Tuesday wasn’t a blue day
March 28, 2017
So normally I’ve been cursed to have bad days on Tuesdays. But! I was determined to have a good day and people tried to knock me down, but it was actually decent. I still have loads of studying for tomorrow and my stress could still be a health factor, but I feel better. I’m starting to accept the stresses that come along with life, even if it sucks a*s. Also, the little things can make a big difference in someone’s day. Like for example I brought two friends a little sugary treat at lunch and it brightened their day just a little bit. But that little bit felt amazing. I want to be able to help people all the time. That’s where I get the dream to be a doctor because their job is literally to help people. But can I handle the emotional stress? The aloneness? I honestly didn’t know. I haven’t worked my a*s off through high school just to get to a point where I don’t know what to do. That’s for damn sure. Maybe a paramedic or a specialty doctor or idk. Anything. To help. Today was definitely an awkward crush day. Made some weird eye contact and it’s my fault it’s weird. Because I. Was a lil b*tch. A scardy cat. And I shouldn’t have been. Too late now. Snapchat could be so different but nooooo. My dumba*s was just too impatient and scared. But oh well. It’s just high school. *cue dramatic eye roll*