i'd swear above my heart, but it don't exist

saoirse ronan. irish actress. (( not really saoirse ronan, for roleplay only. ))

[hozierofinfamy]

now that i'm free from touring, i can finally be with you and i'm so thankful for that. i wish you could have been there when i was at acl as well, but i know you don't want to leave your little one anymore than you have to. yeah? so does that mean i can come take care of you then? and i can't wait to celebrate your divorce, that's perfect. we'll have a nice dinner and a nice night out altogether, how does that sound? i'm glad we're official though, i really wanted you to be my girl and to be able to call you my girl. and love hearing that your restrictions have been lifted, because we're going to spend a few days in bed now that the tour is over. might not let you out of bed for a while, now that i think about it.

[infamoussaoirse]

I'm glad that we've been able to be together so much, and I'll just say right now that I don't know what I'd do without you, because you've been such a help with the baby, and I can't thank you enough for that. You've done an amazing job of taking care of me too, by the way. It was fun celebrating my divorce, though I'll be honest in saying I never thought that was something I would ever do. But it was fun having a date night with you anyway. I'm glad we're official too, and I keep telling everyone about my boyfriend and how amazing he is, so it's safe to say I'm pretty happy being your girl. Plus, I love being able to call you mine as well. Oh, and I'm very glad that we spent all those days in bed too. It had been far too long, and you not letting me out of bed for a while was perfect. In fact, I think you should do that more often. I'm thinking that's how we should spend all our time in Bora Bora, what do you think?

[mescalofinfamy]

how's the most gorgeous new mum doing? are you settling in nicely into this new life of yours? are you getting any sleep? i'm so sorry i haven't been able to visit, work has been pretty impossible the last month. are you going to be able to bring the baby with you to Bora Bora or does the little one need to stay back home? private: speaking of the trip, i would love to see you there and maybe pick your brain a little bit. because your little one is getting a cousin soon and i really do need all the advice i could get. / @infamoussaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

I appreciate you calling me the most gorgeous new mum because I honestly feel like the hottest of messes most days! But I am doing wonderfully, and I think I'm doing pretty well with this new life of mine. I love being a mum so much, and I am getting sleep. I'll be honest, if Jack isn't helping out, then my boyfriend is, and it's been pretty smooth sailing for a while. The little one is staying back home for the trip with Jack, so Bora Bora is just going to be an adult trip away with my man. Though I know I'm going to miss my baby so much, so it's going to be hard. Private: Paul, really? That's so amazing, and I'm so happy for you. Congrats! I'll give you all the advice that I've been given and some of the things I've learned myself along the way, but honestly, being a parent is probably the coolest thing that's ever happened to me. And I know you're going to love every minute of it. I'm so excited for you!

[timotheeofinfamy]

i can't believe you're a momma now. i mean, i can believe it because you've always had that energy but still, i'm so excited and happy for you. are you settled into a good routine now with the little one? i have some gifts for you and the bébé and i was wondering when would be a good time to come see you? i'm still filming Dune in Hungary, so wouldn't be a long flight at all and i desperately miss you. it's been weeks and weeks. / @infamouslysaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

Sometimes I can't even believe I'm a mom now, but it means so much to me that you're happy for me! And yeah, we're settled into a good routine, and I'll admit that I've got a lot of good help with Jack and even with my boyfriend being around to help too. You didn't have to get us anything, but you're such a sweetheart, and you know you can come see me anytime you want! I'm at home and don't start filming for a little while yet, so please come whenever you have time since I know you're rather busy. Plus, I miss you too, and you have no idea how happy I'll be to see you. It really does feel like it's been forever since we last saw each other, and you need to catch me up on everything I've been missing out on in your life recently too.

[rrozanov81-deactivated20251226]

I just heard the news that you're going to be playing Linda McCartney in the Beatles movie. That's so amazing. I'm so happy for you! If you need a babysitter for your little one while filming, I will volunteer. I so can't wait to see the finished product. That movie has just so much talent in it. @infamoussaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

I am, and believe me, I was blown away when they offered me the role because I was not expecting to get it. But I'm excited, and I can't wait to work with my bestie again either. And thank you, Flo, it means the world that you're excited and happy for me. Look at you offering to babysit. I love that, and you know I'll hold you to that especially since they need to be around their auntie more anyway! I can't wait to see the finished product either, getting to work with Paul again and getting to work with Harris, Barry, and Joseph is a dream. Not to mention the other ladies they've brought on, it's going to be so great.

[zdayac]

i know we've crossed paths before but it's never been long enough for my liking. and i need to just say that i'm such a huge fan. there hasn't been a single thing you've done that i didn't like. or well, maybe i'd say 'the lovely bones' but that was more content related than anything else. you still did a fantastic job in that. - @infamoussaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

I agree that we've never crossed paths long enough and that needs to change ASAP. Especially with you telling me you're a huge fan, and let's be honest, I'm a huge fan of yours as well. And The Lovely Bones was one of those movies that was very hard to watch, so I can't blame you with that one. And I've loved everything you've done as well. I'm utterly obsessed with Rue and Euphoria, you did such a fantastic job.

[hozierofinfamy]

just missing you right now and wishing i wasn't touring so i could be with you and taking care of you, even though i know you'll argue with me and say that you don't need to be taken care of. plus, now that your divorce is final, i can't help but want to celebrate that with you and celebrate us too, you know? i know we've not become official or anything, which i can't help but hope we will soon, but i just am glad we're giving us a go. you really make me happy, probably the happiest i've been in ages. @infamoussaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

I'm missing you a lot right now too, but I know you're out there killing it every night while you're on tour. I watched the whole livestream of when you headlined ACL, and you did such an amazing job. Kind of wish I was there to see it live! But you're right that I don't need to be taken care of, that doesn't mean I don't want to be taken care of by you. And celebrating the fact that I'm not officially divorced would be a great idea, love, and we can do that as soon as you can come back to me, okay? And if you want to become official, Andrew, I'm all for that. I want to be with you, which I made pretty clear, right? I'm glad I make you happy, because you make me happy too. I just wish I could see you right now, especially since all my restrictions have been lifted. But I know you'll be here as soon as you can.

[hozierofinfamy]

getting to share a room with saoirse was what dreams were made of in andrew's eyes; the moment he found out they were rooming together, he just knew he was going to take care of her as much as he could, especially since she'd given birth to her baby and was already on the cruise away from them. andrew knew it was hard for saoirse, and he wanted to do anything he could to make things easier for her, plus he couldn't help but just want to spoil her, since he would admit to having a lot of feelings for her. feelings that he no longer felt the need to hold back, since they were exploring this thing between them. saoirse was still sleeping in their bed when the room service came, and he had them set it up on the balcony because he wanted them to enjoy their breakfast while watching the water, and hopefully it would pick up her mood a little, though he knew it had to be hard to be away from her little one already. once all the food was set up, andrew tipped and thanked the room service, then went and gently woke saoirse up. "hey, beautiful, wake up. i got breakfast on the balcony for us." @infamoussaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

Saoirse would admit that she was very happy to be sharing space with Andrew on the cruise, the two had just started to see each other again, to explore what this was between them, and she felt the cruise would help them move along even more. With that said, it was also very hard for her to be on the cruise given she had just given birth not that long ago, and being away from her baby wasn't at all that easy, but Jack was taking good care of them, at least that's what she told herself to make herself feel better about leaving. It was sweet, though, that Andrew was going out of his way to make her feel better, and he'd been so sweet since the moment they arrived, and she was starting to realize just how much she had given up when she'd walked away from him before. It made her miss her baby a little less, though she would admit she was still aching a whole lot inside to be away from her child so early already. Saoirse wasn't in that deep of a sleep when Andrew came into the room to wake her up, and she smiled at his words before giving herself a little stretch, then opening her eyes until they settled on Andrew. "Breakfast on the balcony? Someone wants some good brownie points," she teased softly before pushing herself up and off the bed. Saoirse pushed up on her toes so she could press a soft kiss against Andrew's cheek before smiling. "Thank you, now lead the way. I'm starving."

[infamoussaoirse]

SERSH: they're perfect.

[hozierofinfamy]

i wish i could have spent more time with you, love, it sucked only being able to spend a few days with you. but it really was good to see you, and i'm still a little shocked that you're surprised that i still have feelings for you. how could i not? as for you being pregnant, you're beautiful, i don't see why you being pregnant would make me feel any different. and as for being married to jack still, i know that's a situation that you're taking care of right now, and i'm happy to be whatever you need me to be until you're fully divorced if that's the route you want to go. but i'm glad "us" is something that you're willing to explore, and you know i'd never judge you. plus, i'm a little rusty too, so it's alright. we'll figure it out together.

[infamoussaoirse]

I guess it's just crazy to me that after all these years you still feel something for me, is all, you know? I never expected it. But when you say things like how could you not, you make me smile and make me feel pretty giddy. Also, being charming and telling me I'm beautiful no matter what, like you just did, which, thank you for saying that. And yeah, we're getting a divorce, it's just taking a little longer than I thought it would, but we will be divorced soon. But I'm still okay with moving forward with us, even though I'm not fully divorced, if you're okay with it. I really am looking forward to exploring this thing between us, and you're sweet to say you'd never judge me. It makes me feel better that we're both rusty in this, though. Let's make plans on the cruise, okay? Though we're sharing a room together, so that's good, right? I know I was happy to see that you were my roommate at least.

[sophiebt]

says you! those pap photos of you in the leopard print dress? i'm obsessed, even if i do hate that the paparazzi were bothering you. actually, i did just have a movie drop a couple days ago called trust. it's on the horror side of things so don't know if you'd be into it but i'm really proud of it so just gotta name drop it here. if that's not your thing then do revenge is always good for a laugh. how are you feeling though? getting closer and closer to your due date, yeah?

[infamoussaoirse]

You're too kind! Do you really think I looked good in that leopard print dress? I was worried it was too much! Oh, I hate when the paparazzi bother me as well, but if they get good shots of me, I don't mind so much. Did you really? I'll have to check it out because I love horror films so much, and if you're proud of it, then that means I'm going to love it. Plus, it's you, so I just know you did an amazing job because you're amazing. I'm feeling good and really excited for the baby to get here! We're getting closer, but I thankfully am able to go on the cruise thanks to the doctor letting me. So you better set aside some time for me so we can share a dessert and gossip a little!

[mescalofinfamy]

long days on set, but at least it's for something that i'm so excited about and that makes it so worth it. i'm back and didn't even get badly sunburnt, so all in all, it was incredibly. are you free on Saturday? i'm off work then and i could make this lunch date happen. anything you're craving in particular? because i'll bring a giant spread. how many more weeks until you're due? footie player, eh? looks like i finally get a little buddy to play with. brb, have to go look for baby cleats and a little Irish national team onesie. we have to get the little one started on the right foot the minute they're born. / @infamoussaoirse

[infamoussaoirse]

Even though it's something you're excited about and it's worth it, I'm still sorry you're having such long days on set. But I know when it's a project that you're happy about, sometimes those long days on set don't feel so long. Thank you for making that lunch date happen, by the way, it was sweet of you to do that whole spread for me, and you managed to hit everything I was craving. Though the last week all I've been craving is pineapple, and I swear I've gone to the market so many times to get one. I've still got a couple more weeks, but I feel like I'm ready to pop. Look at you already going to be the best uncle playing football with my little one. Plus, you know I would love a little Irish national team onesie as well, it would drive Jack up the wall too, and that makes me happy. Are you looking forward to the cruise, by the way? I had to get a waiver from my doctor saying I can go, but I'm pretty excited about it.

[infamoussaoirse]

[infamoussaoirse]

Ma'am, where in the world are you right now, and why haven't I seen you in forever? I feel like we've not gotten to speak or hang out in what feels like years, and we need to change that. So the moment you have a spare minute, bring yourself to come see me, and bring that adorable son of yours as well so I can see how big he's getting! But no, really, what have you been up to lately? Fill me in on all the things that I've been missing out on, because honestly I'm stuck at home a lot and feel like I need to live through others. [ @margotofinfamy ]

[infamoussaoirse]

How's filming going? I hope everything is going smoothly for you, and even though I really want to ask what's going on and if you can tell me what's going on while you're filming, I'll behave. But I want to ask! Also, it was good seeing you when you came to hang out with me for a little bit, we should hang out more! Plus, all the things you bought for the baby were sweet, and you really are trying to get that best uncle title, aren't you? [ @infamyharris ]

[infamoussaoirse]

It was sweet of you to come visit me while you had a little downtime between shows, and it was good to see you. I know when you reached out the first time, I was a little thrown because I couldn't believe you still had feelings for me. Nor could I believe you'd be interested in someone that was so heavily pregnant and technically still married, but with you coming to visit, I guess it opened up my eyes on a lot of things. I know you asked if us was something I'd be willing to explore, and I think yeah, I think I would like exploring us. Just don't judge me if I'm a little rusty at this. [ @hozierofinfamy ]

[infamoussaoirse]

I have a lot of time on my hands right now, so I decided to finally watch Euphoria because I've heard so many good things about it. Well, it was a mixed bag of what I heard about it, but the good outweighed the bad, so that's why I watched it. And can I just say I loved your character, and I can't help but want to make sure she gets all the good things in life? Because she deserves a happy ending. Now it's got me curious about what season 3 is going to be like for her. Even though I know you can't share any secrets with me, I really hope she has it good for season 3. [ @alexasdemle ]

[infamoussaoirse]

What's one thing that you love most about your job? I always think of questions like that, and sometimes it's hard for me to come up with one thing I love about acting, I'll admit. So if you have a lot of things you love about your job, feel free to share them, since I know coming up with one thing isn't easy. [ @treiscool ]