black widow.

trigger/nsfw heavy, 18+. written by nikki.

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ alright, then it’s settled and i’ll stay. ❞ declan spoke as he was still just leaning against the wall, really not sure how to go about this - or even really how she’d want him to go about this. so while mostly he’d taken control of the situations they got themselves into ; this one was entirely up to her, and he was just waiting on instructions. ❝ i’m not one to really get nervous.. ❞ the male started, before he was shaking his head, hearing the pings of the room starting to fill up. ❝ but i guess you could say maybe just a little. ❞ 

“ just pretend it’s not even there, ” she said with a small chuckle. at this point, it was kind of second nature to her - putting on that facade to entertain her viewers. though tonight would be a little bit different. she offered him a small smile of encouragement before she went live, a reflected view of her popping up on her screen. “ mm, i have a special surprise for you all tonight, ” she taunts, the guesses began to roll in, though none of them correct. she climbs up onto her bed, nothing but a lace bralette and panties on as she runs her fingers across the waistline of her panties. “ aren’t you all dying to see me get fucked by the real thing ? ”

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nemetontm‌ !

they’d really been spending quite a bit of time together recently, and it was something that declan had really been enjoying. she’d made his days better, and made them pass by a little quicker too. there was a soft chuckle that fell from the males lips at her question, and he could only nod his head. ❝ like i’ve said before - i’m fine with it, as long as you want me here, i’m fine with being here. and as long as nobody sees my face. ❞ 

“ well i do want you here, ” she muses playfully, she hadn’t ever had anyone else on camera. honestly she wasn’t even sure what her viewers would think - though she was certain as long as she was naked they’d be perfectly fine. “ we’ll keep that pretty face of yours a secret, ” she says, sitting up from her chair and moving it off to the side, hearing the alerts of her room starting to fill up, even though she hadn’t gone live yet. “ nervous ? ”

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ well of course i do. ❞ this whole thing hadn’t seemed weird at all, and that in itself was what was weird - so in that sense, she was right. ❝ i know what you mean, feels like we’ve known each other for a long time. ❞ declan agrees before he’s pulling back just slightly to look up at her. ❝ might help that we’ve been talking for a few months now. but i completely understand what you’re saying. ❞ 

it was a bit odd having him here in her room, her room that was specifically designed for camming. it felt like a shoebox compared to the house he’d brought her to. she’d gone a few days without a show, which wasn’t typical - spending most of her time with him. and when she proposed the idea to him ... she wasn’t sure what he’d say, let alone that he’d say yes. “ i know i’ve asked you a hundred times - but are you sure ? ” she questions, glancing over her shoulder as she logs into her account, positioning the webcam. “ because you don’t have to. ”

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ that sounds to me like you’ll be coming back here more often then? ❞ of course he was hopeful, maybe too hopeful, but it was the only thing that he could be in this moment just really wanting to be able to spend his time with her. ❝ because i can’t think of a better place for you to be. ❞ the male admits, a grin on his features before he’s leaning down to press another kiss to her lips.

“ only if you want me to, ” she hums softly against his lips, fingers tracing along his chest before they move to trail along his jaw. “ you know what’s weird ? that ... this doesn’t feel weird. ” did that even make sense ? “ it feels like ... we’ve been doing this for ages. ”

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ i might go as far to tell you that you’re right. ❞ the male grinned before he was settling between her legs, a soft laugh falling from his lips at her next comment. ❝ nothing major really, just mostly involved me finally getting you into this bed, or anywhere really. bed, kitchen counter, airplane seat, couch, anywhere i could get my hands on you. ❞ 

her lips find their way to his jaw, lightly kissing as he speaks. “ and here i am, ” she chuckles softly, fingers trailing their way down his chest as her lips find his. she tugs softly at his bottom lip, “ well we’ve got a lot of time to make all of that happen. ”

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nemetontm‌.

❝ friday. ❞ declan confirms as he’s watching the girl, grinning then as he continues to listen to everything that she’s saying. ❝ then i’ll definitely look forward to seeing you then, but until now.. ❞ letting his arms wrap around the girl he easily carries her to his bed, laying her down before he’s moving his body over her own. ❝ i seem to be a pretty lucky man as of lately then. ❞ 

arms snaked around his neck as he picked her up. before she knew it her back was on his bed as he hovered over her. “ i might go as far as to say the luckiest man, ” she muses playfully, making space for his frame between her legs. though he certainly wasn’t the only one that was lucky. “ now about those fantasies of yours ... ”

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nemetontm‌ !

declan only nods his head at the first question as his gaze is drifting down to the shirt she’d began to unbutton, the familiar smirk returning to his features. ❝ you’re doing a pretty good job at it already. but i’m thinking more of you coming back here again, maybe friday. think you’d deserve it after a long week of classes, and me after a long work week ; and maybe if i’m lucky getting you to stay over. ❞ maybe he was taking things a little too fast, he wasn’t even really sure of her feelings towards him - but the male couldn’t help himself in this moment.

once it’s unbuttoned she let’s it fall open slightly, but leaves it as it is. “ friday, hm ? ” she hums softly in response, “ i think i can do that. ” fingers rest against his bare chest. before she knows it she’s up on the tips of her toes so she can press her lips against his, and while she pulls away after a few moments, she stays close. “ i think you’ll certainly be getting lucky. ”

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ i think i can do that. ❞ the male grins as he’s taking her hand and pulling the girl close walking them over to the stairs before he let her go up first. he was quick to follow behind the girl, though he was enjoying the view of her going up the stairs in front of him. ❝ alright, so you saw these rooms, but we’re back here.. ❞ trailing off he’d then led the girl through the door at the end of the hall, leading them into his wide open bedroom. ❝ i’ve got a walk in closet over there, that i’ve heard most girls would die for - bathroom is through that door, and maybe if you’re lucky i’ll share the jacuzzi with you. ❞ declan smirks as he’s letting his arm fall around the girls waist. ❝ not much else to really show you, i guess. ❞ 

she recognized parts of his room from what she saw the night before. but it was bigger, nicer. nearly half the size of her studio apartment. “ mmm, if i’m lucky ? ” she questions curiously as his arm comes around her waist. “ and what’s a girl gotta do to get lucky, hm ? ” she begins to unbutton the shirt she’s wearing - “ because i might be up for it. ”

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ i might remember something like that, but you know i’m always game to refresh my memory. ❞ declan chuckled as he was standing up from the table to grab the both of their plates. taking them over to the sink he’d just washed them off before leaving them in the sink, and turning back to her. ❝ now, do you want me to take you home, or give you a proper tour of the upstairs? ❞ the male asked as he was holding his hand out to her.

she can’t help but smirk slightly to herself as he takes her plate, waiting until he’s turning off the sink to move from her chair and walk over towards him. “ mm, i’m not ready to go home yet, ” she says, taking his hand. “ i’m definitely going to need that proper tour. ” she chuckles softly, “ why don’t we start with your room ? ”

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ good, because i want to see you again too - so we’re in agreement there. ❞ taking a few more bites himself, he was quick to finish his plate, really not realizing just how hungry he’d been. ❝ yeah? not just saying that so i actually show you my bedroom? ❞ the male asked, a smirk playing on his features as he was just teasing the girl. ❝ i was hoping i was your favorite, gotta be honest though - was nervous that once you saw me, or realized just how old i was that you’d want nothing to do with me. ❞ 

she let her fork rest on her plate once she was full, chuckling at his quip. “ it was quite the contrary, ” she says, sitting back in her chair slightly, “ i don’t know if you recall how quick i was to take my clothes off for you once i saw you. you’d been holding out on me. ” 

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nemetontm‌ !

❝ yeah - i mean, if you ever wanted to see me again that is. i wouldn’t mind seeing you again. ❞ declan spoke as his gaze wasn’t leaving her at all, of course he’d wanted to see her again - there was something about her that just kept drawing him in. ❝ why would it bother me? it’s your job, your body, your choices. i think it’s hot, and i’d be a hypocrite to judge you or anyone else for watching it. ❞ 

“ well i do ... want to see you again, ” she says, taking another bite of her food, she can’t help but chuckle softly. “ you know ... even before you accidentally turned on your camera ... you were still my favorite to talk to. seeing you ... just made it that much better. ”

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❝ ‘m happy that you like it. ❞ is the first thing that comes from the males mouth as he’s looking over at the girl before he’s taking another bite. ❝ i like to cook, just never really have a reason to when it’s just me, so if you’re ever hungry and dont want something takeout, just let me know - since we’re so close and all. ❞ declan adds with a smile as he’s really trying to get over the fact that they did live so close to one another.

“ so ... that means you wanna see me again ? ” she questions with the slight arch of her brow. truth be told she wasn’t sure what this was or what he wanted it to be. she knew she liked him, that much was obvious. “ does what i do ... bother you ? now that you ... know me ? ”

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❝ i guess so, but it’s probably just better to not talk to her at all. not even sure where she’s at anymore. ❞ declan shrugs as he’s cutting into his chicken, taking a bite of it then before wiping his mouth. he’s happy to cook for her, anytime that she wants really - though he figures that they should at least get through tonight before bringing up anything like that. ❝ hows your food, good at least? ❞ 

she feels bad for bringing it up in the first place - it truly was none of her business. she takes another bite of her food, “ it’s fantastic, ” she says, a smile on her lips as she looks over at him. “ i can’t remember the last time i had anything that didn’t come in a to-go box, ” she admits.

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nemetontm‌ !

there’s a small shrug that falls from the males shoulder as she’s apologizing. ❝ don’t be sorry, you didn’t ask - i just told you. you’ve got nothing to be sorry for. ❞ the male adds as he’s sitting down across from her, not really having much more to say at the moment. it had really messed him up at first, though now it was getting better - and he hadn’t thought about much after meeting the other. ❝ in a weird way i guess it caused this - i mean, it’s what got me on your page in the first place. ❞ declan admitted as he was looking up at her.

honestly she couldn’t remember the last time anyone had cooked her anything. her diet mostly consisted of the food on campus, coffee, and whatever leftovers she had in her fridge. she takes a bite of her chicken, delicious, as she expected. “ so i have her to thank for meeting you, huh ? ” she smiled softly meeting his gaze. it’s true, she didn’t know everything about declan - but she couldn’t fathom why someone would do that to him.