I am just a mess. Nothing more, nothing less.

Hey there, my name's Nic and I am 23. I am currently sober and have been since December 31st 2015. This used to be a place for me to share my drug pictures (weed, pills, other drugs) as well as some personal stuff. I'm not too sure what I am doing with it these days ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

by Søren Kierkegaard

[imlosingtouchwithreality]

News from around my way

[twitosophy]

[lonelyspacecowboy-deactivated20]

“The most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one you’ll never have.””

— Søren Kierkegaard

[heroinwasmyhero]

“Addiction is shooting up in the nearest Wendy’s bathroom because you simply cant wait any longer. It forces you to call your dealer at 12:03am because your money just came through and you’ll be damned if you have to wait until a more reasonable hour. It’s crawling around on the floor desperately hoping to find a random pill or speck of drugs you dropped. It’s not just because you cant wait to get high. It’s mainly because you cant spend another second rocking back and forth, staring at the clock, wondering how only 5 minutes have passed. Addiction is impatient, unforgiving, and manipulative. Don’t test it. If you go in thinking you’ll stay in control, you will lose, and you’ll never be the same again.”

— Thoughts from a recovering addict

[steamcleanmymind-deactivated201]

[gwinny5k]

The worst trick a childhood anxiety disorder pulls is, you spend your early years being applauded for being so much more mature than your peers, because you aren’t disruptive, you don’t want any kind of attention, you don’t express yourself, you keep yourself to yourself - this makes you a pleasure to have in class, etc etc - and you start to believe it’s virtue. But you’re actually way behind your peers in normal social development, and who knows if you can ever catch up.

[deliciousstomach-deactivated202]

Never heard a truer thing in my life.

[bogleech]

holy shit wait you mean being just morbidly terrified of doing anything wrong ISN’T necessarily the same as being “well behaved?!”

[themuditaendeavour]

Convenient children =/= healthy children

[absolutely-walnuts]

Convenient children do not equal healthy children

[absurdism-and-hobbes]

[canwealljustslowdown]

me: a good day to be alive my body: clickety clack, your chronic pain is back

[toastbutteregg]

[robotmoxie-blog]

secondhand embarrassment is pure agony and i wish a lot of comedy didnt rely on it

[vaspider]

I cannot deal with it. I have to literally leave the room.

[ahaze]

It’s a sign of being extremely empathetic.

[crowcrownprince]

great! How do I uninstall it?

[helly-watermelonsmellinfellon]

I feel this so deeply.

[bob-belcher]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[imlosingtouchwithreality]

They say you can be deceived by dreams, but I would rather be deceived by a dream than live without one.

[the-memeblades-chosen-one]

[linusquotes]

[puffsaddy]

Are u single?

“single” is a word the government created to give Americans tax disadvantages. if you’re asking me if im lonely the answer is yes.