The Journey

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[itsthejourneyoflife]

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet

A pawn and a king

I've been up and down and over and out

And I know one thing

Each time I find myself

Flat on my face

I pick myself up and get

Back in the race

That's life

(That's life)

I tell you, I can't deny it

I thought of quitting, baby

But my heart just ain't gonna buy it

And if I didn't think it was worth one single try

I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

[itsthejourneyoflife]

hey haha all random crap aside i actually came on ur page back then and now to try and find my old tumblr, to see if there's a way to find the URL coz i've lost it lol and it's bugging me.... you're the only person i know who had an actual tumblr connection to it, but no such luck. i'm not in the same headspace as i was a few yrs back. let's just put the past behind us ok? hope ur doing well -tash

It's linsoahlove, literally the same thing its been for like a decade haha. You set to private though after I messaged you.

I still don't really understand how that came across, I dropped out of college because I didn't want to be near you and willvill just made me sad. I did everything to make sure I wasn't anywhere near you haha. Not blaming you for any of that or anything. Tbh you did warn me you were not emotionally available, you never gave details, but I have a tendency to try even harder then. I mean I'm kinda broken, so I go after broken girls way too often haha. Always think they'll fix me, but then back to square one haha. So I've just been focusing on my self recently.

Ps I've edited this like 100 times. Idk what to say anymore. I'm sorry I scared you. Sometimes things I say that are meant to be romantic come off as creepy haha.

You mean a lot to me, helped me grow as a person, and I'll always be grateful for that. I only wish the best for you.

Hope you're doing well

[itsthejourneyoflife]

Still Tash?

I told you it shows me who looks at my page, twice in the last like year. So might not see this for months but im done posting. Feels like youll end up taking whatever I say out of context. Yes youre right, past decade I haven't changed much. Every relationship has ended the same way me and you did. Great honeymoon period, then when they start to get doubts I loose my temper and say mean things. I'm just so sure of things, it just hurts when its not mutual. I do have a temper when I feel hurt, and I am trying to work on that. Other then that I'm always the sweetest. Like I dont understand how you can think so low of me. Like you think I was gonna hunt you down and what..? Stalk you? kidnap you? Like do you not remember Im the type of guy that will not sleep with girls on first dates. Like I still do that, like I don't understand what I said to make you think that. I might have said something like "we will find each other in the future" which I meant figuratively, like we would start talking online again and get to know each other again and maybe one thing lead to another, not Im gonna find you, that's craziness. It still hurts me that the fact a girl I look up to thinks that of me. I know my imagine of you isnt reality, but it's shown me traits I admire and has helped give me goals. I'm sorry that I stressed you out. I'm sorry for whatever I said that scared you. I only wish the best for you. I hope you're doing well in these weird times.

For like the hundredth time, goodbye Tash

[just-shower-thoughts]

Growing up is when you realise that your parents disappoint you instead of you disappointing then

[itsthejourneyoflife]

[just-shower-thoughts]

During sex, women try to orgasm while men don’t.

[anxietyproblem]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Saying “Drugs and Alcohol” is kind of like saying “ATM Machine”

[just-shower-thoughts]

The Avengers are finally gonna do some avenging this time around.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Saying life is without meaning is like saying a coloring book is without color. You’ve gotta fill it in yourself.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Someone has had a radical, life changing idea in a dream but forgot it once they woke up.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder”

— Unknown

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Sometimes you miss the memories, not the person.”

— Unknown

[just-shower-thoughts]

When you’re an adult and striving for personal growth you must be both Pavlov and Pavlov’s dog. You must find ways condition yourself to change into what you want yourself to be. But being two separate things simultaneously actually makes us Schrödinger’s cat.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“You will never be truly happy if you keep holding onto things that make you sad.”

— Unknown

[anxietyproblem]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Blood is thicker than water. Syrup is thicker than blood, therefore waffles are more important than family.