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nsfw sideblog | adult transmasc thing. he/it leaning towards the it i'm here to be horny and/or yap about general nsfw stuff going on in my life

[illusionarycock]

UHHHH SO JUST MANAGED TO GET DILDO PAST MY SEPTATE HYMEN BUT IT VERY MUCH GETS STUCK ON THE WAY OUT AND REQUIRES EFFORT TO REMOVE CAUSE IT CATCHES ON THE HEAD. IM SCARED NOW. NOT LETTING THAT HAPPEN AGAIN DEAR GOD.

[illusionarycock]

wanna learn 3d modelling and diy sex toy making so i can design my own dildos cause i want a cable themed one 🤤

like imagine something with that kind of texture/sensation but silicone. literal heaven

[illusionarycock]

dildo doesnt fucking fit so im just gonna practice deep throating till i work up the courage to go the gp :D

[illusionarycock]

if i try to insert it normally i can get like 2-2.5 inches before my hymen stops stretching inwards and it becomes painful which isnt nothing but still really dissapointing because the dildos 5 inches and i know for a fact that it could go deeper if only there wasnt a band of skin/tissue/whatever tf there

[illusionarycock]

dildo doesnt fucking fit so im just gonna practice deep throating till i work up the courage to go the gp :D

[illusionarycock]

reagan from inside job is objectum fight me. she fucks her inventions on the daily

[dom-girl-brained]

trans boys will work their little jobs and talk to their friends and their little phone people and do their crocheting and reading and writing and be strong and independent but they are going through the WORST puppy heat under those boxers at any given time they are STRUGGLING and whining internally. dont tell me im wrong ive seen it i KNOW you have at least 3 dildos. get back here i want to help.

[illusionarycock]

how am i supposed to do anything when im horny constantly. i get left home alone in the middle of the day and my body decides its time to jack off for as long as possible

[illusionarycock]

okay so, septate hymen:

i want it removed/fixed

don't have a gynecologist but i presume this is just something i could mention to a gp. idk how id go about scheduling that without family finding out

dont want family to find out because they are very quickly going to realise that the only reason i want it removed is for masturbation purposes (and in their minds, sex)

adding onto this, i came out to my mum as aroace so idk if shes gonna get why i would still masturbate if i dont wanna have sex or be in a relationship

apparently it can be a whole ass surgery instead of just a simple snip snip procedure so thats gonna drastically increase cost if true

i cant find cost estimates that arent american (people are saying several thousand?? are yall okay over there??) if its that much here im just gonna cut it myself and hope for the best

and if it does require surgery id have to tell my family at the very least so this isnt something i can just get done in secret cause i still live at home

i also dont wanna go through this while trans :D that seems horrific

[illusionarycock]

on god, if i end up buying a dildo and it doesn't fit cause of my fucking septate hymen or whatever tf is going on down there i'm just gonna cut it myself and deal with the consequences slash joke

[illusionarycock]

why are there 9999999+ anime titty figures but the moment i want one with a guys dick out, theres like max 20

[illusionarycock]

Me: Yeah Ive been feeling like I want to get back into witchcraft recently. I miss that part of me I just find it hard to stay committed to stuff :/ I know! I'll do a tarot deck reading that'll be fun :D

My Tarot Deck: G E T L A I D

[gooobraghhh]

Trans men are so inherently slutty to me. You openly tell people that you’re on a medication which has a primary side effect of making you debilitatingly horny. Anytime I see them and their little blogs all I can think about is how often they must be touching themselves to even try to satiate their voluntarily induced dogboy heat. A big issue facing Transmen is their high rates of dangerous sex because they’re so desperate to get fucked and too mind meltingly horny to worry about the consequences of being bred. It must be so tough for them being so hard and wet all the time, always craving to get pounded by whoever will give them the attention they need. I just want to help those poor, needy guys out, if not me who else is gonna get them off over and over? God knows they’re trying to do it themselves.

[xpupslxtx]

i’m gonna go crazy i need to be filled i need to be pinned the fuck down in a mating press with no chance of moving or getting out and all i can do is lay there and take his cock fucking me so hard it almost hurts and i’m squirming and whimpering like a bitch while he tells me how much of a good cock slut i am

[m4ssconvuls10ns-deactivated2025]

literally just cum inside me and don’t pull out. and just when i think we're done, you should start moving again, growling and panting into my neck, rutting into me like an animal. drag my hips up so you can get a better angle to fuck into and maybe you snarl god, fuck, your cunt as you cum again, shuddering the whole way. by the time you’re done with me my hole is dripping and im almost crying into the bed with how good it all feels

[illusionarycock]

boy tits <3

[ftmfleshlight]

Dad who detranses me because he always wanted a daughter to molest and he's not gonna let me take that away from me

[illusionarycock]

i wanna get into collecting male nsfw anime figures but i can not do that while living at home 😭😭