Echoes of Home: FFXIV AU OC -- WoLs on Earth
A side story done as part of a community writing challenge. Spoiler alert: it deals with material in what I consider "book 4".
I look in the mirror and I see a miqo'te.
Big brown eyes. Slightly pursed lips. Honey-blonde hair. Long furry ears.
I turn to the side and try to look over my shoulder to get a full view of the tail, which is the same color as the hair. In the process I can't help but notice the breasts.
It's a face and a body I've seen almost every day over the past few years. Just never from inside.
This is what I get for agreeing to couples therapy at a magical university.
I didn't think we actually needed it. We're warriors and creators and explorers. I'm used to the idea that there's nothing we can't overcome together. Nothing over the horizon that we can't march ahead together and see.
But the problem wasn't us together. It was us apart. While I was having the time of my life here, getting some of my questions answered, exposing myself to new concepts and challenging myself in wholly new ways, Tsu'na was running into obstacles on her own. New difficulties and even prejudices she hadn't encountered before.
I tried to understand. I tried to sympathize. I tried to support. I was ready to rise in righteous indignation and hew a path through everything for her. But that wasn't what she wanted. She's just as capable as I am when it comes to both brains and brute force. What she wanted was for me to know. And apparently that was something I couldn't do from my position.
She mentioned this to a friend she'd met while auditing a class, and the friend had told her about the university counselors and how maybe a third party could help with communication. So I went to a counselor with her, not knowing if it would really help but wanting to make an effort for her, and a woman old enough to be Original Me's daughter told us that old saying about how, to truly understand someone, one needed to walk a mile in their shoes.
The feet. I look down at the feet. I knew they were smaller than mine, but I didn't expect them to feel that way.
Once she explained the procedure, and we talked it out and agreed, she called up a specialist to perform a ritual that moved our consciousnesses between our bodies. It took us a while after that to just learn to move…our balance was totally off, and we weren't used to the height differences. But we got to where we could walk across the room and sit down without looking stupid.
She gave us a box with two buttons. The effect is somehow tied to the box, so that any time we push the buttons (one button each) it'll collapse and we'll be back in our original bodies. We can't do it alone; we have to do it together. Which, on reflection, is pretty damn scary. I'm surprised anyone goes along with it. Maybe it doubles as one of those trust exercises.
So we took our box and each other and went back to our apartment. We spent the evening just getting used to the situation, to each other, to the new dynamic of the two of us together. I never appreciated how strong her neck must be just from looking up at me all the time. She only bumped her/my head once on a cabinet. I managed to not shut my/her tail in a door.
It was a little reminiscent of our first days on Earth, when I had to coach Tsu'na on how to use a body that had a fully functional digestive tract. This time, however, we were coaching each other. We each knew in principle how the other did things, but there was still an issue of "look and feel." In that regard, the shower was entertainingly exploratory.
But the real issues, the ones that prompted this exercise in the first place, would come during the day. While my schedule included a lecture on transplanar cosmology and a roundtable-type class on spatial manipulation, she had a materials conjuring class. So far none of the classes we attended were official; we were effectively "guest fellows," as opposed to our actual status, which was closer to "refugees."
We figured materials conjuring would be useful, if it meant we could make stuff at home rather than needing to travel all over the place to harvest it. We got a copy of the textbook the class used and practically took it apart, studying and practicing and experimenting and improvising and coming up with our own ways of doing things. What they were teaching in class wasn't enough for industrial quantities of things we needed, like buttloads of steel, but it was fine for small amounts of metals to use in accessories.
Which meant Tsu'na didn't absolutely need to attend the class. But she thought maybe the instructor had some practical wisdom to share that wasn't in the books, that she'd pick up if she was there long enough. (So far the signal-to-noise ratio has been low.) Plus, she wanted the classroom experience -- she had never done the Sharlayan university thing that half the Scions talked about and wanted to fill in the blank.
So she told me the building and room number, and I headed off in the late morning. And immediately saw the difference in our experiences. From apartment hallway to apartment lobby to campus quad to building hallway to classroom, I got looks that I never got as me. Some were curious. Some were pointed, almost indignant. Some were otaku-grade fascination. I tried the same casual smile and nod I normally gave to people and got mixed results, ranging all the way from embarrassed scurrying away to hostile glares. Halfway there I simply stopped making eye contact.
I got more of the same once I got to the classroom, though scattered about the room. The people sitting near me talked to each other and specifically not to me. I tried to ignore them as effectively as they were ignoring me. I pulled out my laptop and looked up information on the class I was missing.
Spatial manipulation is important in a lot of ways. It may be how our inventories work, unless they're pocket dimensions. I was only beginning to get a handle on the difference between the two. It was engrossing enough that I didn't pay a lot of attention when the lecture began. I came up for air long enough to pick up a word or two, but it wasn't anything Tsu'na and I hadn't already gotten from the text.
It took a nudge from a neighbor to realize the teacher was practically shouting at me. It didn't help that he was doing it wrong.
In all fairness, I didn't remember his name either, and he had more names to keep track of than just mine. But still. "Are you addressing me? I am Mrs. Hyurcat."
"When I gave permission for you to be in my class, I assumed you would appreciate it and make an effort! Other students here don't have the luxury of being my guest!"
I gathered he was being pissy about the laptop. I didn't look to see if anyone else had theirs out. "I am familiar with the material you are covering today."
"Really? You know it so well you don't need to pay attention? Well, by all means, show us your knowledge! Come down here and synthesize some copper for us! Show us how it's done!"
I wondered whether the catgirl part or the guest part irked him more. Not that we could make a particular difference in either one. I stowed the laptop, came down the aisle, climbed the steps of the platform and approached the table near the lectern.
There was a large pad of paper, a bottle of ink, a calligraphy brush and a compass on the table, along with the candles. The compass was for drawing circles on the paper. I studied the supplies a moment, then looked up at the teacher. "May I use my own materials?"
His lips twisted. "Suit yourself."
I took out Tsu'na's box of conjuring supplies from her inventory and set it on the table, then I fetched out the stone sheet we'd devised. It had three concentric circles engraved into the surface, colored with ink.
The teacher peered at the sheet. "Why three circles?"
"My w…husband and I use them to organize categories of glyphs for easy re-use. We draw energy glyphs in the outer ring, glyphs common to types of materials in the next ring in, and material-specific glyphs in the center. That way, if we want, say, different kinds of metal, we need only change the center."
"Different kinds of metal? You conjure that much metal?"
"Yes. We make jewelry and other things."
"And you paint ink on the stone? Seems like a lot of work, scrubbing it clean every time."
"That is not a problem for us." I reached into the box and drew out a marker.
He scowled. "What do you think you're doing? You can't conjure with a sharpie!"
"This is a fillable pen we got from an art store. We fill it with our conjuring ink."
"Which you then have to scrub off the stone!"
"We made our own formula. This is dry-erase conjuring ink."
He snorted. "Nonsense! You can't just mess with the ink like that!"
I looked up at him. "Then perhaps you will see me fail."
That was a sharper tone than Tsu'na usually uses, but the guy was really getting under my skin. I actually felt my pulse pounding. I always thought my anger issues were glandular, that I had an anger gland that didn't seal very well, but maybe it was mental after all. Or the teacher was just that much of a dick.
It shut him up, at least. He folded his arms and stood there, glaring at me, as I got to work with the pen.
Copper was something we'd practiced with so much that I didn't even need to look up the glyphs. I wrote everything onto the stone, feeling not only the teacher's eyes on me, but the students' as well. Everyone in the room was waiting for me to screw up.
I switched to Black Mage. I should probably have cycled through Tsu'na's gearsets before leaving home, just to know what to expect, because rather than my caster gear that was glamoured to a black tux, I found myself in Tsu'na's Ishgardian-style floor-length black dress. But I didn't have a lighter for the candles, and I wasn't about to borrow the asshat instructor's, so Thaumaturgy for the win.
There were snickers when I changed outfits. Those died off when I channeled the smallest bit of aether and lit the candles with a wave of my hand. I touched Tsu'na's wand to the appropriate energy glyphs, focused to activate the construct, and saw the copper ingot appear in the center in a burst of released heat.
I picked it up and extended it to the teacher. He took it reluctantly, inspected it and finally nodded. "That will do. You may return to your seat." No acknowledgement of my methodology. No admission of my accomplishment. And giving me permission to do what he said when Tsu'na was only auditing the class to begin with. He didn't even return the damn ingot.
I collected the box of supplies and the stone sheet and maintained control as I made my way up the aisle. I didn't huff. I didn't stomp. I didn't punch his godfersaken face in.
I didn't even pretend to pay attention after that. I played games on my phone. If he had any useful insights to contribute on the subject of materials conjuration, I didn't hear them.
When the class ended, I stalked out of the room. No one got in my way. I was in the hallway before I heard someone behind me. "Hey, Tsu'na, wait up!"
It was Tsu'na's friend, Anna, the one that told her about the counseling. "What's the rush? Don't you want to get lunch?"
I didn't know they were that sort of close. The day was turning out to be so educational. "I want to go home and relax. I am…" I tried to maintain my wife's measured tones. "...not happy."
"For real. Today he was a real…"
She giggled. "Yeah. So…what was that you did with the fire? Was that a miqo'te thing?"
I reminded myself that ignorance isn't necessarily stupidity. "Miqo'te are not magical creatures. That was elemental magic. Have you not studied that yet?"
"I think it's next semester. Did you really make a dry-erase spell marker?"
"It is what makes the stone practical. Perhaps we can talk about this…another day."
"Oh, yeah, sure. Try not to punch your husband."
I couldn't help but smile. "That is what he is for."
I didn't think about the dress until I was at the apartment door. There had been some funny looks on the way…it does look a little Salemesque, maybe. But hey, it's for throwing fireballs, after all.
Tsu'na was sitting on the couch when I got home, dressed in my typical casual clothes, tablet in hand. She raised an eyebrow when she saw me in the dress, then the other when she got a good look at my face. "Have you been throwing fireballs, Husband?"
"Just had to light some candles." I wandered over to the couch and looked down at her. Our eyes met in a thoughtful silence. I decided to do what she felt so comfortable doing on occasion and sat in her lap. My lap. Whatever. Had to try three times before I wasn't sitting on my/her tail.
I rested my head against her/my shoulder. It really was pretty comfortable. I felt her/my arm drape around my/her shoulders. "How was your day, my love?" I asked.
"I think it was tense. I did not always know what to say. How do you do that?"
"I make it up. Comes with practice."
"Your ears are not very good."
My/her ear was hearing her/my heartbeat. It added to the comfort. No wonder she sat like that so often. I let myself relax. "Did you have trouble hearing?"
"I was not as distracted as I sometimes am. But I did hear some of them talking about you. They thought you were not as annoying as usual."
I smiled. "Also comes with practice."
"Did someone annoy you today, Husband?"
I told her about the materials class.
"I would not have minded."
"Yes you would. He'd've demanded I keep my pet on a leash, or something like that." I looked up at her/my face. "Maybe you should punch him. Righteously indignant husband and all."
"He would not survive either of us punching him."
She smiled and rested a hand on my/her cheek. "Thank you for showing restraint, Husband."
"I had no idea you put up with that crap every day."
"I know. I needed you to understand that without me feeling like I was…"
"You never have. That's just it…you're so good at being strong, I guess I don't think of something like social dynamics getting you down. You've been hinting at it, but I certainly wouldn't call it whining now. So…mission accomplished?"
"I suppose. Does that mean you want to push the button now?"
We looked across the room where the box sat on the dining table. I nestled against her/my chest. She toyed with my/her ear.