♡. | how she wrung out her girlhood like a death.

❝ The language I have learned is not sufficient for this. They gave me a mouth full of words for drawing blood. They said, Your teeth were made to bite, use them right. What I want to say and what I know how to say are— all I can give you is a mouthful of silence. Instead I ask myself, If I want to eat them up but don’t, have I beaten my design? ❞

[imharv]

perhaps it was the up coming film festival, she felt the sidewalks get busier with each passing day. normally she could put her headphones on and drown out the chatter and walk danbee but it seemed that the crowds were making the retriever anxious. haru was only trying to get them back to her flat but the dog had started off racing forward with her in tow, stopping only once haru crashed into someone. “I’m so sorry.” she huffed brushing her hair out of her face as she quickly tried to gather the sketchpad that had fallen out of her hand due to the collision.

though once she had gotten control of one thing, another went wrong. catching haru off guard, the dog took off once more this time the leash slipped right through her fingers. “danbee!” the sketches and bag lay forgotten with the stranger she’d ran into as she took off to catch the one year old pup.

[imharv]

fckminho:

        three empty venti cups sat to the side of minho as he sat at the table he hoarded in the starbucks café with his usual apathetic stare, eyes glowered and lips pressed in a tight line. he checked the time on his phone once more. 9:43pm. –and yet, still nothing. it was best to just give up by that moment. for the past forty five minutes, eyes had been on him. he had his long legs draped over a few chairs at his table, reserving the table for this event, but this was now useless.

    there was no point. a pair of eyes who had just picked up their drink looked over minho. it was clear they had wanted a seat since the rest of the café’s chairs had been occupied, but the ones he had been hoarding. he huffed out a loud breath and dropped his legs to pull them away. “by all means, sit,” he hissed, gesturing to the now empty seats. “it’s not like my date is going to show up anyway. this is what you call karma.”

     with a steaming cup in hand haru made her way over to the empty chairs, content with taking one even if it hadn’t been offered. she bowed her head in greeting before silently taking her seat across from him, placing her work out on the table. “perhaps a date at a coffee shop at--” she checked her phone as she tugged each earbud from her ear, “-almost ten o’clock wasn’t such a great idea.” of course her tone was neutral and she wasn’t curious about the person who had stood him up; but she did think that he somehow looked dejected in his anger -- which only made her speak up more.

    “is this your first date? should have taken them out to dinner - or some other even - before coffee. especially at this time of night.” she spoke casually, sweeping her hair away from her face before taking a careful sip of her drink. 

[imharv]

Haha fell asleep writing this last night and chrome crashed so i’m writing this for the second time .-. but hello !!! Nevertheless, I’m jo ( I also play this total cutie over here. ). I’m down to plot with anyone and everyone!! I did a few pages a connection ideas page and a stats page. Noww on to the bullet points lol.

Haru is the baby of her family. She has two older siblings both several years older than her ( her brother is 7 years older and her sister is 5 years older.) and any cousins she as are mostly older than her as well. 

Her mother is a prosecutor and her father is an actor. her older brother followed in her mom’s footsteps and her sister is studying to be a general surgeon. a very successful fam tbh which is why she has room to study what she wants and live without so much pressure ( at least for now. )

While she was very loved and wanted, her siblings made sure to teach her that the world was not sunshine and fairytales especially for a family like theirs. where she was too trusting as a child, they gave her teeth to bite back and helped build her walls. no one was to be trusted.

in school she wasn’t at the top of her grades but she found a comfortable spot ranked 5th. no one wanted to take her spot and she didnt want anyone elses. 

a bit of an ice queen, almost the mean girl leader except that she didn’t care enough to actually bully someone. -- if you happen to get in her way or if she saw YOU being mean to someone else, that’s when she lost her cool.

when she graduated she wanted to get some ‘fresh air’ outside of daegu. however her parents were strongly against that until a childhood/family friend convinced them she’d be fine moving in with them. and that’s how she got herself to busan.

haru tends to befriend the those with more money. ( not exclusively ) but only because she feels that they’d understand her and her family more than someone without as much as she has. where her dad is an actor -- they’re less likely to react to that in her eyes.

she’s a fashion design major; she’s p good at it but she’s only a first year so she has a lot of learning to do.

she almost always head headphones on, with or without music playing lolol. she’s content with ignoring just about everyone and everything

she’s a photography nerd so she almost always has her camera on her. and she takes pictures of most everything.

UMMM that’s all i can think of.

so if you wanna plot or anything HMU OR like this and ill shoot you an im <3

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[lovlae]

if i was a necklace i would be this one

[stargazerinmoksha]

She was the type of person, who took months to open up properly. Always watching to see if you actually cared, if you really wanted to be her friend, or was just another soul attracted to lost words that made you feel at home. She was the type of star that shined too bright, so you had to look away… and when you looked back up, she was gone, behind a cloud, behind the moon and behind your eyes. That sparkle you’ll never see again once you lost her. Always behind your thoughts, she cared, her facade to make you think that she didn’t… that is the way her soul has survived the many nukes on her battlefield. A heart left to burn. She was that type of person & and well… It can be beautiful being like that. Being her.

Once you find someone like her, do not let her go. (via poetryleftbyher)

[rumplestiltskin]

my extra ass ho with her headphones i bet u her iphone charge never gets below 90% [based]

[lonepapi]

*removes one earbud* fuck you want

[bangurz]

[uyuro]

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