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I'm just talking about my current hyperfixations and special interests

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

Introducing me

I noticed more active people on Tumblr have introduction so I guess here is mine.

- Trans man (he/him)

- Traco-Hellenistic pagan

- Disabled

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Requests: CLOSED (until 17th of August)

Request boundaries since I started receiving a lot more requests:

No NSFW requests

I can and will age up characters if I don't feel comfortable with canon,

No incest/bestiality/pedophilia

I will not write characters like Cassaras who have different age than humans (153 in this case) x someone under 30

Self-shipping and ocs depend on the case

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My fandoms: AA (obviously), PJO, Marauders era, TSOA, Epic, Good Omens, JJK, and JCS

Favourite ships: Hagen/Cassaras, Jegulus, Wolfstar, Rosekiller, Patrochilles, Odydio, Penelope/Odysseus, Aziraphale/Crowley, Satosugu, Chriscariot and Hilson

Favourite characters: Cassaras, Nico, Remus, Patroclus, Odysseus, Aziraphale, Crowley, Geto Suguru and Judas Iscariot

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

Unpopular opinion but I hate people who use the "red sun make up" or "Litha look" on ancient Greek women fanart or on themselves for the aesthetic, without acknowledging that this is actually a living bridal tradition in the Balkans. They are turning it into quirky unique look which is extremely disrespectful to the tradition. You can't just take our culture and turn it into "Litha look". IT IS NOT LITHA LOOK! Its name is Gelina and it is thousands of years old and one of the few pagan tradition from the ancient Greek time left in the Balkans. National Geographic talks about the relations of the two in one of it's documentaries but educating yourself is hard I guess

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

It is that time again

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

How it feels everyone calling your culture Mycenaean face drawings/Mycenaean tattoos, without even acknowledging us: -_-

[goldensunset]

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

Why no Dragonslayers fanarts

[creatingblackcharacters]

Current situation just reminded me! I think it makes some folks nervous or wary that I use the words "white supremacist" so casually. But it's because white supremacy is casual. It's so normalized that we don't even perceive it as such, so when I throw it around it feels like "is everything really-" I mean!

Not every white supremacist is a gun toting maniac! They might be the easiest one to spot, the most extreme example, for sure! Everyone's not that bad. However! It is literally in every act that believes, maintains, and perpetuates the idea that Whiteness is supreme, is superior. The idea that Whiteness is the default, the goal, the expectation. It often buries itself in and aligns with other bigotries!

Hell, even saying "I think that straight hair just looks better on all my Black characters", 👀 WHY do you think that? Do you think that's just something you've always believed? Or has it been reinforced?

Idk, I just think if we start pointing out how often things are racist and/or white supremacist in nature, just how casually we've incorporated it into our lives, anybody who doesn't wanna align with that can start going "okay, so, if this action does this, what else can I do that might be better?"

[shetheyslain]

Trying to sleep during a heatwave is a great reminder that all oil executives need to die painful painful deaths

[akajustmerry]

proclaiming we're in a lesbian music renaissance NOW thanks to artists like Billie Eilish, Chapell Roan, Fletcher, Phoebe Bridgers, Dove Cameron and Renee Rapp is qWHITE interesting to me (dgmw I like those artists but)........... people are acting like Janelle Monae, Victoria Monet, Hayley Kiyoko, Arlo Parks, Halsey, Kehlani, Syd, Dua Saleh, Raveena, Kelela, and even Megan Thee Stallion haven't been CONSISTENTLY making music about loving women and eating pussy for well over a decade. is it only a "sapphic music renaissance" when white lesbians and queer women do it?

[akajustmerry]

I MADE YOU ALL A PLAYLIST. HERE'S THE LINK 🌈

[differentlylimbed]

people on this site will be like "PROUD TO BE A DEFORMED FREAK" and they have self harm scars or clinodactyly or something. it has to fucking stop

[differentlylimbed]

in case it's not clear: deformed is a slur used against people with major visible differences (limb differences and facial differences). the word "differences" in this context is a replacement for the more commonly used "deformities". it refers to significant, lifelong differences in the shape/size of a limb, absence of a limb, or major facial abnormalities such as those caused by certain genetic syndromes.

while major burns and scarring can cause visible differences, it would be highly unlikely for the vast majority of self harm scars to fall into this category. this isn't to say that people with self harm scars don't experience forms of discrimination or maltreatment, or aren't made to feel bad for showing their bodies! that absolutely happens, but as someone with both self harm scars and a limb difference, i can tell you the way i'm treated for showing my scarred arms vs the way i'm treated for showing my legs are very different. it's an important topic to discuss, but it doesn't mean you are "deformed".

minor variations in appearance, such as clinodactyly (a curved finger), low-set ears or a high-arched palate, affect around 1 in 5 people and are not considered deformities/visible differences. a limb difference means a major difference in the fixed shape of a limb - for example, having severely curved, absent or shortened bones. hypermobility, mild foot abnormalities such as pes cavus, and reduced range of motion are not limb differences. while some people with these conditions might have been described with the word "deformed" or feel it resonates with them, they are not part of the group whose lifelong oppression has been perpetuated by the word "deformed", and therefore should not "reclaim" it.

this isn't about invalidating anyone or gatekeeping a word - it's about the way those with limb/facial differences are almost always mistreated and swept under the rug by the rest of the disabled community, and the very real harm that is done to our community when conversations about us and our oppression do not include us. i was really excited to see that discussion of the specific oppression focused by those with limb/facial differences has been increasing on tumblr, and the rise of terms like "deformimisia". however, once again, very few people are making any attempt to listen to us and our experiences, and the conversation is dominated by those with minor differences who wouldn't traditionally be considered "deformed". even when the conversation is literally about us, we're excluded.

tldr: calling yourself a deformed freak with no critical analysis or input from our community isn't punk, it's ableist.

[differentlylimbed]

reblog this instead of meaningless posts that go "people with limb differences are all so awesome and cool"

[anistarrose]

make that blorbo disabled. hit them with the disability beam. especially if they obviously were or should have been disabled in canon but canon didn't meaningfully dwell on it

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

Me w Hagen. Oh, you fall easily, even though you are one of the strongest characters? BOOM! You are now disabled.

[tajfuntesi]

Rereading my favourite book series from the time I was 12 was the best choice I could have made

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

Alea Aquarius is absolutely amazing! Honestly, you couldn't have chosen a better time to rediscover it – AATV comes out this year, so does volume 11, and in August in honour of 10 years Alea Aquarius we (the AA Discord) organized an Alea Aquarius week.

(Here is a link to the discord btw, in case you want to yap with people about AA: https://discord.gg/7ZHDCfBH)

[tajfuntesi]

Omggg that's awesome! I heard that they were shooting something but I had no idea that it's this close to releasing! Also I'd like to join but for some reason the link doesn't work, could you please try sending it to me again?

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

The series are supposed to release this year, so yep.

Also np, here you go https://discord.gg/JjpXVWct

[transstuffandmore]

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

[bees-and-voids-deactivated20210]

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

[drax-the-vampire-king]

Ive said it before and ill say it again all kind people are welcome here.

[tajfuntesi]

Rereading my favourite book series from the time I was 12 was the best choice I could have made

[imheredisappointingmyparents]

Alea Aquarius is absolutely amazing! Honestly, you couldn't have chosen a better time to rediscover it – AATV comes out this year, so does volume 11, and in August in honour of 10 years Alea Aquarius we (the AA Discord) organized an Alea Aquarius week.

(Here is a link to the discord btw, in case you want to yap with people about AA: https://discord.gg/7ZHDCfBH)

[testosteroneterrorist]

you guys realize radical feminism is bad because of the gender essentialism, right?

its not just that when they say hateful things towards “men” they also mean trans women? you cant just say the same shit as them but change whos included in the “men” and “women” catagories. thats still the same gender essentialism. just like, wokely.

[papercranesandpride]

I remember years ago, long enough ago that I was still using either Tiktok or Instagram regularly, because that's where I saw this, long enough ago that unfortunately I do not remember the username, I saw an older trans woman responding to a comment asking "how come we see trans women from your generation, but never trans men?" And her response was simple. "Unfortunately, it's because most of them are dead." Between lack of safe and legal abortions (which, hey, look what's an issue again), the HIV/AIDs crisis (which still is lacking in approved treatments for trans men, and they're still likely to be denied PrEP/PEP even when they should be eligible as sexually active queer men), and how many of them chose to take their own lives after being forced into marriages and other women's roles, a lot of the trans men that should be elderly right now did not make it.

And now, when I find myself making the mistake of going on Instagram, I get to see trans men themselves talking about how historically, trans men didn't do anything for the community, and so we need to step up now. Which, first of all, that isn't true, but second of all, if trans men's contributions are lesser, that makes a lot of sense if we listen to that trans woman talking about the trans men she was in community with back in the day. It's very hard to advance the trans cause if you're not alive.

Anyway. It's a really chilling answer. "Where are all the elderly trans men?" "They're dead." And I just wish more people saw that tiktok and listened to it and really took it to heart, now that we're in the age of "well obviously trans men have it so much easier."

[promptcalender]

How to show loneliness in a character rather than tell it:

lots of internal monologue and even dialogue with oneself

social awkwardness

despite longing for connection, avoiding it because they are not used to it

or: seeking connection anywhere they can, even in the tiny interactions with employees and strangers

making their home a very comforting space since they spend so much time in it

not feeling invited to activities unless explicitly told they are, and even then doubting it

not even considering the possibility of talking to someone

feeling warmth in their chest after a good talk with someone, only for it to twist into dread and doubt later on

[Prompt Calender: June 13th, Loneliness Awareness Week]

[mcavoy]

The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.