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Someday I Will

Can we forget the person I was

And focus on the person

You make me want to become?

I'm tired

I'm so very tired.

Drifting endlessly,

In a vague facsimile of life.

I have ceased to care.

Finally.

I'm going to try to let go.

I know I won't at first.

I'll hold this pain

And all this anger.

But everyday I'll say to myself,

"I'm letting you go."

And someday,

I will.

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A Song For My 18 year old self

Old pictures Tell stories of your arrogance A smile that betrays The fear inside I look at myself 12 years ago To think What you'll go through

Please wait I want to get off this ride I need to go back There's this kid I need to save

Oh you look so fearless, it's cute Oh you look so fearless, it's cute

A punch to the gut To see that face Eyes haunted Unseen, uncared for Memories pushed so deep inside They turned into something You could not hide

Oh,Wait! I wanna stop this ride I need to go back And save myself this time

Oh you look so fearless, it's cute Oh you look so fearless, it's cute

You have no idea The pain you will face The dreams that die God i wish i could save

You….you become me I'm sorry. You….you become me I'm sorry.

So yeah I was taking an extended break from the Tumbles. Then I broke my back. Literally. Feeling very, very depressed and wrote this.

I sincerely hope a younger person reads this and takes heed. You need to be careful and keep yourself. Or you might end up an alone 30 year old.

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You won't even know

Slide into that old chair

Love my old company

A loser's abstract misery

Too expansive to pin down

Exactly which hurt

Is going to burn the whole to the ground

And you are there

Yes your face is always with me

But since I don't know you

And can't have the happiness you bring

You won't even notice

That soulmate destiny

Is long since expired

Because the one you so desire

Hid himself away

Forever

Under six feet of promise and expectation

Of dream and hope

And you won't even know

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I Can See Into My Neighbors Garage

I can see into my neighbors garage I ride my statonary bike to lose weight I do this at night Sometimes in pitch black It feels different Like riding in a void of Shedding The past soul

I can see into my neighbors garage I have a window high up in my room My bike makes me tall enough I can see right outside if I sit up straight Sometimes I see my neighbor Coming in and out of his garage But he doesn't see me, he doesn't see Two eyes in shadow Watching

I can see into my neighbors garage Tonight is sweet with the smell of rain Makes the bike ride chill In the dark Except in the dark of night outside My bedroom window Lighting flashes bright purple-white I am not afraid I am riding in the void

I can see into my neighbors garage A terrible thing There's light next door And my neighbor is sitting in their car They haven't moved Just the shape of their head Against foggy glass Staring forward For hours

I can see into my neighbors garage But my neighbor has been dead For three weeks.

#short horror story #horror poetry #short story #scary #Scary short story #scary stories #poem #poem of the week #poem of the day

Worthless Me - Song Lyrics

Girl I'm looking at you Seeing my hopes And dreams Come true Every touch sends a jolt Through an aching soul Long since Abandoned

Soft tendrils of light Are filtering in Blossoming Into life Laughter like a drug High on your smile Dissolving my long held sorrow

God I knew! My heart knows it's true Somehow I've found you Like a piece of my soul The face in my dreams I'm no longer lost I love you

Please Don't let this be a dream Standing there looking at me Eyes full of love For me

Worthless me Lost and afraid Filled with shame A heart ripped with pain Put back together Set in place I give it to you I'm so in love with you!

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What it feels like to be, "Just a guy"

Slam the door into my face

Until my nose bleeds

But tell me not to cry

I walk stoically?

No I'm screaming inside

My emotions are just buried deep enough

Making them easy to hide

My expression is anger

Because in the tear filled eyes of a child

That wasn't strong

It was the only way to survive

Rejected.

The dejected man slumps his shoulders

The weight of ten thousamd expectations

Makes him wish to die.

You treat me like an object.

I was once whole

And beautiful

But now I am a shattered mirror

A thousand tiny reflected fragments

And you walk past me

And scoff,

"He's just a guy."

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Invisible

The truck I drive is bright orange

And yet people merge into my lane

Oblivious to my presence.

My height is 6'2,

I smile and talk to almost everyone I can

To be polite

To flirt a little with the cute ones

Here I am alone

I think at some point

I became invisible.

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Beyond the basement of expectaions

I have for this existence

I exist in a state of hope.

That longing will someday turn to peace

And the fools and switchback treachery

Might have all led to you.

What else would make your love so sweet

If not for the bitterness of the road which

Led to the wellspring of acceptance

I find in your arms.

And in the end,

Even through dusty trails and lonesome valleys

This life is beautiful.

Even the misery.

Dreams are happening in black and white

Reality is so much sweeter in color.

The words I love you

Like neon signs across an ocean,

Beckoning,

Swim faster

You can make it.

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Redhead

What is it about you

Firey

Foul mouthed

Fucked up

Filthy

Formidable

Fading

Fractured.

Radiantly smiling

Deeply affected

Literal valkyrie

You have wormed inside of my brain

Are you going to rot me away?

We're not supposed to be,

So far away

But that connection

It hit me

But this arrow which pierced my heart

Has it pierced it alone?

Most likely.

Still you invaded my dreams.

How unfair.

For you to be on the other side,

And I'm dreaming of you.

Please,

Let me go.

Don't come back.

It hurts too much.

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6 mile walks taken on whims

Working out for fun

Walking around in tight clothes

Exposed flesh tanned

Instead of pale

Strength within becoming

Strength in action

These things so alien once

Now I do them all without a second thought

A very lost person

Walking a lone and scary path

But finding comfort

In who I seem to be

Becoming.

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If.

Two little letters with such amazing implications.

So much potential.

If I could,

I would love you with all my heart,

And if I could,

I would have saved you.

If.

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Amidst the mists and fiercest frosts, With barest wrists, and stoutest boasts, He thrusts his fists against the posts, And still insists he sees the ghosts.

#donovan's brain #IT #stephen king