it's called irrelevance babe.

dazed, confused, a little disfunctional.

[irrelevantxthot]

so yeh. this was me at 18, how tf did i let myself go this much☹️

[dorkywithasporky]

to whoever invented zero cal soda, i pray that both sides of your pillow are cold every night 🫶🏼

[irrelevantxthot]

rewatching friends for thinsp0… every woman on that show are so unbelievably goals

[pepsimaxbaby]

Repost to loose 5kgs 🦢🩰

[irrelevantxthot]

pls i beg

[irrelevantxthot]

yknow what fkn sucks ASS

being a hypochondriac with an ed, i wasn’t as anxious about dying last time but this time a single ache in my chest and i’m spiralling thinking i’m about to die

not very slay of you brain.

[irrelevantxthot]

“you have such a pretty face!’ and such a fat fucking body

kms i’ve only lost 11kg’s this year, it may sound like a decent effort but i’m gigantic so that’s barely a dent in my build AAARRRGUHGG

[irrelevantxthot]

2020-2022 me would be horrified at how massive i’ve become when i worked so hard to be beautiful

[irrelevantxthot]

ok pls let me know if i’m just totally delusional but if i kick my legs continuously whenever i’m lying in bed would that burn cals? sometimes i can do it for up to an hour and my legs KILL after but it feels like something i need to do when i’m resting lol

[irrelevantxthot]

okay a month into this relapse and i’ve lost 8-9kgs, ana is good to me, ana is saving me from this disgusting body i have trapped myself in.

when i was thin i was beautiful… i want to be 🩵beautiful🩵

[tdrk-katsuki]

whoever invented zero calorie sodas i am kissing you on the mouth

[lovecanburnlikeacig]

tips #1

if you’re hungry and don’t want your stomach to get noisy, drink zero calorie cola or monster, chew gum, drink hot tea/coffee, or a lot of water.

[irrelevantxthot]

this is like my 4th proper relapse how has it taken me so long to figure out how genius drinking tea is????? like wtf i went thru my emma chamberlain black coffee phase but TEA???!! YUM

[irrelevantxthot]

i fell off track yesterday, i purged 3 seperate times and walked 25k steps tho so hopefully that’ll help me not fuck up my progress too much.

god i’m not seeing much progress yet tho, i’m so impatient to get back to how i used to look. i was fucking THIN, i was small, i was finally fucking pretty.

now everyone just looks at me and sees my past, everyone thinks “she was always gonna gain it back, once a fat girl always a fat girl”

but i’m fucking over it, fuck health i’m not eating tomorrow.

i’m sick of it.

[irrelevantxthot]

places to watch “skins” ??

it was my comfort uncomfort show but they took it off netflix :/

[irrelevantxthot]

someone pls help, i walked 25,000 steps yesterday how many cals approx would that burn??

i’m literally desperate to know i’m freaking out SOS

[irrelevantxthot]

who was gonna tell me cherry tomatoes have 3cal each wtf😍😍😍

new safe food fr

[irrelevantxthot]

got a gym membership

mums right, i have an all or nothing mindset. and you best believe in giving my ALL into this gym thing

even better… there’s a scale in the gym…

there’s a storm a’brewing

[irrelevantxthot]

just swatted a mosquito and panicked if i got cals through it biting me…

my ed is a dumbass.