(im)perfectly ordinary

[inmyhonor]

We sometimes fuck up

And sometimes we don’t

I have no clue if this is one or the other

[dill-dill]

[samuelbradley-deactivated201906]

Scotland, 2015

[hitrecord]

[inmyhonor]

Younger, less worried and still full of dreams only waiting to be realized

[alohapeople-blog1]

[daisiecrown]

[inmyhonor]

[hitrecord]

“How Quickly We Can Vanish”

[inmyhonor]

first christmas

Today i realized that 1 year ago I stepped into a stable with the hopes of getting in to my dream education. I succeeded and today I spend all my time learning about things I last year only could dream to be able to learn. 

I moved out. I got new friends. I went through hell with my best friend at home, when her life got turned upside down. And last but not least I finally came to turns with the loss of a dear friend and important part of my life. 

I’ve moved in at a dorm room, and it’s really nice. But scary. And this will be

                                   ... My first christmas on my own ... 

[inmyhonor]

Reaching for...

For as long as I can remember, I’ve felt like I was reaching out for something. It’s like standing on your toes, stretching your entire body to the point of aching. Always just a bit too far away to actually reach the things you were there to get. And when you finally get a hold of that thing, that’s when you realize that it’s only a small step on your way. My road so far has been clear. There’s been bumps and bruises from reaching too far, too soon, but I’m on track and I’m working on keeping my hold on life. And yet I’m still reaching. Not by rational thinking, not by stacking the odds and calculating the outcome, as I used to do. No. My heart is reaching out. It’s getting on it’s toes and reaching as far as it possibly can without breaking. It’s painful and it’s frustrating. But tonight it’s also comforting because it means that it’s not broken any more. Sure it aches, sure it’s surrounded by thicker walls and guarded harder than the queen. But it’s there, and it’s reaching out for life.     

[melissagoesbananas]

[inmyhonor]

Cheep cheep says the birds. They’ve flown away for the winter, but I’m here to stay. Cheep Cheep I still hear them sing. The song of summer, the song of love.

[hitrecord]

“Carnation”

[inmyhonor]

The worst day of the year

5 years ago I got the worst message any person could get. Today my best friend is going through the same. I think this day is cursed.  

[hitrecord]

[inmyhonor]

Budget cut

They’re cutting the budget on my education, which might end up leaving me with no other choice than to move abroad to become a veterinarian. 

Pull it together Denmark

[elenamorelli]

[inmyhonor]

Autumn has come, and the golden leafs are surrounding me.