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chain smoking Cigs 😇😇😇

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the answer has never not been detach LOL

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I wanted to ghost and was sure I’d do it bc waiting for a text is hellll

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Ik it’s hard but it’s okay

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UGH AND EWWWW

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ugh I’m so anxious about this whole thing and so much needs my full attention

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I will not beg to be seen I will not beg to be

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Why can’t I know it all why can’t I have it all

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please say something

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I’m patient but I’m scared

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It’s all wonderful stress cleaning fuel

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I mean he cried and for me but it all feels like shame

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eww I’m thinking abt him wayyyy to much like entirely lol

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Okay now all there is to do is to get u fully out of my mind in all ways

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Im trying to do so many things so I won’t shame myself for smoking but yeah the changes are slow and I have a long way to go :3

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Okay I’m almooooost there apt wise :3

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slowly feeling like a person with a purpose again yay