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Most of the men in the camp had accepted the fact that there was a female sellsword in their midst. They treated her like one of their own, shared their food, drinks and warstories with her, and told her about the best inns in the Kingdoms. What they did not accept, was her boasting of the men she had slept with. Maybe she had been grasping at straws when she had bragged about her night with the Knight of Flowers, but there was no way she could back out of that one anymore. Even when she lied, she stood by her story as though it was true.

So when two Tyrell soldiers had marched up to her and had ordered her to come with them, she had had a feeling what it had been about. Still though, she pretend she was completely oblivious, something the brunette was quite good at. “Are you sure it is Loras Tyrell you have to bring me to? I’m sure he’ll be able to find me on his own if he would wish so,” she drawled, glancing at the soldier on her left first, then at the one on her right. “He knows me well.”

It was not until one of the bigger tents - compleet with rose-banner - loomed in front of her, that she started to get nervous. How was she going to explain all of this to the Knight of Flowers of all people?! All she could do was hope he had a sense of humor. She was shoved into the tent, stumbled over a carpet and fell down on her knees, hissing at the sharp pain shooting up through her legs. “M’Lord,” she murmured to a pair of boots. “How can I be of service?”

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{ Queen Margaery Tyrell }

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When Margaery met with Faith for her first lesson, she wore new clothing she had specially had made for training. There had been two goals: that it enabled her range of movement, and that she could conceal it under a different dress. That meant when she and Faith met in a secret location deep beneath the keep, Margaery was once again undressing.

Given some of her dresses, wearing something under them that was not obviously a contradiction. She had loose fabric draped about and around her shoulders, secured though still exposing her bosom. Thus, beneath her dress, the lightweight fabric. Once the gown was off in fact she looked more modest then ever, though scandalously, she wore light weight pants of a deep green, contrasting the lighter green of the wrapped fabric about her upper torso-which was low enough it had hinted that rather then an ordinary corset, today’s had some semblance of armor involved. She’d even snuck in some basic shoes. Well, they were flat, though perhaps hardly suited for what was coming.

She peeked up, smiling softly. “I wasn’t sure what we’d want to use for practice today, I realized after we made the arrangements to meet.” She almost looked sheepish, “But I imagine as I know nothing of combat you can tell me where to begin.”

She had been waiting for a while, by her own choice. Lighting torches, checking out the chamber they would use for practice, making sure all was ready for when the Queen arrived. She had not known there were so many secret rooms within the Keep, but she was glad of it now. Would the King find out that she was teaching his Lady wife the ways of the sword, she would most definitely lose her head. But as long as they stayed away from the public eye, they should be safe.

The sellsword was wearing her own, ragged armor, feeling more comfortable in it than in anything the Royal armorer could produce. Only the swords she had carried down to their practice-chamber, were not her own. She figured it to be a bad idea to use a blade with an edge. Someone would probably get hurt.

When the Queen finally joined her in the hidden chamber, she smiled at the clothes the young woman was wearing. “I see Her Grace went all out when it comes to armor?” She chuckled, though she was unsure whether it would hold up in an actual battle. But that was something for another time altogether. “We shall practice hacking and slashing today. As in, you are going to hack and slash at me.” Blocking was something of a slightly higher level, which she wanted to ignore for now. “I would like to see how strong you are, Your Grace. Whether you are quick or not. So I will know what exactly I shall have to concentrate on.”

To say she was a bad teacher would be an understatement. She did not have the grace people with a master-at-arms had. But she knew how to survive, she knew how to kill someone without being hurt herself. And she figured that was what was important to the Queen.

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based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’

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