taking ahold of me

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isaacdixon: his name is ramen. i'd die for him.

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@elisiaxdixon: griffin sent me the mp3 of the unfinished song everyone affectionately calls "cocaine stains" and i can't stop crying. come to find out, he'd lost it...and found it...and it's also the "seven headed snake" song...which is what i based my tattoo for cam off of. i miss my love and his band and their music.

@isaacxdixon: @elisiaxdixon their music and his love will always be something you can fall back on, el. he'll always be with you and i love you so much.

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Text to Isaac.

Elisia: can i please stay with you tonight? from now on? i just don't want to go home and i can't go to cam's. i can't even get in touch with his dad. he won't answer the phone.

Isaac: of course. we'll figure all this out together. i'll get in contact with his dad.

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Text to Isaac.

Elisia: i don't know. he was bleeding...like...everywhere, but it was silver and i don't know what happened he was fine and then he got up and i thought he was just having withdrawals but he's not he was dead on arrival. what the fuck am i supposed to do now? mom and dad don't even know because i don't want to hear what they're going to say to me and i just don't know what i'm going to do without him.

Isaac: I'll take care of mom and dad. for once, they're gonna listen and shut the fuck up. i've got you. we'll get through this, okay? i'm here for you. on my way now.

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Text to Isaac.

Elisia: i'm handing my phone to a nurse to type this out because i can't type it and i know when i see it i'm going to break down again. so, the next message isn't me.

Elisia: cameron's dead.

Isaac: What the fuck. No

Isaac: what the fuck. i'm coming up to the hospital now. what the FUCK

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Text to Isaac.

Elisia: -SS of her tweets-

Elisia: i relapsed today.

Elisia: i'm with cam now, so i'm okay for now but.

Elisia: i wish i could come over but i know that if mom and dad find out i'm with you they'll fucking try some shit on you and i don't want that.

Elisia: i hate being seventeen. i hate it. i'm not even excited for halloween as much as i am for finally being 18.

Isaac: el. :( I'm sorry, kiddo.. I know it sucks there, I know it feels like that's the only way to cope. I wish i could take all that bullshit off of you, let you come live here right this second..

Isaac: they're pieces of shit and the SECOND you turn eighteen you can move in here. like, literally the second.

Isaac: I'm glad you have Cam.