Life update. The person I was going to spend the rest of my life with broke me into smithereens and now I'm miserable again.
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@inkmypunkheart
Life update. The person I was going to spend the rest of my life with broke me into smithereens and now I'm miserable again.
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Done with life ready to disappear forever
Feel like absolute garbage
Will I ever stop changing my aesthetic
So miserable
Have officially hit the point of accepting loneliness that I can't remember what it's like to have validation that I'm actually wanted
Would much rather jump off a cliff than be alive right now
Are you ok?
Me: well yes, but actually no
Amazing how someone can bring you so much joy but also tear out your soul without even realising
Feelings fucking suck
Think it's time I got rid of this account. It's been a solid decade but time to move on
I was done with you years ago. But you better believe you're never going to here from me again. Goodbye means goodbye. I'm done with your childish games. Your manipulation. Your place in my heart is no longer there I won't be around to save you from yourself. Be mad for what I've done but you have to live with yourself for what you've done and for that, I just hope you live in as much hell as you've caused. I don't wish you well anymore. I refuse to give whatever I have left to you because what you had you destroyed. Just like everything in your life. You are incapable of love. Of feeling. Of caring for anyone other than your hurtful self. Your past is no excuse for the pain you inflict on others. The cover you have created where you "help" is just that because really even then you don't care. It doesn't hurt you to see others in pain it brings you joy to cause suffering. To see things destroyed, you control and manipulate and hurt those around you and then surround yourself with all of that anguish and devastation and just expect people around you to care because you can't. You're numb to human emotion. I've done bad things. I know I have but you, you are bad. You're a liar and an abuser and a manipulator. A cheater and a destroyer of all good things. You will always be the dark cloud. I regret everything in my life that ever involved you. I always thought you were the cause of happiness in my life, I thought spending my life with you would bring me joy but in reality you've caused me nothing but pain and destruction of all things I have ever held dear to me. Including you. You sabotage everything good in life. Not just for yourself but for those around you. You can say what you want about me it's probably true and I can't ever remove you from my past but I sure as hell will live with the regret that you were ever important to me. I hope you never look back on the time we had together as a positive or happy thing because to me. It was all lies.
Note to self don't tell your abuser you're sad they'll rip you apart for amusement
I'm so done with everything I want to throw my phone away and start life again
Self care is getting so high you forget you hate yourself.