt this good physically

[xnotnuggetx]

[mienic-deactivated20260514]

1 word- skinny

[cybertw-deactivated20230215]

This photo haunts me

[anapunkx]

does anyone have any tips on staying motivated? i’ve fallen into comfort eating and i don’t know how to stop myself if i get a craving

[wannabe-sxinny-blog]

College girl thinspø

[honeysjourney]

same shorts

wow, what a difference six months can do

[goldenround]

[supercanonfille]

“she’s had plenty of drug problems, and dated some questionable men, she’s been blamed for promoting anorexia and heroin use and her nicknames include cocaine kate, and kate mess”

[messilytxxn]

Me: “im not that sick”

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