[insanelyridiculous]

To my human follows.

I think it is time i make some room on tumblrs hard drives and take down my page for good. Since "the purge", i was suprised at how many blogs i followed actually left tumblr for dead. At first i came back to the site because i wanted a place to vent at any given moment. And i ended up following some irl friends. Soon said friends stopped posting and i followed blogs that made me happy.

For now, i will leave tumblr happy. I might come back if i need to escape again.

[insanelyridiculous]

I think your blog was mistakenly marked explicit

Ha. No. It is correct. I enjoy "female presenting nipples". I have reblogged some nsfw as well before.

[delusion-of-negation]

Results so far

[jujuoh]

ok so our titty choices are now: cubism, jpeg, manga, and Picasso’s Blue Period

[pulshach]

[raesputin]

[insanelyridiculous]

I cant make anybody understand my mind. Especially when somebody else is smarter.

[insanelyridiculous]

Just found out another uncle of mine is on limited time. I guess one of the valves in his heart is wearing out. And due to his religion, wont get it fixed. And somehow nobody told him when he had a heart attack a couple years ago.

This was told to me at the beginning of Thanksgiving dinner. I almost broke into tears. And now i cant shake this sadness or depression or whatever came over me.

I was doing fine today till that bit of news. Im gonna need a day or 2 to process this.

[insanelyridiculous]

Im questioning life again.

I wonder if my parents ever wished i was never born.

Ive been trying my best to fight myself.

Im confident nobody outside my family misses me.

Need another blanket

[insanelyridiculous]

I feel like shit right now.

[insanelyridiculous]

Shit. The loneliness came back :/

I am in need of love and snuggles.

[insanelyridiculous]

One of the surface grinders coolant smells like rotting pumpkin....

[insanelyridiculous]

How i feel right now

[sai-shou-deactivated20210314]

[gothabilly-kitty]

[insanelyridiculous]

I need a hug right now.

[insanelyridiculous]

I wish i had every superpower and ability possible. To be able to manipulate and manifest things and just do whatever the hell i wanted would be kick ass.

[gothabilly-kitty]

art by Matt Dixon