[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[it-will-b3]

they’ve given me a male dissertation supervisor and i want to dIE

[ojibwa]

[traumaticchild]

*bottles up emotions* this coping shits easy

[aridante]

the black saint & the sinner lady & the dead & the truth, morgan parker // the truth the dead know, anne sexton.

[sceadwian]

I'm confused by the passage of time. None of it makes sense. One day it's March and now suddenly it's May. Days blend into days. I'm ready to start my weekend and now it's Monday. No wonder I can't get my shit together. I have no coherent timeline. I have no me.

[weltenwellen]

Adonis, tr. by Khaled Mattawa, Selected Poems

[ojibwa]

[dont-give-a-fuck-club]

sorry i didn't respond im losing my fucking mind

[hatin]

via weheartit

[dying-weeds]

[adventures-in-therapy]

[anxietyproblem]

[it-will-b3]

the news at the moment is triggering the living shit out of me and fully making me want to die

love that for me

[randkritzelei]

03/28/2021

the pain won’t go away

[akindplace]

Don't let anyone use their mental illness as a way of lessening what they did to you. Don't let it be an excuse for their abuse towards you. It is also extremely detrimental to others who suffer from mental illnesses, because it labels them as aggressive and dangerous, an ableist and derogatory stereotype that hurts a huge community of people who are already struggling and already have a higher chance of being abused themselves.

Mental illness does not equate to violence or any type of abusive behavior. Don't let anyone use that stereotype as an excuse to their abusive behavior because it is simply not true. It is another way to gaslight you.

[hel7l7]

I don’t want it all to hurt this much

printed text from Sinner // Maggie stiefvater

[it-will-b3]

I had my sweet friend’s celebration of life today and honestly, as wonderful as it was to hear her family and loved ones reminisce about their memories with her, it was utterly utterly heartbreaking.

She was one of - if not the - funniest people I have ever met. Her dry sense of humour (combined with us being the only brits in the building) meant that we instantly got on like a house on fire… and instantly drove some of the more ‘no dark humour only toxic positivity and nauseating affirmations ~aggressively american~’ therapists up the wall. Not only that but she was incredibly smart, but somehow never made you feel inferior with it, in fact she always went out of her way to be kind to others - even when her own mind was hellbent on tormenting her. She loved Harry Potter, music (The Smiths, The Cure and MCR specifically), her precious pup George and her family and friends on both sides of the world. She was remarkably brave and determined (even though she should never have had to be) and fought like an absolute trooper to the bitter end. She had just come out of a 3 year admission, got a job as a support worker, put down her first payment on a car and seemed to be happier than she had been in a while.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to martyr her (she would hate that)- she wasn’t perfect, but she was (and is) so very loved and will be so very missed.

In the end, she deserved so much more and the world is a darker place without her in it.