Beauty Is Terror...

what can be more terrifying and beautiful than to lose control completely? - Ernessa Matthews Independent Fandomless Original Muse Semi-Selective Please IM Before Interactions Penned by Cricket

[inexhaustiblywild]

INDEF. HIATUS NOTICE

Hi guys! I will be leaving rp for the unforeseeable future due to many personal reasons. 

I met some amazing people here during my years of rping and if anyone wants to keep in contact please PM me and I’ll give you my personal tumblr etc. 

Either way, this has been an amazing journey and perhaps one day I’ll return. 

Till then, love you all! 

[inexhaustiblywild]

[saintweaver]

Kenneth Koch, To Marina

[soulrph]

protective prompts.

basically my friends all separately made me angsty and then these came to mind so. here we go. have some protective prompts! ( EDIT TO CLARIFY: the prompts listed under "to the threat" are for like. an NPC threat. so if, for example, john sends "back off!" to mary, he isn't saying it to mary, he's saying it to whoever is threatening to harm mary. or whatever u want tbh that's just how i saw it as i wrote them but u do u!!! )

to the threat

" i swear to god, if you lay a hand on him/her/them, you'll be sorry! "

" don't you touch him/her/them! "

" get away from him/her/them! "

" touch one hair on their head and it'll be the last time you have hands. "

" you're gonna regret ever touching him/her/them, i swear to god! "

" no! stop! don't you dare go near him/her/them! "

" what did you say? hey! what the hell did you say to them?! "

" where are you taking them?! "

" hands off. "

" back off! "

" i'm the one you want, why are you taking them?! get off of them! take me! take me, asshole! "

" what the hell did you do to them?! "

" no! take me instead! please, they've done nothing wrong! "

to the protected.

" who did this to you? "

" did they do this to you? "

" don't worry. just sit here, where it's safe. this won't take long. "

" don't panic. it's not my blood. "

" i warned them what would happen if they hurt you. i keep my promises. "

" did they hurt you? "

" hey... here, take my jacket. and wait here, okay? i'll be right back. "

" look at me, hey... it's okay. you're safe now. "

" i told you i'd keep you safe, didn't i? "

" i... i swore to protect you... and now look at you. "

" it's gonna be okay. i promise. "

" i said i'd find you, right? "

" it's okay. they won't hurt you. they won't hurt anyone, actually, ever again. "

" what did they say to you? i swear to god, i'll kill them... "

" hey. don't worry about me, okay? i can mind myself. i just want you to be safe. "

" we're getting out of here. together. now. "

" they hurt you... oh, that does it. they did this to themselves. i told them. i told them what i'd do if they did anything to you... "

" i'm getting you out of here. i swear it. "

to the protector.

" i'm not a damsel/dude in distress. i don't need you fussing over me. "

" no! don't fight back! i'm fine, i'll be fine, just stay safe! "

" i... i don't care what happens to me. i didn't care what happened at all. but then you started yelling, and now... now i realize that i care quite a lot about what might happen to you. "

" don't! don't get yourself killed over this. not for me... "

" shh, shh, it's okay... it's okay, i'm fine, i'm alright. i promise. "

" they didn't hurt me. but... look what they did to you... "

" dumbass, if you keep yelling at them, they'll kill you quicker than you can blink. "

" i can't leave if you're dead! don't you get that?! i'll revisit this place every time i close my eyes! "

" why do you care so much about me? "

" you... you killed them all. because of what they did to me? "

" you came back for me... "

" my god, i've never been so happy to see you in my life! "

" i love you. i... i know this isn't the best time or place but... i do. i love you. "

" in case we don't make it to sunrise... i love you. "

" no! don't struggle! don't! don't give them a reason to hurt you! i'm okay! please! "

" help me! "

[leneemusing]

POETRY PROMPTS

quotes from Radiant Souls by Lenee H.  “  you’ll see there is one thing they’re scared of and it’s love   ” “  i don’t need to be a hero,  but perhaps i’ll learn to be heroic  ”  “  maybe, all we are is broken  ” “  my body longs to touch yours,  the same way your soul has touched mine  ” “  let me fix you,  so you can heal me  ” “ you shoulders were not meant to bear such overwhelming weights  ” “  your bones were never meant to nearly crack with crushing burdens  ” “  your heart was never meant to bleed for anyone other than yourself  ” “  i could spend forever in their arms  ” “  i love you because you are as broken as i  ” “  we are two tragedies,  stories that are destined to end apart  ” “  he sought to destroy her simply because she was not pliable to his hands  ” “  i wish you to know you are my world and my every dream  ” “  i knew you were the one for me, not from a rush of emotion in your presence, but from the overwhelming ache brought by your absence  ” “  be gentle with this heart, for it is the only one i have  ” “  let me be consumed by pain or pleasure, let me feel again  ” “  you were not brought into this world just to minimize your presence in it  ” “  i have not yet found the solution to break this spell you have cast upon me  ” “  this silence which lies between us is an overwhelming suffocation  ” “  not a drop of water on their skin and yet they are drowning  ” “  she was not made of fragile things  ” “  when will it be enough?  ” “  you are like a burst of light in a shadowed room  ” “  warriors are not born they are made, and so are broken souls  ” “  all that is left of us will be memories  ” “  the greatest thing i could create is whatever our fingers make together  ” “  there is a loneliness rooted in my soul  ” “  all i wish is to memorize your skin  ” “  what they did to you, is not you  ” “  i knew they were not good for me and i knew i was not a fit for them and maybe that is why we wanted each other a little too much  ” “  lift your hands and touch my heart, maybe you can make it start  ” “  let me fill the pages of your book with nothing but happy endings  ” “  falling is the easy part  ” “  i think i simply am too hard to love  ” “  i think the blood flow in my veins is filled with traces of you.  i wonder if i cut open this skin, will a piece of you pour out?  ” “  i wish their eyes did not hold so much sadness i cannot touch  ” “  i am in a state of unbecoming  ” “  i am a temple with a forsaken religion  ” “  i think of you when the sun sets, i long for you when the sun rises  ” “  i can’t grow if i try to keep my flowers hidden in the shadows  ” “  curl up beside me and breathe deep, i’ll keep the nightmares away, love  ” “  i’ll keep you warm until the sun returns  ” “  the universe whispered for me to let go  ” “  loving you is a like a bruise  ” “  the stars do not tell you where to go, only how to get there ” “  who were you before the world laid the shadow of grief at your feet?  ”  “  darling, i hope you know the tide would reverse before i could ever dream of giving up on you  ” “  how long must i wait for a hand to touch me, without leaving more scars in its wake  ” “  i will not wait for a sign to tell myself i can grow  ” “  every time a thought of you comes drifting along to me, i wonder if a remembrance of myself comes floating to you  ” “ so many will come to you for life, willing to draw upon that warmth in your soul. they will glean from your generosity until you are cold  ” “  do not let others take the chains which you have already melted, and try to reshape them into bindings to trap you within their hold again  ” “  tell me what you dream of  ” “ tell me what you dream of, for all that ever fills my mind is her/him/them  ” “  i am alive and some days i think that must be enough for me  ” “

[inexhaustiblywild]

[lifeinpoetry]

“Is there tenderness at the end of our undoing? I hope so.”

— — Dodie Bellamy, from “On Becoming Undone,” Bee Reaved

[inexhaustiblywild]

[roleplaying-memes]

UNDERRATED AFFECTIONATE GESTURES

send one for your muse (the sender) to do to my muse (the receiver) and add + to reserve the roles!

(ruffle) — to ruffle my muse’s hair playfully

(massage) — to give my muse a relaxing back/head/foot massage

(cheek) — to give my muse a kiss on the cheek! could be platonic, familial, or romantic

(behind) — to give my muse a hug from behind

(pull) — to pull my muse into your muse’s arms to cuddle

(pillow) — to whack my muse with a pillow in an attempt to start a pillow fight

(pin) — to playfully pin my muse to the ground/wall

(tickle) — to sneak up behind my muse and tickle them

(lift) — to lift up my muse

(spoon) — to let my muse be the little spoon

(dance) — to pull my muse into a slow dance

(nuzzle) — to nuzzle your muse’s head in my muse’s neck

(trace) — to trace a part of my muse’s body (specify!)

[lilllium]

—Torrin A. Greathouse, from Medusa with the Head of Perseus

[dawnsfragrance]

[inksomniac]

We were so good together. The best - and no amount of time will ever change that.

a.y. (via inksomniac)

[quotemadness]

I’m a slave to my emotions, to my likes, to my hatred of boredom, to most of my desires.

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via quotemadness)

[inexhaustiblywild]

ooc. guys im alive and it’s just that life has been crazy and not in a good way but i’m starting to get better and my life is settling into something more comfortable. i hope that i can return soon. i wasn’t ready to make a post before but i am now :) lots of love you to all and hope to write soon!

[quotemadness]

I have buried you in every place I’ve been. You keep ending up in my shaking hands.

Bon Iver (via quotemadness)

[semantiques]

When Anne Carson said "I feel so lonely, like childhood again." and when Ryan O'Connell said "I don't want to have to be the one who mourns everything when everyone else has clearly forgotten. It's mortifying. It's mortifying to be the one who remembers." and when Gregory Orr said "Childhood dotted with bodies. Let them go, let them be ghosts. 'No,' I said, 'make them stay, make them stone.'"

[quotemadness]

You will hear thunder and remember me, and think: she wanted storms.

Anna Akhmatova (via quotemadness)