Black cock down Right now I dont have a sexlife or lovelife(love's been dead). I've lost that energy to build and maintain relations.I literally dont even have friends either. Im here, what do you need. I actually hate hearing my phone go off, I've never been a "hey, hows things" type. Its come to take the number dont call.Take the number, first night is great, goodnight then... hai ke. How many girls can pursue you without being weird about it. Relationships have become very unnatractive, it almost kinda feels unnatural, but see how anykind of lifestyle has to be maintained, even if its casual. So its just a genuine disinterest born from prioritising, then went on to do its own thing, a weird solitude thing. A heads up... you might no like whats coming #walkingthroughthedesert #itsallfunandgamestillsomeonedrawsadick