BURNING HEART!

private phoenix miraculous wielder oc previously featured on kintsukis. as risen by shelly.

[infernyx]

hi guys!!! things got Super Hectic for me and now im suffering with seasonal allergies but!!!!! i’ll be back soon, i hope. <3 ily guys!!!! drink water, be good while i’m gone!!!

[infernyx]

 “WE’RE GOING TO THE MET????” Well, maybe if she learns to use her inside voice and not scare everyone in a 5 yard radius when she gets excited. Seriously, you can’t take this girl anywhere. Hotaru’s practically tipping her seat forward in rapt interest ( she loves watching Marinette draw, and god her girlfriend is so talented it makes her want to cry ) as she quickly jumps off her chair before it inevitably crashes to the ground. Her reflexes have always been good since freerunning was one of her favorite hobbies, but now she’s, uh, miraculously good. Emberr wiggles slightly in her hair, usually making a habit of hiding in one of her buns and making it very clear that she doesn’t appreciate her nap being interrupted. “Sorry about that! But I’d absolutely love to wear one of your designs, ‘Nette! I mean, I’m always down to wear anything you make --- it’s all super cool!  Just like you! ♥”   The phoenix chosen flips the chair back up with ease, beaming from ear to ear as she really, really can’t help but admire that the coolest girl in Paris wanted to date her.

    Since when was she this lucky? / @coccinellc continued because GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!

[coccinellc]

—and though she be but little, 

                                           she is FIERCE !

                               canon-divergent marinette dupain-cheng | ladybug                                         of les aventures de ladybug et chat noir                               adored by lily | personals, please do not like / reblog ! 

[infernyx]

i’m back on my bullshit! i also have updated canon for my Gorl! it’ll probably pop up in threads but i don’t endorse giving magical amulets with tiny gods to preteens. on any of my ml blogs ( see @miraculuka​ for the closest to canon ) the kids are either in high school ( lycée ) or in college ( university. ) i can do the canon ages if my partner Really Really Wants To, but by default, hotaru is 15 when she joins the dupont gang in their first year of lycée, meets emberr and becomes nyx at 17, around the late winter / early spring of the second term ( read: after her birthday on february 14th ) and graduates at 18. she helps take down hawkmoth while in college. this means that in the canon timeline ( or what semblance of a timeline we have ) hotaru becomes nyx before the heroes’ day finale of season 2, somewhere around the mid-season mark. nyx’s weapon is her scarf, which acts as both her wings, a shield, or Two Giant Feathery Fists that act as an extension of nyx, because SOMEONE decided to fuck up my canon by giving bunnix an umbrella! the phoenix miraculous is a brooch that hotaru pins on the inside of her jacket.

on the subject of emberr, the phoenix miraculous was thought to be lost after her last “wielder” stole emberr and used the magic to become a god to a little town called pompeii. emberr went dormant after the explosion of mount vesuvius, after countless warnings to her wielder, and in the modern ml timeline, she slept in a small alcove of notre dame before choosing hotaru as her chosen. emberr is therefore NOT under the jurisdiction of a guardian, because i refuse to believe all of the miraculous in the world are in an old box and being handed out like candy. also, rent-a-hero is fucking dumb and therefore not canon on this blog.

on the subject of hotaru’s akuma form, crybaby, hotaru was akumatized shortly after the first semester started. she remained akumatized for 3 weeks by dodging ladybug and chat noir so they could have a chance to find hawkmoth. it took three weeks for crybaby to finally relent and hand over her akumatized item, because she’s a stubborn little shit and remained akumatized so hawkmoth couldn’t hurt anyone else. crybaby is What Would Happen If Someone Didn’t Want To Be Akumatized Or Hurt Anyone. and in my sailor moon au, hotaru’s unable to be fully akumatized because of a certain wink wink nudge nudge power she has. ( read: sailor crystal ) this blog is literally just a magical girl au hub and i have 0 shame.

anyways that’s really all the changes i can think of? ily guys,,,, shoutout to zuzu / @chaosgiven and lily / @coccinellc for bringing back my muse <3 <3 <3 

[infernyx]

crybaby didn’t ask to be created. 

perhaps that’s what lead her to be painfully aware of how terrified paris is of her, despite her reassurances that she doesn’t want to hurt anyone. and if she cries, well... it’s been a week or so since she was akumatized, and the seine has finally receded to normal levels. 

an akuma that doesn’t want to hurt anyone? how laughable. a useless creation with too much free will, too much of a moral compass and too attached to the heroes of paris to bring any harm to them. all she can really do is chain hawkmoth so the PURPLE BASTARD can’t harm anyone else.

well, that’s what she wants to do. and that’s what the little light in her chest --- hotaru --- wants her to do, because nobody will miss one silly crybaby journalist.

but of course, that’s not what chat noir wants her to do. and of course, that’s not what ladybug wants her to do.

and of course, she can hear the telltale chime of the black cat’s bell as he lands near the faulty akuma’s perch upon the eiffel tower.

“ i don’t want to hurt you, “ the doll begins, the bell in her hair chiming lightly as she raises to her feet. she instinctively flinches as the purple fog starts trying to crawl up her arms, to complete her transformation into a malevolent husk --- and of course it hurts, but she’s able to grit out the last of her warning through her sharp teeth,

“ but i can’t promise anything if you don’t stay away from me. you should be taking this opportunity to find hawkmoth, chat noir. not placate me.” / @chaosgiven 

[infernyx]

chaosgiven‌:

            ❛  i’m fine, really, you don’t have to worry.  ❜    except he’s trembling and unnaturally pale. voice barely above quiet whisper with his green hues glued to the ground. heart pounding loud enough to be heard for everyone that could hear. tears sting at his eyes and he blinks them back. refusing to cry because he’s okay. he’s okay.

     “ adrien. “ her  voice  is  gentle, painstakingly so even if he may not be able to hear her. she doesn’t hesitate to hug him --- hotaru’s face nestling gently into those sunshine locks of his and guiding his head to feel the vibrations of her heartbeat.  ( it’s okay, ) she signs against his back, ( see? i’m right here. just focus on the rhythm, okay? )  

    ( she’ll do anything for her best friend, even if her heart’s racing too. )

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                 “    Walk with me somewhere where I can run until no end                       Hands held tight and no one is looking for me this night.    ”

[infernyx]

iiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT’S MY BIRTHDAY, I SURVIVED ANOTHER TRIP AROUND THE SUN---  

( itsmybirthday! )

[infernyx]

what up, i’m shelly, i’m 22, and my birthday is in 8 days but also i’m still fuckign trying to develop my bn.hecc verse

[infernyx]

002.  hotaru would punch garbage agre.ste in the face at any given opportunity. once she catches on that he’s ha.wkmoth, though?  she’s gonna kick his door down and punch him directly! in! the face! and break it!

[infernyx]

001.   if hotaru is hugging adrie.n, she usually signs into his back because chances are, he can’t see her face either. her hands sometimes shake a little if she’s scared or upset, which leads into slight pauses between ( or even mid ) sign.  that being said,  i use bolded parentheses  to differentiate between (  signing  ) and speaking! an ellipse ( ...  ) indicates a pause between her signs!  

[infernyx]

hi because zuzu / @chaosgiven is back i’m writing metas that specifically portray to my main verse with zuzu. by default, if hotaru’s talking about adr.ien, assume that it’s zuzu’s a.drien because i wouldn’t be into mirac.ulous or have this blog if it weren’t for zuzu!!!!! thanks!!!!

[infernyx]

   the  minute  the  akuma  entered  her  jacket, it  felt....  wrong.  everything  about  it----  hawkmoth’s  voice  ringing  in  her  ears,  how  she  was  practically  choking  on  the  black  goop  trying  to  forcibly  take  over ----  her  inherent  refusal  alone  resulted  in  a  botched  akumatization,  still  her  but  also  warring  with  the  butterfly  trapped  in  the  bell - pull  of  her  jacket.

   even  now,  crybaby  sits  alone  on  the  eiffel  tower,  still  hotaru  enough  to  minimize  damage,  even  with  her  tears  practically  locking  onto  whatever  was  near  her  and  turning  people  to  stone.

   hugging  her  knees  to  her  chest,  there’s  a  soft  hiccup  as  crybaby’s  glowing  tears  still  continue  to  cascade  down  her  face... she is,  quite  literally,  sitting  in  a  pool  of  her  own  tears  and  crying  rivers.

    “ no---  i-i  have  to  stop....”  scrubbing  her  face  with  her gloved  hands,  a  soft  hiccup  escapes  her  before  she  dissolves  into  a  fit  of  tears  again.  “  come on,  get  it  together!  you’re  hurting  people !!!  stop  being  such  a  crybaby..... “   still, hearing  a  familiar  pair  of  boots  land  on  the  tower....  it  gives  her  hope.

    “  -----  ladybug!  chat  noir !  you’re  here,  thank  goodness! “  crybaby’s  little  hiccups  come  back  unprompted,  more  tears  rolling  down  her  face  before  gesturing  to  the  discolored  bell sitting at her neck.  “  please,  the  akuma’s  right  here..... i just want this nightmare to be over.” / @chaosgiven

[infernyx]

never mind i thought about a phoenix quirk too much and now im laying down the law, it’s canon, bye

[infernyx]

anyways while i’m waiting for crunchyroll to make the last episode of b.nh* available for non-premium users, let it be known

mn//ta isn’t valid, he never was, and never will be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[infernyx]

yoooooooo i’m gona get off my bUtt and bring this blog baCK SOON I PROMISE but it’s 6am and im an insomniac? hit the heart to plot while i debate making a b.nha verse

[infernyx]

      ‘ AH --- I’M SORRY ! ‘  was she crying too loudly? her hands clutch the ruined jacket to her chest, bell having been crushed under that ---- bougois? bourgoise???? ----  awful girl’s designer heel ! what if she can’t fix it in time for the tribute contest?  she only really wants to enter her chat jacket on the off-chance he’ll see it, but---

       ---- she can’t save it in time. 

       speaking of time, is her timer covered up ?  where are her gloves?! she can’t risk glitching anyone else ---- !!

       more tears start bubbling over, little hiccups echoing in the previously empty art room. ‘ i’m sorry! i---i know i’ve been told to stop disturbing everyone --- ‘ her french is absymal, and she ends up switching to english out of sheer embarrassment as she scrambles to put her gloves back on ---  ‘ b-but i can’t---- i haven’t learned french ! ‘

        meanwhile, a black butterfly hovers outside the window, waiting for an opening. / @chaosgiven