The Story Of A Boy & A Gem

Living with half a heart, and a distant soul

[zenchro]

Before you judge me for letting go, just know that I try and try until there is nothing left to try for.

[feelingsoftheday]

maturity is when you stop begging for someone to stay, to love you, or to appreciate you.. you already know your worth. It's better to lose someone than to lose yourself.

[sweetchampagne]

"Everyone comes into a relationship with baggage, you can either trip over each other's stuff, or unpack it together. The right person will help you unpack."

[quoteastic]

The worst pain is getting hurt by the person you explained your pain to.

[laxtarw]

!!!!!!!!

[soul-from-another-era]

The longer I go without something, the more comfortable i get with its absence.

[dumblr]

Once i realize I'm sharing you I'm done. I need a soulmate not a hotspot.

[resqectable]

“That’s the problem with drinking, I thought, as I poured myself a drink. If something bad happens you drink in an attempt to forget; if something good happens you drink in order to celebrate; and if nothing happens you drink to make something happen.”

— Charles Bukowski, Women

[lilacsleeps-deactivated20241127]

There's something special about the depth of being loved by someone weary, who, despite their inner chaos and darkness, strives to offer you every ounce of light they can afford. That’s love in its most fragile yet beautiful form.

[remanence-of-love]

[stay-close]

“I didn’t need you to fix me. I needed you to love me while I fix myself.”

— Michelle K.

[remanence-of-love]

[resqectable]

“Why are old lovers able to become friends? Two reasons. They never truly loved each other, or they love each other still.”

— Whitney Otto, How to Make an American Quilt

[omneco]

[irihapetitoroto9]

[thoughtkick]

“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”

— Unknown

[irihapetitoroto9]

It’s amazing to experience the rapid change growth and clarity I feel now closing the book on a love I’ve held onto for so long. A love that was never reciprocated. Meeting someone who has so much interest in every piece of my being and putting in their all just for a chance to be next to me and know me.. to think all this time wasted and missing out. But I know now it was all for a bigger purpose. I had to lose myself to find myself again. And I lost myself in a man who was never really mine all along.

I’m grateful for my pain, my journey and my loss.

With fire comes new life

[perfectquote]

“Don’t force someone to make time for you, if they really want to, they will.”

— Unknown

[stay-close]

“Close some doors today. Not because of pride, incapacity, or arrogance, but simply because they lead you nowhere.”

— Paulo Coelho