Desperate to grab ahold of something, anything…
Desperate to feel something, even the slightest touch, whether pain or joy, stir this soul oh Lord. Create something anew within me. This numbness is getting to be too much. This emptiness is shaking me to my core. Anything…
Desperate for something or someone to save me.
Every now and then I feel a brush against my fingertips. A small light of hope growing inside of me. But I’m smart enough to not let it get out of hand. Because as I knew it would, the feeling disappears as quickly as it came.
Nothing ever stays. Nothing ever stays. Nothing ever stays.
I’m flailing on my own. This black hole, called life swallowing me whole.
Removed from faith and hope. The only thing that fills me is a never ending emptiness…
Screaming for someone to grab me. To take ahold of me and never let go. Never want to let go. To make something move inside my soul. Even tears would be welcomed. Even tears, my friend.
But no words escape my mouth. No one can hear my pleas. No one can see my pain. Because this smile , my darling, never breaks.
So forever I’ll be stuck in this darkness. As it eats whats left of my heart and kills my mind. Day by day, day by day…
My demons the only thing I can latch onto. They lay beside me as I fall asleep. Whispering truths I already know,
“You’re not worthy to be saved”
I reach out my hand. Desperate to feel someone’s grace. Someone’s unconditional love for this broken, empty girl. But they never come…
Brushing against my fingertips. Teasing me. Breaking me further. Leaving me to drown aimlessly in this sea.
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