Courtney💖

But, my dear, this is not Wonderland and you are not Alice.

[ariannaevan]

yes

[lyrics-and-music]

Hurt // Trophy Eyes

[phan-tasising]

Dinner, And A Show

Authors Notes: This is a ‘Happy Five-Thousand Followers on The Phan Directory Fic’ from me and Llamod (since she proof-read and edited it for me :)) Thank you guys for all the support and I’m glad you all love the sites. It’s literally just endless smut, and when you think the smut is done, there is more smut. I hope you enjoy ;) *’s link to a visual reference (PS - You’ll never look at Dan’s leather shirt* the same way ;))

Warnings: Smut (obviously), fingering, blowjob, sex, sex in public, sex toys, handcuffs, dirty talk, pre-established semi-dom/sub relationship.

Word Count: ~15,000

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[kristine-monica]

It’s simple for people to misuse a heart like yours, when they don’t see the bruises from your hands, and the torn soles of your shoes by the time the sun goes down. I wish I could wrap my arms tightly around your shoulders and make myself into a cage protecting your wild heart from the madness of the world, while I show you the care than humanity has been taking from you. I wish I could make you see that you can stand on shakey ground and still feel proud of yourself. You tend to convince yourself that you don’t deserve the kindness you bring to the world. I’ve seen you give until you’re emptied, and then give some more. So my dear, maybe you’re right; you’re an easy target because if your heart, but the universe can be cruel and cold blooded, and to a warm heart, touching it can burn. So when you feel the pain of bodies and souls that hurt you and your eyes are tired, please know that your heart feels heavy because compassion is all you’ve given, and sometimes letting go of people you’ve held and pulled so close is the hardest but only way to heal. You don’t ask for anything, and you hold your head strong, chin up- letting yourself forget how hard you’ve worked. As if you believe you don’t deserve the love you give. I can feel your sadness from miles away, and lately your heart has been keeping me awake at night asking me why you keep it at the pit of your ribs drowning yourself in saltwater from your eyes. When you’re full of grace and bravery, with too much courage to be stuck in the current of the worlds sorrows So when I see you, I’ll wrap my arms around you. Not to protect your big heart but, because I know things have cut you deeper because of it. But please know you would not be better off with a smaller or less indulgent heart because the world would be so much emptier. So with my arms around you, I’ll tell you this: No one has the ability to set fire to a soul that is already burning so bright. I’m so sorry that your selflessness seems to be repaid with hurt and sorrow but I have never seen a rainbow without rain. And you are not blamed for the storms of others or your bad days, my dear, you are not damaged, you are healing and growing from with dirt that has been left, and you are working tediously hard, you are going to bloom.

I wrote this for you, because there’s not enough poetry about friends and you’re the loveliest soul that I’ve had the pleasure to know. Keep your chin up, you’re my favourite little rain drop. (via kristine-monica)

[dylanohcryin]

do u ever daydream about decorating ur first apartment bc i do

[imdeaddwannahookupp]

I only know how to exist when I am wanted.

[brianttran-deactivated20120224]

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

[ovod0se]

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

[whatgracelikes-deactivated20190]

omg im so glad to se so many people love their mummy

[ameriagrae]

Why’re you being mean to my mum?

[larryismyhallelujah-blog]

goddamn it

[lollie-pond-deactivated20150728]

Nope. Googled it. 15 minuets. Nope. Not taking any chances

[steampoweredplayer]

Koop

[twirliest]

This has 1.2 million reblogs … Ps not riskin it

[nathanvj]

1.4 almost ps not risking it

[queenprotein-deactivated2016012]

Fuck this post

[irosefromthedead-deactivated201]

I am sorry…

[jessesthoughtsandmore-deactivat]

I fucks with my moms too heavy to be playing games. REBLOG

[yess-dadddy-deactivated20170430]

Hell no.

[letmeseeyourdicks]

Sorry

[exposethathots]

Sorry Hun I can’t risk this

[grandpaq]

I’m gettin so sick of this post 😐😐

[madmundo]

Only because I love my mother * sorry followers 😩

[blackndinlov3-deactivated201702]

No chances outchea

[svinto]

anyone else get the intense urge to just disappear? to disappear from everyone’s lives without leaving any trace? and be forgotten? it’d give me so much peace i don’t want anyone to think about me

[tullipsink]

I wish someone would’ve told me that falling in love with the boy who had brown eyes and a smile so pure you could get lost in would be a mistake. I wish someone would’ve told me how bad it would hurt when he would leave, because it’s been over awhile now and I still can’t stop my hands from shaking. I wish someone would’ve told me that falling asleep with them would be hard in the long run, because when they are gone, you never sleep the same again. I wish someone would’ve told me to be careful when it came down to loving someone who made waking up in the mornings worth it, because when you’re alone and your body is shaking, you think about dying. I wish someone would’ve told me to not get attached to the way he called me beautiful because now when I look at myself, I wonder if I was ever really beautiful because if I was, surely he would still be here. I wish someone would’ve told me the right things to say to someone who breaks your heart when they leave you like you never really mattered because all I keep saying is “You promised you wouldn’t leave and you did, why would you promise me that when you knew you didn’t mean it.” or perhaps “You broke my heart, I still love you, but you broke my heart.” because the second latter is always better than the first. I wish someone would’ve told me that when he stopped wanting you, it wouldn’t be the end of the world because when it’s 3am and it gets hard to breathe, I feel like the universe around me is collapsing. And I wish someone would’ve told me how bad it would hurt when you see them talking to someone else who isn’t you, because the minute you watch them move on right in front of your eyes, your heart clenches in such a painful way and the only thing that comes out of your mouth is it that it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. And fuck, I wish someone would’ve warned me about the pain that came with loving you, because while you don’t care, I do and my heart never does stop breaking.

A.M// you left pt 1 (via tullipsink)

[just-shower-thoughts]

Sometimes I wonder if I am boarder line on the Autism Spectrum, but none of my friends or family have had the heart to tell me.

[quotemadness]

I heard an airplane passing overhead. I wished I was on it.

Charles Bukowski (via quotemadness)

[connotativewords]

you’re still my person, even if i’m not yours.

(via tullipsink)

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[dailyinspirationquotes]

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[minimalflirtation]

[targuzzler-deactivated20180224]

hey guys so apparently the boss baby was based off a book

[targuzzler-deactivated20180224]

[snoopingasusualisee]

Yeah.

[interrogationspecialist]

Don’t Like That

[brickwallofsarcasm]

Fuck whoever fucked me up so bad that I convinced myself I’m not even worth anyone’s time