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eden and indigo cruising through walmart high as balls trying to locate pretzels and dip
So, I've been teasing the Bullville writing stuff for far too long, and the only way I'm gonna get the gumption to start the second chapter might just be to post the first already. when I set up my ao3 more I'll add this there, but, here it is! I'm not asking for critique, as I plan on running more edits before I post it on ao3 but you will at least get the gist
CW: mentions of su*c*de, substance use, childhood neglect
Eden and Indigo at the skatepark (untitled as of rn)
Itâs autumn, the dried up leaves coat much of the skatepark in Bullville, but most of them have been swept into the field by wind and whatâs left on the concrete is all ripped and crinkled. The clouds tell of a rainy overnight ahead, but the sun is high in the sky right now.
The skatepark is empty except for two backpacks, a dog, his skateboard, a ferret, and their rollerskates. âSo what are we still doing here?â questions the ferret, Indigo, to Eden, a twiggy, fluffy malamute.
âThe hell you mean dawg? Youâre not thinking of ending it are you?â he replies, concerned.
âNah dude, Iâm just talking about Bullville, like, whatâs wrong with us? Whyâre we still choosing to live here?â
âI donât think thereâs anything wrong with us, people get stuck here, itâs like a curse,â Eden chuckles out, and crosses his arms, âIf you were raised here, youâre fucked. If even one of your parents was raised here? Youâre completely doomed.â
âEden, I donât remember, were your parents raised here?â
âYeah, they both went to the tech school, so my mom is from Bullville and my dad is from Smithfield.â
âShit man, well, my parents are both from Massachusetts and moved to Bullville cause it was cheap to buy a house when they got married, itâs a reasonable commute from both their main spots.â
âYeah no, I didnât leave this valley for the first 15 years of my life besides to go up to Boston for two Sox games. I donât even like baseball! My dad just seriously thought it would fix our relationship or something. Thatâs what my last therapist said at least.â Eden quickly shakes his rolled up long sleeves down his arms and then crosses them tight around his chest. âI only started branching out more because of when I started making friends with people older than me. Most of them really did just want me to have a better childhood even though I was a little too far gone to save.â
âIâm glad some of those people were good for you, and I remember the baseball game stories. He drove you home in the dark while plastered that first time, right? He wouldâve the second time too if it wasnât for your mom secretly following you to the stadium.â Indigo squints a little to see Edenâs eyes going glassy.
âYeah, and we picked up the other car the next day while my parents were screaming. Yâknow, Iâm convinced the friend of his he always met there was one of his dealers. Something about him. It was too long ago for me to remember some of the details now though.â
âI can see you getting all stressed thinking about him, letâs circle back, why do you think youâre still here?â
âWell, I know I could probably afford to move elsewhere at this point, or at least save up to in a reasonable amount of time, but I just feel a connection to a lot of the other things here besides my family. The local nature spots, the good cities arenât that far away, I know a lot of other good people here obviously. What about you?â
âThe people and nature for sure⊠I dunno, I feel like a lot of the folks we still know in town would say similar stuff to you honestly. Like, itâs just convenient really. My friends, my job, my happy places, theyâre basically all here. But since you mentioned the city, any ideas of stuff to do in Providence soon?â
âIâm not really sure. I really am trying to save money so I might just hit up a coffee shop and hang out for a few hours⊠Try to get some writing done or something. Just to get out of the normal cycle.â
âI knew it. You couldnât swear off the pen! ⊠Thatâs it, thatâs why weâre all still here! Eden, you and I have been in some form of creative writing club together since I was a sixth grader. Itâs the author and poet in all of us. I dunno, we just canât stop writing. Especially about our love/ hate relationship with this placeâ
âYou really think thatâs it?â
âOkay, hear me out, whatâs better to write about than a shitty hometown in a beautiful often melancholic manner? I mean, sure we could be off living some better life, but we can just write that too.â
âYouâve seen my work, itâs all just whatever, sometimes itâs about my dreams. Like my actual dreams and also my goals and aspirations? Or itâll be just a really mediocre but piercingly toned heart stab of a poem. Nothing to write home about, it just makes me feel better.â
âI like when you read the ones about your hopes and dreams and stuff!â Indigo pauses to watch as Eden starts fiddling with his skateboard, rolling it back and forth like heâs itching to skip out on whatever endeavors his friend is going to dare suggest he pursue. âI do really think you could do pro skating, I watch YouTube and youâre just as good if not better than some of those skaters. Still, I donât think that diminishes your worth as a writer either dude. You write some crazy stuff that sticks with me, heavy, I hope youâll read again in the next meeting now that youâre actually hitting pen to pad for real!â
âI'm glad you and some of the others have been enjoying my work and helping me workshop it. I definitely feel a lot more confident than I did, it's just hard to grasp that I'm good at stuff that's all. And while I know I'm pretty not bad at skateboarding, I'm just not sure if I'm good enough to try and work towards going pro. I feel like I'm late to the game anyhow.â
âI don't think that really matters, you've got a lot of talent. I love skating with you not only for spending time doing something we like together, but watching you is so fun. I don't even know what the names of half those tricks you do are.â
âIf I'm being honest I don't know the names of some of the tricks either. I just do what I think will look cool a lot of the time.â
âI'd say at least try and figure out how you could start showing off your skills. Like do you have those skate clips we've been taking? you could put those online and see if people get into it.â
âHmm,â Eden sighed, âI don't know if anyone will really care that much, but maybe.â
âI think it's worth a shot Eden, seriously.â
...
plastered my name
in graffiti, made
skid marks on
concrete, pulled
myself back from
the dead and
flipped in the air
on my board.
iâll make it some day
iâll be someone,
some way; the life
i lead now is in
search of something
bigger, brighter
only trying smarter,
harder every time i
drop in
- Eden
hey indigo! do you see the world in rainbow vision??
hello friend!!
yes I don't have any sort of colorblindness personally, and I see and love every color :) I do always wonder though if I see the same colors as other folks đ€ thanks for the question!!
gives you a thumbs up and sparkle-like effects surround it and i get scared cus it never did that before
(I heard you like Vocaloid???? Fukase is a fave. I love his voice. One of my faves not on the like.. 'OG' roster. What's your fave Fukase song? I don't think you answered that.. sorry if you did!)
hello yes fukase is my blorbo of all time!! so my favs are the fukase songs from Ghost's Communications series (so colorbars and broadcast illusion) but my other fav is last of me!!! and here's me cosplaying as Kennith from that series and doing karaoke :33 !! thanks for the ask pal!!!
also,,, idk something takes over me when I listen to certain music and I just go away and feel myself embody him in some way. it's really wild when I'm really in the zone, crazy!! anyways, always down to talk vocaloid :3
hewwo indigo!!!!!!!!!!! what hobbies do you like and why? i recently got into water colors and i've been enjoying them a lot ^~^
thank U for the question!!
I have lots of hobbies, especially arts and crafts like you said with the watercolors, but one of my favorite things I do with my best friend is go to karaoke!!! this was at emo nite at the bar, so we were singing some fall out boy in this pic :3
other than that, I like roller skating, some video gaming, obviously writing, art of all kinds, and nature :))
who would you say are your closest friends right now? what do you like to do with them? (activities and/or hangout vibes)
hii thank U for asking!! my best friend is Eden, and my other closest friends are Bevel, Ezekiel, and Beep <3
we're obviously all in the writing club together so we all like sharing and writing together, but depending on who I'm with I'll either be roller skating, making crafts, or just chilling with them! but honestly anything is fun with those guys
I'm hoping we go do something soon though, other than stuff in town yknow?
anyways here's some pics of my friends! byyyeeee
Hi Indigo! I hear you're a fan of vocaloid music!! I also am a big fan! I was wondering who's your favorite and why? And also your favorite vocaloid song! :3
RAGH HI thank U for my first ask pal!!
I am in fact a huge vocaloid fan :3 my favorite is fukase!!! I'm so curious what Ur favs must be. but yes fukase......kinning him so hard all the time.... my fav rn is broadcast illusion by GHOST. I love my insane little music guye
have an epic day !!