Van, 17 @imdriftingawayslowly - Tumblr Blog

I freaking hate myself so much right now.

I was recovering for almost 3 months, even if I was struggling with body image sometimes. I didn’t think I would relapse though.

Out of nowhere, it just all crashed and I got pulled back into this ed.

Been eating less than 200 cals everyday and fasting some. I feel so weak and tired that I just want everything to be over. I can’t love myself. I can’t escape this illness.

skinnyvstheworld

sous-poids

childmagazine

waddles321

the-hungriest-angel

Reblog If you are an active thinspo account!

Pretty please, my dash is super dead. I’ll follow anyone who reblogs

waddles321

odysseyi

someone: tell me what’s ur wildest fantasy?

me: having money to buy all the books

someone: no, i me-

me: having time to read all the books

uvparadise

jee-q

No one truly knows the real me. I spread my life in bits & pieces across the board between people I’ve met throughout my life. Some know my secrets, some know about my past, some know about my heartbreaks, some know about my successes… but no one knows everything.

waaaaait are you german? I think I know you from instagram, do you wear glases and is bts your ult group? sorry if I seem like a stalker hdkwhskgsjs

It’s fine!

No, i’m not german and don’t wear glasses altho bts is my ult group, the person you’re talking about is someone else though. ^^’

28l4

do you ever sit with a group of people and not say anything for the entire time so theres no reason for you to be there youre just awkwardly listening to people converse while doing your own thing and wondering how its so easy for them to just talk or why its so hard for you to say anything