Unbothered

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[imiisshim]

“For once in my fucking life, I want SOMEONE to stay and actually work with me rather than leaving when things get difficult… Is that so much to ask for?”

- via @okfeelings // instagram

[imiisshim]

She fell in love with all of his flaws and he left her because of her flaws

- @okfeelings//instagram

[divertedfuture]

I want to say I can’t go on without you, but that isn’t true. I have gone on without you. We have gone weeks and months without talking and I have found myself happy during that time. I thought of you and I missed you, but I also had happiness. But the thing is I don’t want to go on without you. Even though I know that I am able, and able to happily live a life where you only live in my memories, I don’t want to. I don’t need you. I want you, and us and our late night talks which stem from fights and end in jokes. I want you to try to make me laugh when I’m so angry all I can see is red. I want to hate you for doing it, for not taking me seriously even when I know that it’s your way to cheer me up and show me you love me. I want the part of us that is so intertwined and impassioned in each other that we can go days without needing another human soul. You see, I have had life without you, and I know what it entails. I have had adventurous solo road trips and hikes where I sit at the bottom of rocky cliffs staring out at the ocean. I have had drunken flings and nights where my girlfriends and I drink wine until we collapse on the couch. I have laughed without you. I have loved without you. I have had passion with other and I have had heartbreak with others. So believe me when I say that I do not need you, I can do this on my own or with someone else, but you are still a unique and wonderful presence in my life and I want you.

Excerpt of a book I’ll never write #187 (via divertedfuture)

[wnq-writers]

we think we can change people. we see something broken and we want to put it back together, but instead we end up cutting ourselves with their broken pieces.

unwrittenphrases (via wnq-writers)

[melindacarolinee]

I fought hard for him for a long time Being there whenever he needed even when he wasn’t there for me Hearing excuse after excuse of how he did love me but was too messed up How he wasn’t good enough All the reasons of why we couldn’t be together And I accepted the excuses and held on because I loved him But there comes a point where you realize love isn’t enough when you’re the only one fighting

sometimes love isn’t enough || melindacarolinee (via melindacarolinee)

[thoughts-into-ink]

I keep thinking that if I just stay away from you, it’ll get easier to look at you without my soul twisting. But I can’t stay away from you, and every time I try I end up looking at your pictures and reading our messages and hurting that much more because of it.

Journal Entry; 23 Sep 2017 (via thoughts-into-ink)

[imiisshim]

It hurts meeting the right person at the wrong time

- @okimisshim on instagram

[imiisshim]

You can't replace her. You'll find a million other girls but they'll never be like her. Then you'll regret it. You'll miss her. You'll want her back but I hope she doesn't take you back. You're an immature boy who didn't know what he had in front of him was the best thing that could have changed his life forever. You stupid boy.

- @okimisshim on instagram

[theprocast]

There are going to be days when you get irritated by the tiniest of things. You don’t know why but you can’t help but be rude and yell. Especially to the people who are only trying to truly help. There are going to be days when you start crying like a baby even though the minute before you were laughing so loud. You have no idea why but the tears won’t stop and honestly, you don’t want them to either. Cry. It releases toxins and you will feel better after. There are going to be days when you don’t want to talk to someone you love even when they have done absolutely nothing for you be repelled by them. You don’t know why but just want to go away, run away from them. Run. It’s okay. There are going to be days when you are needed by someone you truly care about but you can’t help them. You can’t do anything for them because you are fighting to help yourself even though you don’t know what you’re fighting against. It’s okay. Fight. Wound. Heal. There’s no help you can give when you’re struggling to survive. They will understand. There are going to be days when you miss someone terribly even though they have done a great wrong to you. You don’t know where all the anger has vanished and you don’t want to feel this way. But you do. It’s okay. Feel. And remember, it’s not necessary that you will continue feeling this way for all days to come. The anger may return. But for now, it’s okay to miss them. Outbursts. Meaningless words. Hurtful behaviour. All of this happens because we try so hard to shove away how we feel. To ignore what our soul is trying to tell us, warn us against. It keeps knocking at our brains but we ignore. This is what I’ve learned. And I am going to try and remember all of this and apply it. I’m going to try hard, I swear.

Nikki Kaur  (via theprocast)

[her-minds-a-mess]

If we break up, I want closure. None of this bitter high school mentality that usually follows after someone leaves. I want a long talk about what went wrong, why we couldn’t fix it, and how we’ll move on afterward. I want to know how I made you feel and what thought-process led you to the decision that you’re making. Because if I spent a fraction of my life devoted to loving you, you can’t expect me to let you go without any explanation as to why you’re going in the first place. If I love you, there will always be a piece of me that loves you. So let’s talk it through and forgive each other, neither of us are perfect and we’re both still learning how to love. And that’s okay, it is. But instead of seeing each other the next day and awkwardly pretending we weren’t ever anything at all, let’s forgive each other now and move on. Make peace.

Car thoughts #150 (via her-minds-a-mess)

[alwaysbewoke]

[imiisshim]

Me 😩

[melindacarolinee]

I don’t understand why people bitch when they’re comfortable in a relationship, and complain that it’s not exciting anymore. Like isn’t that what we’re all searching for? Someone who knows us better than anyone and someone who we can do anything in front of? Someone who you can be naked with and you don’t care that the light is streaming in on you. Someone who you can laugh during sex with. Someone who you can stuff your face in front of and not care. Someone who can be taking a poop and it doesn’t phase you that the door is open and you walk past them. Someone who you can be crazy weird with and they love every second of it. Someone who you snuggle with and feel so at peace with. Someone you fight with and know they’re not gonna leave. Someone who can tell when something is wrong even before you really know something is wrong. I would rather take all of that then leave the person who knows me inside and out then to go find someone to feel a temporary high with for a short amount of time because we all know that fades after awhile. It’s not gonna be as exciting as it used to be and if you want excitement then make some. Now days we want something and bitch when we have it. I’ve never been happier and were boring as hell sometimes. I don’t know about anybody else but I’ll be sticking with my comfortable relationship because I searched a long ass time to find it.

Chapters of my life (via melindacarolinee)

[allmymetaphors]

I don’t want to go to college but I also don’t want to NOT go to college

What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either

[pizza-capaldi-blog]

This is the most accurate post I have ever seen

[democraticsenator]

For anyone who has ever stained their underwear with period blood…..put your stained underwear in a mixture of ¾ ice cold water and top it with a ¼ of peroxide……mix it…….give it about an hour or two……let it dry……and ya got brand new, blood-free underwear

[democraticsenator]

Reblog to save your favorite pair of underwear (and a life)

[ephemeraldesiderata]

I always washed with cold water but peroxide omg genius

[imiisshim]

Tired of you coming back when she doesn't want to love you

- via @imisshiiim on Instagram

[imiisshim]

She fell in love with all of his flaws and he left her because of her flaws…

@imisshiiim on Instagram

[imiisshim]

For once in my fucking life, I want SOMEONE to stay and actually work with me rather than leaving when things get difficult... Is that so much to ask for?

Via @ihatecrushes on instagram