vacillation

I hope you find a way to be yourself someday. In weakness or in strength, change can be amazing. So I pray for the best. I pray for the best for you. Yuta Tsuguhito. Affiliated with Città Alveare. A nobody living in apartment Y-1.

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calacavera:

“The only short fuse on me is for the prototype indoor fireworks I have. And it’s a design flaw I’m trying to fix. Now stop it before I spark you up.”

【由多くんです*☆】  He seems to straighten up at that. ❛Indoor fireworks...?❜ Did he hear that correctly? Good god. ❛And hold on--- why on Earth are you so sensitive over your birth date, anyway? My zodiac sign happens to share its name with a certain slow-acting and often fatal cellular disease as well as a painful and all-too-common STI, and you don’t see me or anyone else with that sign ripping their hair out publicly.❜ Or exploding anyone, for that matter.

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shinyrd:

“Well obviously! Who do you think I am? Some inexperienced witch!?” Actually she made inexperienced witches look like pros. “Without knowing anything about them the transformations always go weird anyways.”

【由多くんです*☆】   ❛Well--- at least we can agree on ONE thing, I suppose. And for what it’s worth, ‘‘‘WITCHES’’’❜---extreme air quotes---❛don’t exactly exist where I’m from--- or, to phrase it more accurately, their existences are unconfirmed. They don’t exactly take part in the yearly Halloween parade as giant... face-hugger versions of themselves or whatever.❜

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calacavera:

“Hey, hey. Got something to say about it, green bean? Or are you just coughing because you have a cold?”

【由多くんです*☆】  ❛Nothing, nothing. ---It’s merely that I think we may have just smoked out another person with a short fuse.❜

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shinyrd:

“Hmm… There are a lot of fantasy creatures and monsters in this city I’ve never read about before. I wonder if I could use magic to turn myself into them? Might be good for a show!”

【由多くんです*☆】   ❛Before turning yourself into them, I would suggest doing extremely thorough research on the said creatures first--- that way you curb the possibility of, well... SURPRISES none of the rest of us asked for.❜ 

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calacavera:

“Oh. It’s my birthday tomorrow. Please refrain from obvious jokes regarding the date.”

【由多くんです*☆】  Coughs into his hand.

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invidere:

Did Yuta have to pull that sort of word now out of all times? Chidori stops panicking, clearing her throat in the process. “I get it, I get what you mean. I’m not that stubborn.” It wasn’t intentional to constantly walk in circles till a solution came up and as one ignorant in the matters of the heart, was it that terrible she wanted to do the right thing?

“It’s easy for you to say, you’re popular. I can’t compare.” High school debut. “You reject, not get rejected.”

“I know it’s not going to end but is it bad wanting to cherish my feelings? Or want to be accepted? For example, Yuta-kun may be this way but I wouldn’t like for you to be fake with us again… without tact and all, you’re still my friend.”

【由多くんです*☆】  ❛---I’m not saying that there’s a need for personal change, Chidori-san,❜ the green-haired teen dictated with a sigh. ❛I’m simply urging you to carefully consider options for what’s ‘healthy’ for you, as opposed to what would only build up as negative feelings in the long run.❜ He paused, as if mulling over both what he had just said, as well as the full meaning of what the redhead had just said. ❛Doesn’t it hurt to dwell on past shortcomings, day after day?❜ He would ignore that sly comment, by the way.

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invidere:

“…I haven’t.” Did she need to? Slumping on her shoulders, Chidori rubs her face desperately.  “I thought he still liked me, you don’t kiss someone you d-don’t….” Maybe he was that sort of person!? “No, I’m really just a side heroine and the most selfish one at the top of that! What will I do!? I’m no good, I can’t even have someone like me for that long! I ruined everything again! Ah, I’ll have to leave my hopes behind and join Kotocchi’s and Martha-san’s church if I wan’t forgiveness…”

“Aaahh, what will I do… Yuta-kun… is there no life for me outside of becoming a nun!?”

【由多くんです*☆】  ❛. . .❜ After a moderate pause, a dry chuckle escaped parted lips---one of his driest chuckles YET, perhaps. Although he understood Chidori’s feelings to a degree --- after experiencing them for such a long WHILE --- he was still amazed at the extent to which she could panic over one single subject. ❛There you go again... ---Chidori-san, have you ever heard of the term, woosah?❜ He had to admit that it was quite the nonsensical word, and a foreign one at that, but it also seemed to be just what she needed. To woosah, an onomatopoeic term meaning ‘to relax,’ or simply, to breathe. ❛The idea is that the world isn’t going to end, and neither your love life, if you stop mulling over them for one second. Heavy girls can never get anywhere by remaining heavy, you know.❜

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invidere:

“Anyone would get mad, you have no tact whatsoever.” He did, but not now. And with how sensible the heart of Chidori Takashiro could be, was there a better way to approach? 

“…” Her features soften and she lets out a resigned sigh, aware how stupid she was for defending herself. “I thought I had a chance with Tenga-kun then I find I’m alone here for months, so what’s the point? I feel like I’ll always wound up the side heroine or something. Or just outright alone and I’m tired of it, of… fighting this feeling. Maybe I really didn’t change and everything was for nothing.”

【由多くんです*☆】 Yuta sighed. This was going to turn into a heart-to-heart, wasn’t it? When it came to Chidori, though, it was quite arguable that sometimes, it couldn’t be helped... ❛Well, I’d say the fact that you’re bringing up Tenga at all is proof that you have changed to some degree, isn’t it?❜ Slate irises were thoughtful, yet firm, as he stared the red-haired girl down. ❛Besides, have you even bothered asking Tenga how he feels?❜ He’s here too, isn’t he---? He could feel it intrinsically, strangely enough, to the point that as far as he was concerned, it went without saying. ❛If you only think about your own feelings, then it’s no wonder you’re so conflicted.❜

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invidere:

It wasn’t but it did feel like an insult and Chidori wouldn’t be Chidori without considering it a personal attack of sorts.

“I would really like for our friendship to remain as civilised as possible, so maybe think what you say to me…” 

“Plus, it’s no one’s business what I felt before. It doesn’t affect you now, does it? I’ve been stuck here almost a year, I’m pretty sure that’s enough time to forget.”

【由多くんです*☆】 Okay, that look on her face was just SCARY. Indeed, Yuta was rethinking what he had said---though mainly for the simple reason that she had commanded him to. ❛You asked, and now you’re mad at the answer---which, like you said, is a mere relic of the past. It seems as if a year hasn’t changed much for you.❜ And he’s one to talk. Even though some redheads could be frightening, it turned out that he went for the throat anyway.

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ngl I read your url as princexcumming

【OOC☆】 I FEEL LIKE I KNOW WHO THIS IS——

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invidere:

“Thank you, Yuta-kun. We love you too.” Sarcasm has a peculiar taste and although she is the voice of reason, its far too pleasant to let go. “We had to be kidnapped just so you could notice something like that?! Besides, what’s your definition of normal?! I say I’m pretty normal myself, you’re being unfair.”

【由多くんです*☆】 ❛It wasn’t intended as an insult,❜ the former cunning normal refuted. ❛And anyway, would you really want me speaking your past shames aloud for this city to hear in addition to our own? I know that if it were me, I would want to leave those hulking emotions as FAR behind as I possibly could.❜ He’d felt them as well during the experiment---and quite vividly---so he knew for a FACT that his question might as well have been rhetorical.

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【由多くんです*☆】 ❛I used to agree with the VERY common viewpoint of you guys being weird...❜ The green-haired male began, ‘you guys’ being the other kiznaivers, sans Honoka-chan. ❛But after living in this city for as long as I have, I’d say I’m a living witness to the fact that there are much stranger things lurking around...❜

@invidere

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did i say i’d post a starter call in a minute?

I meant in an entire DAY. So now that we’ve cleared that up, please like this post if you’d like a short starter from the cunning prince! We’ll leave it uncapped for now, but definitely expect me to work through these SLOWLY as I do have a disgustingly exhausting food service job as well as a picky muse. But I will try my best to get through all of them!

[citta-alveare-deactivated201811]

Hi I'd like to reapp Yuta from Kiznaiver! His app is under /app, the date is 2/3, and he was housed in F-6. Thanks and sorry to everyone for the inactivity!

Welcome back to the hive, Yuta!

You will be housed in apartment y-1.

You will retain everything you were given during your previous stay.

Enjoy your stay!

– mod 『 』

[suba-rashi]

Tsuguhito Yuta - Kiznaiver Episode 7

Manipulative Characters in Roleplays

I’ve kind of always wanted to write this rant, so here we go:

You know when there’s that character in the RP whose bio says that he’s supposed to be ‘manipulative’ and ‘sly’ and really good at reading people and clever and stuff?

Those characters are supposed to be brilliant puppet-masters, and they’re supposed to be able to manipulate other characters. The admins wrote that character that way for a reason, and the person playing the character should have the liberty to use their character in a realistic way. So when you’re playing against a character like that, don’t have your character guess the manipulative/secretive character’s motives just because you want the ‘good guys’ to win. Especially if you’re playing someone who’s supposed to be easily manipulated.

[candykraken]

He’s not getting away that easily. “Hey!” She calls, dogging after him. “I didnt say anything about you before you decided to insult me. All I said, was that I wasn’t gonna make fun of you. I was trying to make you feel comfortable by joking around! I dunno how you got anything insulting out of that.” Considering how she’d been treated in this city for being nonhumam, she didn’t think it was such a stretch to assume he was the same.

“Besides,” She continues, not letting up her pursuit, her flip-flop footsteps echoing back and forth against the tiled walls. “I don’t even work here. Maybe I came to relax too and not be called names when I’m trying to he helpful!”

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【由多くんです*☆】 Yuta rolled his eyes; he highly doubted she didn’t work here, mainly because she hadn’t denied it once up until this point, and even seemed herself to be somewhat positive to the fact. But in spite of that, could he outright call her a liar? No. Then he would be the bad guy. Actually, --- screw it, he was going to call her a liar anyway. He whirled around to face her; she was SERIOUSLY getting on his nerves.

❛You literally called me a pasty worm with arms! How is that not insulting?! And before that, you directed a ‘harmless joke’❜ --- air quotes --- ❛toward a complete stranger, before learning anything about them. I am of zero obligation to tolerate either of those things, I’ll inform you!❜ It was seriously uncool of him to be arguing like this, but she was seriously starting to get under his skin --- whether he admitted it, or not.