Kare You're Ridiculous

The personal space blog for a hunter/working cow horse/western pleasure. Natural born cowgirl, gamer, spoonie. Blog is for messy emotional expression.

[insanityisexpectingthistowork]

It’s ok

Scared is ok! I believe in your scared.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Foxes are cat software running on dog hardware.

[mysharona1987]

I feel bad for the scientists who spent years and years getting their degrees only to eventually end up dressing up rats in lingerie.

[mysharona1987]

[mindfulpoems]

[poems-and-words]

Book of the day: No Matter The Wreckage by Sarah Kay

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[fake]

F is for friends who dO STUFF WITHOUT YOU

[autistic-space-dragon]

It actually scares me that the voices of mentally ill people can be silenced and disregarded as invalid and untrustworthy so easily.  It scares me that all it takes to effectively silence us and cause people to not believe our words is for someone to say “well they’re not right in the head so you cant trust that anything they say is true an accurrate - they could even be blatantly lying to manipulate us!” 

It scares me because it puts us all into such vulnerable positions where people with power over us can more or less do what they like and get away with it by using the excuse that the words of mentally ill people cant be trusted. 

I have heard people say that excuse to my face after I have told them about accounts written by neurodivergent people about ableism,  saying that they must be wrong and/or just trying to manipulate people bc they are mentally ill so cant be trusted at all. 

It really scares me. 

[insanityisexpectingthistowork]

I woke up this morning

And I don't miss him anymore... How weird.

[rodeorehab]

Kind of love her 💋

[wnq-writers]

Stop romanticizing the past. Stop thinking about the way he smelled on your pillow beside at three A.M. Stop remembering how high you could get off of her kiss. Stop wondering where it went wrong, or why it went wrong, or when. Start romanticizing yourself. Start staring in the mirror and telling yourself how the fire in your eyes is there, no matter how dim. Start wanting to hear the sound of your own laugh because it’s the most pure music you know. Start feeling your own heartbeat in the dead of night when nothing goes right. Stop fighting off tears. Stop talking to people who won’t listen. Stop feeling like this is over. You’re just beginning, love. Start crying at two in the morning, even though you’ll never understand why. Start talking to the ceiling and your pillow; they won’t betray you. Start listening to your own breathing when you fall asleep. It’s time, dear, to stop looking at what could have been. Because, my precious sweetheart, you should be all you will ever need. His cologne is a perk that you can live without. Her lipstick on your lips is a smudge you can live without. Your joy? Your joy, dearest darling, you cannot live without.

Gate Keeper, CCXCV (via wnq-writers)

[embracethechaoss]

I want to cry and scream until my lungs hurt or I run out of tears. I want to throw things until they break and punch walls until I can no longer feel my hands. I want to kick down my door or throw myself onto the floor until my body stops shaking. I have so many pent up emotions, anger, hurt, sadness, betrayal. I want to hurt everything because everything is hurting me. But all i’m going to do is pretend that everything is fine.

[insanityisexpectingthistowork]

I will dedicate part of my life to doing all the things you wanted to do but won’t because you’re married to a crazy bitch. 

[poems-and-words]

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[abandonedloveseries]

[anastasiagreenleaf-deactivated2]

[ibelongwith-you]