For the record - Your beauty is sadism; human perspectives codify themselves in hierarchies, the compliments that are meritable are so because there are vast cases where those compliments cannot be true e.g telling a poor man he is rich. This creates a plateau where your belief in how valuable your ability or capabilities are, is entrenched in the possibilities that others have to replicate that performance; let's use an analogy - imagine if you typed at 60 words per minute in a world where the average was 30, in this alternative reality you bask in adulation. In opposition imagine a world where the average was 120 words a minute, in this case, no ability about you has changed yet the status quo of what is impressive has, essentially removing the achievement of being considered a quick typist.
You are predicated to viewing the success of yourself as antithetical to the fulfilment of others, your perspective is embellished within the realms of human incapability. Beauty is a value as there are those who are hideous, intellect a value as there are those who are doltish, health a value as there are those who are deteriorating.
You are a sadist; and is that not staying true to the carnivorous mammal you derive your existence from.