Let It Be

Sunny Waters | 18 | College Freshman | Soccer "In my pursuit of happiness."

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Private : Sam

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He said I blushed, I don’t. [smirks and straddles her lap, pressing a kiss below her ear] Just seeing huh?

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You do blush babe. [bites her lip and places her hands on the girl's waist] And touching, and kissing.

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Private : Sam

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Well fine, no need to start name calling. What? Yes. I think we’ve already hit a couple bumps. I just hit him the other day, it was fun. It would draw a lot of publicity, but yeah, no. I’m not sharing. Are you trying to seduce me?

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Why did you hit him? [chuckles and set her food down] Maybe I am. I mean it's been a while and I just miss seeing you naked.

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Private : Sam

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I mean if you don’t want a fancy car I can keep it. It does no good sitting there but it looks nice. [pecks her lips then kisses her forehead] Or we could each take a floor and stick to it, but yes. Oh I know. I’m honestly surprised he hasn’t busted into our room with a video camera yet, I really am. I kind of wish he would so I could throw something at him again.

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Samantha I will take the car miss rich girl. [chuckles and kisses her lips back] You mean not give up on our relationship when it gets hard? [laughs] You would hit him. And no one is about to make a porno out of us, although us getting naked right now sounds nice.

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Private : Sam

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Why not? I have two just sitting in my house’s garage, I don’t need all of them. [smiles and cups her face, rubbing her cheeks with her thumbs] I don’t think it will be that different from what we’ve been doing the last few months, but good. Really? Good, I was thinking you were too young myself. That’s why I said I’d probably have to do it if- Yeah. He’s something.

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Fine, fine I'll take one simply because I want to make you happy and get around okay? [leans into her touch and smiles] It's going to be great and if anything I can always come and sleep here. Merrick just likes to think he can get it in with eveyone.

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Private : Sam

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I know, I’m sorry. This wasn’t exactly something I had planned, she just called me today and I’ve been trying to figure out what to do since. You can have one of mine, I have a few, or I’d buy you one. That’s not really an issue. I know that, but it’s sorta similar. I don’t know, I always second guess things but I know I love you, that I want a future with you, and I don’t want to be away from you. [looks over at her] Shit I said that out loud… He said you said he could be a donor. I asked if that meant you wanted them and he said to talk to you so yeah.

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You can't just give me a car like that. Babe I love you too and I don't want us to be separated either but I don't want us to live together and then break up, because that is just fucking scary. [sighs] I'm over thinking too, I-- I want to move with you, it'll be great. [bites her lip] Fucking Merrick I swear. I do want them but not until for like five years.

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Private : Sam

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Well… We already do live together. It’s a huge house, 3 stories, 6 bedrooms, and like 10 bathrooms, so we wouldn’t all be crowded or anything. Zeldo would have a yard and a pool to jump into. But you don’t have to, please don’t feel like you do. I just don’t want her to live alone and don’t want to be away from you, so I don’t know what to do. Plus considering the whole kid thing with Merrick this didn’t seem huge to me.

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Wait what? [rubs her hands on her face] You know you are throwing a lot of things at me. One thing at a time. If we move to this house I need a car babe, and it's more serious thing because we are roommates not sharing a real home. Do you think we are ready for that? [sighs] What do you mean Merrick and this kid thing?

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Private : Sam

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What?

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You want us to move in to your house, and actually love together, with your sister?

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Private : Sam

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She stood up for me and called our dad out on the shit he pulls, so it was because of me she was kicked out. [bites her lip and looks down, mumbling quietly] Or we could stay there.

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[looks at her as she says the last part] What?

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Private : Sam

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Especially when it’s my fault… Nah, I brought it up, she wants to stay in her school. I don’t blame her, going from place to place isn’t fun, that’s the whole reason I bought the place. To have a stable home, even if I don’t really live in it.

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What do you mean it was your fault? Well maybe we can go visit her everyday after school, so she's not that lonely.

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Private : Sam

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Yeah but she’s sixteen… I don’t really want her staying there alone, for more than one reason.

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Yeah that is not cool for her to stay alone. maybe she can come to Kingsley.

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Private : Sam

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In Beverly Hills, yeah. I bought it when I turned eighteen.

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Oh well that is cool, I'm glad you were able to give her a home though.

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Private : Sam

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[sits down next to her and grabs the box from her] …My house.

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[looks at her confused] Baby, you have a house here?

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Private : Sam

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Well, my dad actually moved them up here recently she said. And she kind of got kicked out. [gets up and walks to the table after she finishes packing]

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Oh shit that sucks, where is she going to stay? [she sat on the couch and grabbed a box of cho-mein]

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Private : Sam

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[looks up from packing] Um, my sister needs some clothes so I thought I’d take her some of mine.

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Your sister is in town? [she frowns and sets the table with the food]

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Private : Sam

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Huh? Oh, that sounds good babe.

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[looks over at her] Why are you packing?

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Private : Sam

So I got Chinese and a very gore movie just like how you like it. Everyone is watching the damn game, so we get a date of our own.

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Private: Sunny

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[frowns and grabs her hand, kissing her knuckles] No, I don’t want you to worry about it. That’s another reason I didn’t want to mention it. I know that, but it is a personal struggle. Just because it crosses my mind doesn’t mean I’m going to. I have a lot more to lose now.

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[sighs and sits on the girls lap] Promise me if you ever feel like you are going to hit bottom, you are going to tell me babe. Yeah?