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Sunday Funday 🙏 I absolutely admire and appreciate this little lady ✨Julianna✨ Because of her I have the encouragement to do what I'm doing with the youth. We sung today & sounded amazing. I'm like a proud mom right now 😁😊😌 I can't wait to see what else God has in store for US! 💕

Oh.

Finally.

I finally got my laptop fixed. I've been itching to start a new blog in so long!! & now I have the outlet to do so. My life has just been made.

✨This just made my day. Despite what people think of RACC, I'm more than proud to be a student there. I've had the opportunity to attend a university prior and academic wise, I experienced no difference. I'm leaving in the Spring and it's bittersweet. I learned alot and encountered some great professors. All in all, I'm grateful. Keep in mind, community colleges are more affordable, oftentimes more convenient to access, and can be more tailored for your learning since classrooms are small. 😁👌💌📚✔

Happy 1st Birthday to my big boy! My nephew Jay!!! He's my one and only nephew thus far, so he's in FIRST place 🏆 lol. I'm so excited to be apart of his life. I pray that God blesses him many more healthy years. Auntie Loves You chubby cheeks. . . they grow up so fast.🎈💋😍👶

Good Vibes

#afropunkfest13

Walk with me.

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Google like a boss!

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This is relevant to librarian-ing.

uispeccoll

site:lib.uiowa.edu/spec-coll [keyword] is a great method for searching our finding aids.

& All we had to do was talk..

I can't picture me without him. He brings me joy.

heavenlyhereafter

4 people in my life who get me. counting my blessings.

Reminisce

I just went all the way back to day one of my blog. I can't believe I am where I am today. I would not be here without the grace of God. I've made so many plans between this year and the past 2-3 years. I've only followed through with a couple of them. But today on September 30th 2013, I sit back and am grateful. Although I am no where, where I aspire to be I'm content. I've been through some unheard of trials and tribulations, but all in all it's only made me stronger. I am a firm believer that you receive out of the world what you put out, if you are putting out positive energy you will receive it right back. And I've been receiving an abundant amount of positive energy. I'm not saying that I'm happy, I'm not saying that I'm sad. I'm saying that I'm content. There is possibly so much more I could be doing right now, but I'm not. I believe I am right where God intends for me to be. Once I began to put my faith in God once again, things will look up and began to happen. My faith is almost non apparent. I'm not praying like I should be, barely attending church, and I'm not seeking God's face daily. Once I apply myself, I believe God will set life up in a way that fits my standards. The problem is I keep trying to heal my own wounds and that is NOT what God has asked of me. For the rest of this year my only plan is to continue to grow spiritually and mentally. I haven't really been focusing on my natural hair journey too much, which used to bring me so much joy. I'm not doing any of the activities that I once loved doing, like photography and writing. It's almost as though I'm losing myself, but I have no idea where those parts of me are vanishing to. The most simple things in life used to bring me joy, but anymore. I'm not sure if it has to do with my exposure of such UGLY life happenings in the past year, that has sucked out my optimism or if it has something to solely do with me. I'm still learning. Things that never mattered to me are beginning to matter. Things I never cared for or about are arising. I just want peace. A peace of mind and stability. I'm learning. I'm growing. I'm breathing. I'm leaving. I'm OUT. -X0X0

Let's Play CatchUp:

1. I just withdrew from my business class. I'll regret it later. I know how I learn and this professor, was just not cutting it for me. I'll wait to take it in the spring when I transfer.

2. I left Environmental class early this morning, because we had a substitute, and quite honestly I'm not a fan of subs. Especially in college lecture classes. Nah.

3. I start a new job in two weeks. Sunday is my last day at my current job and I couldn't be more grateful. My supervisor hired me back after not working there for two years, and I left on the worst note possible ( 2 years ago).

4. Life seems stagnant. I feel like I'm at a standstill. I don't feel like I'm doing anything productive with myself. Aside from going to school and being a student. Life is more to it.

5. I really want to buy that MacBook in October, but I'm still thinking.

6. Me and my boyfriend aren't on the best terms. But he doesn't even know it. He seriously can not sense my frustration. I'm not aggressive and I don't plan to be.

7. I secretly want to be single, living on my own somewhere, where no one knows who I am, teaching a senior class about English and life. . . I can dream.

8. The weather today is UGLY. The city I live in is UGLY. I want to leave.

9. In a couple of weeks with my first paycheck from my new job I plan to open an account that's frozen. An account where I can deposit money into it, but not be able to touch it. I'm only 20 yes, but I have big dreams, and big dreams require a healthy financial state.

10. I refuse to procrastinate any longer. Gonna start on a couple of my class projects.

Love. Peace. Blessings.

to end it or … to not

im frustrated

im annoyed

im not that happy

to be single vs unhappy in a

relationship

my heart is breaking

but tears won’t fall

I'm ignoring him ALL day tomorrow.

Madden over me? Nope, negative. We're too grown for the bull****. I'm acting bitter, I know. But I hate DISRESPECT.

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Mental illness in the black community is so ignored and it’s so sad :(. A lot of black people will try to say that depression isn’t real and try to say pray about it. Well yeah you can pray about it but go get some real help. Go talk to somebody about your issues. Don’t let yo momma, aunty, daddy, uncle, cousin, sistah momma’s brother tell you tat your mental issues is something that you can just simply pray away.

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I have a sort of love/hate relationship with this Jill Scott album, but this track right chea is like every man’s victory song. Man, if you have your lady singing this, you are definitely putting up MVP numbers.

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