i don’t think you’ll ever realize how much light you bring to my life. i’ve lived in the fog of my darkest thoughts for a long, long time. and when i met you, it was so cliche. the clouds parted, the light blanketed through, and then you smiled at me and that was it. that was all it took to have me tripping and falling down this well of emotions; and i’ve never enjoyed the trip half as much as this.
you’re not just a third party. you’re not just an add-on, an addition, or anything that indicates that you’re outside of anything you completed in the first place. you came into something with history and foundation, but you had the blueprints of how to make this run on unconditional love. you make believe it when you tell me it’s brave to be me unapologetically. you bring parts of me back to life that buried themselves so long ago, it’s almost hard to fathom when it happens. you’ve re-taught me that love is kind, and gentle. love is acceptance, of all kinds. it’s the baggage, the scars, the fights, the disconnect, the distance, the need for reassurance– but love is fucking resilient. it withstands the winds of the past and the fog of the future, it stands tall in the rains of sorrow, it roots itself deep when it refuses to let go, it reminds you what the fuck it means to be alive.
you remind me what it’s like to know i’m alive. to know there’s air in my lungs, blood in my veins, peace in my mind and love in my fucking soul. you electrocute every nerve in my system, ignite every wick of thought into a flame that’s burned since the moment you laid your eyes on me and blessed this mess of a human with the gaze of a norse goddess.
i’m a wreck of insecurities lately and i swear it’s no ones fault but my own. you’ve done nothing but show me love and keep my chin up, you’ve kept me glued together when i’m falling apart, you saved my life when the two nightmares that haunt me tried to wipe me off the planet. you complete me, my love. you complete my heart, my soul, my world, my entire life... you complete the me that’s also with bert. but i want to apologize for this being late, and for how i’ve been acting lately. i’ve been a big fucking baby about nothing and you’re not a threat, you never have been. i promise it’s just been me and my dumb shit that i need to work through on my own, and with help from you and bert because we’re a team. all three of us. we’re a unit. it wouldn’t ever feel right without you now that you’re in it with us. i swear it.
i love you, with every ounce of my existence perrie. i love you so fucking much that i don’t know the right words to even express it half the time. but i know that i love you and i need you and i’m so fucking lucky to get to call you mine. i’m sorry for how shitty my brain can be and how dumb i can be for listening to it sometimes. you’re everything to me. you’re truly one of the greatest things to ever happen to my life.
yours forever and always,
gracieabrams
areudirty
amandla
blakekathryn
