I wish I could forget the way you looked at me back when we first met
I could've sworn you would end up being the one
And all my friends said hold on tight, he's a damn good guy
And all your friends said I had saved you just in time
And maybe I was wrong and maybe they were right
But you put me in your songs but never gave me all your time
I learnt to play along but maybe now it's time to fight
But all these last nights have been nothing but screaming that I'm right
I wish I had lost you sooner
To spare my heart some of this break
I pray I had seen you clearer
Than this fogged up shattered mirror version of yourself
I wish my mind would go a little deeper
To assess if it's this necessary to hate
But my heart's already been over
The story that I'm telling myself
And it's worse than a thousand cuts
The way I've been killed by your love
And it's worse than a thousand cuts
How I blame myself for not being enough
I wanted to call you over last night when I was feeling alone
But when I checked your location I realized you weren't at home
I know it's over for us so I should not judge you my love
But a part of me wants to be your enough
I wish I had lost you sooner
To spare my heart some of this break
I pray I had seen you clearer
Than this fogged up shattered mirror version of yourself
Oh I wish I had lost you sooner
Cause it's worse than a thousand cuts
The way I've been killed by your love
Oh it's worse than a thousand cuts
How I still long to be the perfect half of us
How could you end it right there and just walk
When I'm still replaying all our late night talks
Over the phone and in your arms
Who would have guessed it would be this hard
How can you just smile like you're not missing any parts
Leather jacket on and just right back to the start
When I'm missing half my heart
And maybe I was right and maybe they were wrong
I wish I had lost you sooner
Cause I can't deal with the pain
I feel the need to cut deeper
To forget the way your voice dances with my name
I wish I had lost you sooner
Cause it's worse than a thousand cuts
How you played and betrayed my trust
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