Saudade

30 and just a little bit lost

[imnotwhattheysee]

Move across the country just to judge myself like just as much

[imnotwhattheysee]

And one time was the last time though neither of them knew it at the time

The way this line has haunted me since the very first time I read it

We’re almost at the end now and there’s so many moments I wish I could go back to and appreciate because they really were lasts and I had no remote inclining that would be the case at the time

Poor sweet baby, I’m going to miss him so much. He was so often such a pain, but I love him so much

Sweet honeybee chapparoo

[imnotwhattheysee]

Ahh so you did read my message and just decided to say nothing in response. Fuck you.

I know it’s more complicated than that but still fuck you.

If you didn’t want any part of this then you shouldn’t have been so convincing about it

[niurd]

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[isl-equ-ay]

[pisces-core]

[unaliveish]

marcel boer

[florial]

[perriaeyjeve]

[aliceinwondercloset]

[spectralsuggestions]

i like the concept of soulmates—not a “you’re destined to meet me, and love me” kind of soulmate, but a “i’d pick you, every time.” kind of soulmate. a “no matter what happens, and what has happened, i want to go through it with you.” kind of soulmate. a “i love you by choice, and you’re a blessing, and i’m going to continue thinking about you this way not because i have to but because i want to.” kind of soulmate. a “you help me rest easy when everything is difficult” kind of soulmate. a “in every possible outcome, i want you there, to share it with me.” kind of soulmate.

[thcartierrug]

[miamlsunshine]

[sulfatto-deactivated20241018]

[unconditionalstudio]

[worldscoolest]

[pradawifey-deactivated20240529]