"Original Art"

[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

Sometimes it really do be feeling like nobody gives a sliver of a fuck about my feelings

Oh he’s so chill it’s fine

Get the fuck over it

Stop being a lil bitch

Oh it’s cool nbd

I was just telling you how you were making me feel

But maybe

I should just apologize for feeling anything at all

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It’s been awhile

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I am cursed forever to romanticize the silence

I put whispers into the absences of flesh

I am cursed to read words written in thin air

I put thoughts into the empty corners

Plagued by a talkative mind

Betrayed by a normal boring life

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[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

I live in a world where I am constantly and consistently misunderstood.

I speak a string of sentences and bouts of words that will never reach the ears of those around me.

Instead they will interpret an entirely different narrative- one that doesn't remotely make sense to me.

How could you hear those things and say they left my lips? Never have I tasted such a foul sentence... but you'll believe it was me.

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Mamma im a little scared

Theyre trying to murder the youth.

Mamma im a little worried,

That they won't stop there

And they'll come for us too..

Mamma im a little frightened,

What do I do when its not safe for me to exist?

Mamma im so terrified,

Because I can't go back in time

And change my mind to save my life.

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Oh, sweet boy

Sweet silly little fool.

You won't receive love letters and flowers,

Sweet little creature,

Take this shiny token and be merry.

Now shower them with all the things you desire

As this is your creative purpose.

You are so kind and gentle,

Sweet and loving giant.

Now give give give give

And give until your soul caves in,

Craving the passions you hand out.

When is it your turn?

Sweet little fool,

Sweet dumb boy.

[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

I want to slip into sweet dreams

Without battling panic attacks

Worrying if I might die.

If these were my last moments

How would they be spent?

Oh God this is gunna hurt,

I sure hope not.

Please, let me sleep.

This isn't real

Im not dying

Just let me

Sleep.

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Do you miss the sound of my voice?

Honey washing over you in a sticky embrace.

Have you talked to her lately?

She will tell you its not true but she's missing you

Silly what a little distance can do

But you've got things in your hometown

Keeping you from calling late at night.

Im just wondering if its a choice

Or if maybe we were a little too late?

Have you've gone and sealed your fate with another lover

Who wants to keep you locked away?

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don't look at me like that

You know it makes me melt.

Don't look at me like that

You know i can't help myself.

Tender glances and silent exchanges

You make my cheeks flush and my heart race.

Invisible chains and unseen walls

Seperate our aching hands from touching.

Why-

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Stranded in a closet,

Shifting through cleaning supplies.

Something is glistening,

Something has caught my eye.

There you are just staring-

Ignite a fire deep inside.

Suddenly im wrapped up in darkness

Seeking out little white lies.

[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

Breathe out my name

As an after thought

Soft and hush without a care.

Breathe out my name

Let it fall off your tongue

Just enough to recognize the hum.

Breathe out my name

Please won't you just say it, my love

Please just say my name please just recognize please just

Breathe out my name.

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Strong and soft kisses.

Excited and hungry mouths

try to swallow each other as

our tongues dance and graze

in passing behind white gates.

Body to body i can feel your throbbing

as my hips crush yours against a car.

Strong and soft hands

caress your porcelain cheek

and leaves behind heat to evaporate

in the cool night air.

Let it replay in my head over and over and over again.

[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

Exhausted from wasting so much space

I couldn't do anything right even if I tried

Let me keep you up late

Let me waste your time

Watch innocence cowar in my presence

Watch him run and hide

Let me keep you up late

Let me waste your time

Watch me fumble watch me fall

Watch me go and ruin it all

Let me keep you

Let me keep you.

[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

Damn this herb got me acting brave,

Must be doing something to my brain

Giving me lines and things to say

To get them to want to scream my name

Damn, this has me acting like a little boy

Wishing someone would want to enjoy

My company- a little bit of time you see

Waste it away wrapped up in my sheets

Silk and linen push your body into me

Slide your hand down my chest and feel

My company.

[imjustanotherpieceoftrash]

I think its because of my family,

Yaknow, I think they're the reason I struggle so hard to accept the words of others...

They will talk up a big big game yaknow,

And never follow through.

So forgive me if I struggle to believe or accept anything you say.

Its because I have been left in the dark for so long.

Still even, to this day.

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My drafts are filthy.