Inyaface13

Things have never been so swell.

[inyaface13]

I’ll always love you little guy. I’ve heard “grief is love persevering” and I’d like to believe that you’re now somewhere chasing other cats out of your new neighborhood and checking out all of the new catnip, but even a paradise can’t compare to the life you lived, what you offered, and the wisdom you left behind. I am beyond proud of you for being as strong as you were these incredible 16 years you gave the world my little warrior. Thank you for leading me through some of my darkest days. Thank you for being my best friend through more lives that I could possibly remember. You are my world and my shadow and I will never forget you Captain Price. 🐾

[inyaface13]

Top 10 funniest movies of all time:

1. Tropic Thunder

2. Dumb And Dumber

3. Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle

4. Me Myself and Irene

5. Pineapple Express

6. Due Date

7. Kingpin

8. There’s Something About Mary

9. Friday

10. Ace Ventura: When Nature Call

[inyaface13]

Top 10 female vocalist of all time:

1. Courtney LaPlante (Spiritbox)

2. Katrine Stenbekk (Kalandra)

3. Amy Lee (Evanescence)

4. Stevie Nicks (Fleetwood Mac)

5. Lacey Sturm (Flyleaf)

6. AURORA

7. Tatiana Shmayluk (Jinjer)

8. Jackie LaPonza (Mushroomhead)

9. Christina Scabbia (Lacuna Coil)

10. Morgan Lander (Kittie)

[inyaface13]

(My) All time “top 10” video games:

1. Red Dead Redemption 2

2. Fallout 4

3. The Elder Scrolls: Skyrim

4. Assassins Creed: Odyssey

5. Grand Theft Auto V

6. Final Fantasy X

7. Fallout 3

8. Assassins Creed IV: Black Flag

9. Halo 3

10. Mass Effect 3

[inyaface13]

(My) All time “top 10” podcast:

The Joe Rogan Experience

Kill Tony

Good Mythical Morning

This Past Weekend

Your Moms House

Soft White Underbelly

Bad Friends

The (Brandon) Buckingham Show

FLAGRANT

Peter Santenello

[inyaface13]

Sometimes I wish I was crazy enough to think you’re coming back.

[arellack]

“And what l really intended to say in the end remains unsaid”

Frank Kafka

[fishnamedsushi]

Vaderwan vibes…

[thevaultoftheatomicspaceage]

[inyaface13]

I miss the friction

I miss the frustration

I miss the anger

I miss the guilt

I miss the despair

I miss the sympathy

I miss the apologies

I miss the forgiveness

I miss the warmth

I miss the mending

I miss the love

I miss the inseparability

I miss you.

[inyaface13]

Doctors pushing numerous medications down my throat.

None of them are listening.

None of them know anything about me.

I continue to bottle all of this up even more.

Reality is now further away than it has ever been. My dreams offer more than my consciousness. I often find myself struggling to defer which one actually exist.

[dial-666-for-satan]

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[garotapossuida]

[5uperm4rio-deactivated20180219]

[gameraboy]

[classichorrorblog]

Carrie (1976)

[inyaface13]

So much time has passed..

It still feels like you’re coming to see me.

Last night, I had a memory of us at Dave and Busters looking for the “rainbow lights” which means someone didn’t claim their tokens and walked off so we would just swipe our card 😂 and how we would spend literally an hour at the “coin pusher”

I will never be able to move on.

The thought of you never stops. Not even for a second.

How did I let myself get tangled up so badly in the love I have for someone who has moved on in their life??

It feels as if my mind just constantly filters you over everything that I experience as some kind of survival mechanism.

I believed I would always have you by my side, but it’s been over a year since we’ve spoken. You changed your mind, Mine somehow didn’t.

I was flawed. I became toxic. All because I knew we were coming to an end and I projected that onto our relationship. I was on cloud 9 from the second I saw you and being up there so long only made me fall into something that happened too fast for me to get a grip of and try and work things out.

I lost my best friend.