I always let everyone down. In one way or another. Sometimes I’m not the kind of support needed or sometimes im not good enough of a friend. Every great friend ship was altered cause of something i said or did. Whether some were lies & others weren’t, its always based around me. Maybe I am the issue. I always try to be there for the ones i care about. But then sometimes i just seem to fuck shit up. There was a time i didn’t speak to my mom for about 5 months cause of bitter stupid feelings. Wtf. Who the fuck stops talking to their mom for 5 months as of nothing?! Meanwhile all she tried to do was help. No matter how small or big, just help. Thats fucked up. Thats fucking ridiculous. I’ve missed days of work due to ways idk how to deal with major stress. I’ve let people down. Somehow my job really got to me. I appreciate everything my bosses have done for me but the stress in that work place combined with everything else going on just tips me over sometimes. Gio & I did everything possible when the manager got fired to improve our dept. we knew we could & we did. We did it with pride as well to show them that they didn't need someone else. We raised the sales as well for the 6 months we were doing it ourselves. Everything was rolling. But all we got was a complimentary dinner from Allan which was very good if i might add. I myself appreciated it & had a good time getting to know Allan that much more. But a raise to let us know that the hard work was being noticed would've been better. One hand washes the other. I always heard that around me growing up. Its very true & i myself live by that saying. But whatever. Shit happens. Still happy to work there. What i've learned is much & its all because of them (mostly Allan & Patrick). Now to relax.
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